You can't help me!
Perhaps it was because his current weakness had been discovered by him to be too embarrassing, or perhaps he truly believed that once he closed his eyes, he would not cry. Tang Wanyi involuntarily shut his eyes.
An Siyao stared at the face that was almost within reach, and felt his heart ache.
Waking up from his stupor, Tang Wanyang opened his eyes and pulled his hand down. "You can't help me!"
"Because I'm no longer in your heart?"
"You're here, but you're no longer that kind of existence. In my memory, you're very beautiful, and every time I think back, my heart is warm, so beautiful that it can cure the pain. So, don't make me hate you, alright?
"He-" An Siyao laughed in vain. Grief exuded from his obsidian eyes. What he could not suppress was love, and what he could not restrain was hatred. "To you, I am finished, but to me, you are far from being able to do it."
Tang Wanyi looked at him expressionlessly, his voice cold and heartless. "So what?"
An Siyao held his breath.
"Let me ask you, even if you can't let me go, even if you enter the Luo Family and stay in front of me everyday, so what? At most, you can push me deeper into the abyss of suffering, and make Luo Juntian torture me to the limits of her abilities," Tang Wangyang said calmly, his eyes void of emotion.
"If you don't want to leave Luo Juntian, then so be it. He has tortured you so much, is she worth it for you to be infatuated with?" An Siyao questioned in a low voice, with pain in his eyes.
"He's not worth it, but his money and position are. I am a wife, and gave birth to his son, Luo Juntian, so my position is stable, and I have a lifetime worth of wealth, and my father did not die in vain, so An Siyao, don't think that I am worth it, I do not need you to be my savior, please do not obstruct my path, may I help you?"
An Siyao, you can live for yourself, don't live as coldly and hopelessly as me!
"Heh — —" An Siyao stood up straight, the sadness and pain in his eyes had disappeared, replaced by disdain and coldness.
She had changed. Her ambition and greed for money had made her no longer pure.
"Temporarily enduring, in exchange for being in a high position and having endless amounts of money, what's wrong with that?" Tang Wanyi stood up, gave him a calm smile, and turned around to leave.
The smile faded from his face, leaving behind only exhaustion.
An Siyao looked at her frail back, his black eyes filled with hatred, he laughed at himself, 14 years of love, and what he got in return was only a request for his to not hinder him.
Tang Wanyang, then let us all fall together. When you have nothing left, I will see you crying as you prostrate yourself at my feet, begging me to forgive you.
She ate nothing and did not know her hunger. She dragged her almost unconscious body back upstairs and turned her head a little when she passed the Lo Juntian ward.
When Luo Juntian saw her figure, she happily shouted out loud, "Tang Wangyang, come in —"
As if she hadn't heard him, she continued to move forward.
"Wifey —"
Behind her, another loud scream rang out. Even the nurse had turned to look at her. Tang Wanyi felt extremely humiliated. He clenched his fists and walked into her room.