C79

Further examination … To further prove that Chu Qing Yan's child really did not have a heartbeat.

"Child... Why did you leave me. "My child …"

Their movements had only just started, and actually ended like this. Even though there were a thousand, ten thousand, and even if they were unwilling, Chu Qing Yan still laid on the operating table.

Waking up from the anesthetic, Chu Qing Yan told Kang Wen Yuan with lingering fear that he had a terrifying dream.

Kang Wen Yuan did not speak, and only gently wiped away her tears.

Not far away, a blurry white figure was saying, "It's a twin daughter, what a pity!"

Her poor daughter had quietly left before she even had time to look at her loving parents.

The induced labor would cause no less harm to the body than it would during childbirth. After surgery, one had to recuperate properly. During those two days when he was hospitalized, Chu Qing Yan had not cried at all.

Pain and despair supported her undead body.

After a series of blows, Chu Qing Yan's body was not as healthy as it was before.

After resting in bed at home for a few days, she went to the bathroom and was shocked by her reflection in the mirror.

The sunken eye sockets were dark and swollen. His hair was disheveled like a chicken's nest, and his face was sallow and emaciated beyond recognition.

After a short period of inadaptation, Chu Qing Yan gladly accepted the situation she was in. It was good that she did not become a human or a ghost until she reached a point where she was unfit to be one.

The child's departure came too suddenly, and for a long time she could not bring herself to accept it. Every morning when she woke up, she would look forward to a miracle, and the child would tell me with a fetal movement that it was just a dream.

However, the truth was the truth. Even if she did not admit or accept it, it was still placed before her.

She touched her empty stomach and silently wept. The new day had begun with grief.

After lying in bed for half a month, in order to divert Chu Qing Yan's attention, Kang Wen Yuan encouraged her to shop online, buying anything she wanted.

This method was quite clever, as most women's pain could be cured by buying or selling.

By the time Chu Qing Yan woke up and soaked herself in the dark, he could no longer care about the tears or the pain. She could only concentrate on shopping, using this method to numb herself.

Every day, there would be a few bags delivered, but she was not in the mood to open them. She just piled them all into the storage room until it was full and then started to pile them again in Kang Wen Yuan's study.

Chu Qing Yan looked at Kang Wen Yuan who was tidying up the messy bags in the study, and asked slowly: "Am I buying too many?"

Kang Wen Yuan stood up straight and wiped the sweat off his forehead, then turned to ask her with a smile: "Are you happy when you buy things?"

"Un, I'm happy!" Chu Qing Yan sorrowfully nodded his head. Using crazy shopping methods to treat pain is not the best way, treatment is not cure, once the wound opens, I will only feel more pain.

"It's good that you're happy. Continue, you haven't bought enough!"

"I'm not buying anymore. It's boring. In a few days, you can go to the hospital and ask when I can do the embryo transfer again." Those four spare embryos were the real cure for her pain.

After being godmother for almost four months, Chu Qing Yan was already deeply attracted by the feeling of satisfaction. With Baby in her stomach, life was even sweeter than love.

She really wanted to be a mother.

Every moment, every moment, every minute, every second... His mind was filled with this thought and it never dispersed.

"Qing Yan …" Kang Wen Yuan looked deeply at Chu Qing Yan, the lament in her eyes had already covered all the sharp rays of light: "We'll talk about it after the transplant. Your priority right now is to recuperate your body, and don't let your imagination run wild."

"There's nothing wrong with my body. I'll recover very soon. I'll definitely succeed if I do it again!" This house, eating and dressing, lacked nothing but children, brought laughter, hope, and satisfaction.

"Qingyan... I don't want any more children. "Don't want children, just the two of us, okay?" Kang Wen Yuan pulled Chu Qing Yan into his embrace, his voice choked. These days, he had been comforting her and taking care of her, but who had comforted him and taken care of him?

No matter how strong a man was, there were always times when he could not cry like a woman. Even if his heart was broken, he could only laugh and talk, not shed a single tear.

Chu Qing Yan knew that Kang Wen Yuan did not want to experience the pain of falling from heaven to the bottom of the valley, but if he were to give up just like that, all of his previous efforts would be in vain.

Although the process was very painful, when the child was born, all the pain was worth it!

"Kang Wen Yuan, you cannot give up. You must not give up!" Chu Qing Yan buried her head into Kang Wen Yuan's chest, listening to his heartbeat, and tightly hugged his waist. Only now did she realise that he had also become much thinner.

"Qing Yan …" He gripped her shoulder tighter, almost blending in with her.

"Didn't we hear others say that we need to do it a few times before succeeding? We need to have confidence!"

This time, it was her turn to comfort him and cheer him on. The road ahead was still very long.

"En!" He took her words in. His throat rose and fell a few times before releasing her shoulders. A slightly bitter smile hung at the corners of his mouth.

Chu Qing Yan curled her lips, and laughed for the first time in the past month: "I even thought you were crying!"

"Heh, how could this be …" Kang Wen Yuan turned his face away and rubbed his eyes awkwardly: "Come, let's go for a walk. You've been cooped up at home for the past month!"

"You really didn't cry?" Leaning closer to Kang Wen Yuan, Chu Qing Yan asked while putting on an act: "Why are my eyes red, don't tell me you entered the sand!"

"You don't need to step down, continue acting. I'll watch you act!" Being stared at by Kang Wen Yuan, Chu Qing Yan ran out laughing, only then did she burst out laughing.

He clearly didn't have a smile on his face, but he still forced himself to laugh. It was as if he was laughing out loud and his mood was also getting better.

Kang Wen Yuan went to the hospital, but did not bring back good news.

The doctor told Chu Qing Yan to check for herself, and see what the actual situation was before making any surgery plans.

Some people can transplant their embryos in half a year, doctors say, but others will have to wait at least a year before they can recover.

Although he had gone through more than a month of rest, Chu Qing Yan's body still did not recover well.

The doctor also said that Chu Qing Yan had gone through a abortion once, so even if the transplant was successful, there was a high chance of it stopping the birth again.

Although the doctor did not explain in detail, Chu Qing Yan could still understand the meaning behind her words. The abortion was related to Kang Wen Yuan's sperm.

Sperm itself is problematic, and although single-sperm puncture can be used to combine with the egg, it can still be accidentally caused by a potential lesion during embryonic development.

On the way home, Chu Qing Yan and Kang Wen Yuan both had their own thoughts and didn't say a word.

Suddenly, they felt that their hopes were slim. Why was it that others could be a father and mother so easily, yet they could not achieve their goals even with so much effort?

Chu Qing Yan had never felt hatred towards the injustice of the world!

When she went back, she surfed the internet and found that many people were in the same situation as them. Some had succeeded, while others had failed.

The successful people thanked the heavens and thanked the earth. The failed people were still working hard. A message from an netizen touched her heart.

"The more valuable something is, the harder it is to get," she said. "If you can get it easily, it won't be enough to show how precious it is."

She must have surgery again. The child will have it, and everything will be all right.

Time passed day by day, but Chu Qing Yan's body still did not improve at all.

His aunt, who had always been a disciplined person, was disobedient now. She came as she pleased, or she came as soon as she didn't want to, or she left as soon as she came.

For the sake of my aunt, I went to the hospital again.

The doctor said that Chu Qing Yan's womb hadn't fully recovered yet, so he gave her some medicine to recuperate her.

Day after day.

Chu Qing Yan was looking forward to the day of the transplant. Unexpectedly, Kang Wen Yuan's divorce agreement was placed in front of her.

"Why?" He placed the rice beside Kang Wen Yuan's body. Seeing the divorce agreement, Chu Qing Yan's heart sank.

Was this the reason why Kang Wen Yuan had left early and returned late recently?

"I don't love you!" When he said these words, Kang Wen Yuan's voice was very cold and his eyes very cold. Even his expression was cold enough to fall into pieces of ice.

What was out of proportion to this was that his hand that was playing with the pen did not stop for even a moment.

The reason for the divorce was plentiful!

"I'm sorry!" Being dazzled by the pen in Kang Wen Yuan's hand, Chu Qing Yan took the pen and heavily slammed it on the table: "Regardless of whether you love me or not, I will never agree to a divorce!"

He didn't even want to eat. Chu Qing Yan ran back to his bedroom and threw himself onto the bed.

Originally, he had told himself not to cry, but he was still unable to suppress the tears that were welling up in his eyes.

Face, buried in the quilt, to hide the wanton flow of tears.

She never dreamed that Kang Wen Yuan would ask for a divorce and kick her away after they shared the suffering together.

Did he really not love her anymore?

The answer to this question was not something Chu Qing Yan could come up with even if she wanted to.

There was a small voice at the bottom of his heart saying, perhaps because too many things had happened recently and Kang Wen Yuan suffered a huge blow that he couldn't accept in a short while, that was why he would choose such an extreme method to obtain relief.

No one had expected things to turn out this way.

Although he had suffered a lot, Chu Qing Yan had never blamed Kang Wen Yuan. Since they were husband and wife, they should face it together.