Lu caier took song Yanshu and said a lot of words. Those emotions accumulated in her heart for a long time finally had a gap to vent. This man, she has loved to the bone.
If Lu caier hadn't told her everything, song Yanshu didn't know that he had such a small villa in his name. However, it's not surprising that the Song family was rich and powerful, let alone a property. Perhaps even song Yan's book title under the number of listed companies, he may not all know.
It's not so gorgeous, but it's warm. To be sure, it is Lu caier who decorates this place with a special warmth of home.
Seven years later, the dashing girl has become mature and steady, and the tenderness between her eyebrows and eyes has been replaced by a trace of soft and charming spirit.
Song Yanshu looks around at this strange house blankly, but how can't imagine his own feeling into this so-called home. The boy hiding at the entrance of the stairs on the second floor has unspeakable similarities with song Yanshu, but he can't get close to him.
"He... What's his name?" Song Yanshu's eyes fell to the second floor and asked slowly.
Lu caier also saw his son hiding upstairs at this time, and beckoned the little boy to go downstairs. The little boy was full of fear and curiosity, and his eyes kept searching for song Yanshu, and he was timid enough to plunge into Lu caier's arms.
She stretched out her hand and fondly rubbed the boy's hair, and said faintly, "Song en Xi, it's my name for him..."
Song Yanshu's heartbeat seems to have missed the beat, and she doesn't know what to say. Finally, a syllable is squeezed out of her throat, which is just a response.
Lu caier did not blame song Yanshu for his indifference. After all, he has just been out of prison, and there is absolutely no sympathy for him after six years and eight months. At least he can't comfort himself.
"En hee, go to Dad. Didn't mom tell you that Dad went abroad on business and now en Xi has come back for us.
If you do, dad will be very sad. When my father is sad, he will cry like Enxi secretly. Son, do you have the heart to make dad so sad?
Didn't you tell mom that you really want to see dad? Now Dad is in front of you. If you don't go there, dad is going to leave. Enxi darling, go and call dad....
Lu caier leaned down / body, one hand around Enxi's small shoulder, and gently coaxed him. At this moment, song Yanshu stood opposite, feeling extremely stiff, as if even a finger could not move. He is just a piece of wood, standing in place, feeling that every minute becomes extremely slow.
Song Yanshu didn't know what he should say, but he didn't dare to face the inner confusion easily. He didn't dare to admit that he didn't feel a little happiness.
Enxi listened to her mother's words, a pair of big eyes flickered and blinked, finally moved away, bit by bit rubbed to song Yanshu's front. The fear and tension made the atmosphere inside the house change.
Song Yanshu looks at Lu caier anxiously, so he has to squat down and try to hold his son. But just a hand, en Xi like a frightened bird, hem and haw to the mother's arms.
"He's not my father, I don't know this ferocious uncle..." en Xi buried his head in Lu caier's arms and said that he would not leave.
Song Yanshu seems to be relieved. He is even struggling with how to answer, with what tone and what kind of expression, if en Xi really came to call himself a father.
"Come on, he's still young, and he can't be in a hurry." Song Yanshu said lightly, no wonder Enxi was afraid of him. Even when his own light accidentally fell to the mirror, song Yanshu felt that his expression was too cold and rigid. If you don't know yourself, you may even mistakenly think that he is angry.
What's more, enzie is just a child of six and a half years old.
Lu caier can't help it. She hugs en Xi and doesn't persuade her any more. She is really too anxious. After all, Lu caier has been looking forward to the day when the three of her family can get together.
"By the way, why don't we go to the park later to enhance the relationship between your father and son. EN Xi he likes the carousel in the park very much. Before, he said that he wanted to be with his parents...
"another day!"
Song Yanshu coldly interrupts Lu caier's words. In addition to his mental and physical fatigue, more emotions still urge him to escape from the situation that he can't accept for the time being. If you stay, it may backfire.
Lu caier's words stuck in her throat, and she felt a little pain. She had to nod her head.
"Why don't you go upstairs and have a good bath and sleep for a while. What do you want to eat in the evening? I'll ask someone to prepare..." at this moment, Lu caier is not so much concerned with song Yanshu's mood as he is struggling to grasp this man, for fear that he will disappear into his own life.
Song Yanshu knows this well. It's just about responsibility. He needs some time to sort out his emotions."No, I'll go first." Song Yanshu's tone is somewhat indifferent. He ignores Lu caier's questioning and turns around and walks out of the villa.
In a hurry, Lu caier gives en Xi to the nanny, and he also follows him. Fortunately, song Yanshu has not gone far, "Yan Shu elder brother..."
Song Yanshu stops, but does not turn around.
Lu caier clenched her fist, and her shoulder trembled slightly. Her voice was very clear in the quiet alley. "I know, this news is too sudden for you, and it's hard to accept for a moment.
I didn't think too much. Maybe I didn't think about it well enough. But seven years ago, I just wanted to give birth to Enxi. I want to wait for you to get out of prison. We have missed each other 17 years ago. I don't want to leave any regrets.
If you feel stressed, I won't force you. I just want to tell you that I never regret giving birth to Enshi, and I have been and am
Lu caier was a little excited, and her voice began to tremble, especially the last few words.
Song Yanshu is also a man of flesh and blood. His heart was severely pinched by Lu caier's confession. So he turned around, smoothed the trace of his eyebrows and straightened his lips.
"I'm sorry, I failed you and hurt you."
For a long time, song Yanshu said slowly, "can you give me some time? I'm in a mess now. I need some time to sort out my own things.
Seven years is neither long nor short....