When we parted, Paul hugged her like a friend. She didn't refuse. The following week, Paul was like an old friend. He often called suhia and asked her to have coffee or dinner. She occasionally accepted his kindness. They had a lot of common language and had a good conversation.
He even exposed his personal feelings to her and told her that he had been married. He had a son and a daughter with his ex-wife. He also said that he loved her and he wanted to marry her. She just laughed it off and didn't seem to take it to heart.
On the other hand, suxiya hesitated. She didn't know whether to tell Holly about her pregnancy. She finally made up her mind, but when she was really facing him, she asked, "darling, do you like children?"
Holly lay lazily on the sofa and put her in his arms. "I don't like it very much. Children are noisy and annoying. However, if a child is as obedient and lovely as a little girl, it's another matter. "
Su Xiya's face changed and her fingers suddenly grasped his arm.
Holly said ruefully, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned them."
Suxiya reluctantly smiled, "it doesn't matter." In fact, she was sad not because he mentioned little darling, but because he didn't seem to like children.
Holly stroked her long hair and said softly, "why did you suddenly ask me this question?"
She smiled. "Darling, how about having a baby?"
Holly's movements froze, and his expression became uncomfortable, with a look of struggle and hesitation in his eyes.
Sukhya waited for his answer and clenched her fingers nervously.
His thin lips tightened and said slowly, "baby, our current situation is a little bad. I think it's not suitable for raising children for the time being."
Suxiya was stunned. She managed to squeeze out a smile and cover up the pain in her eyes. "Well, you're right. It's not suitable to have children now."
He hugged her tightly and kissed her hair. "Honey, give me two years and I'll let us live a rich life again. At that time, we'll have another child, okay?"
This should be the first time he used the tone of asking for advice to discuss major issues with her, but she was not happy at all. She loved the children in her stomach and wanted to have children, but she had to admit that Holly was right. They don't have the conditions to raise children or even the right to be parents.
Suxiya held back the tears in her eyes and nodded gently, "OK, we'll have children later."
He stroked her back with both hands. "It's time to rest. I'll take you back to the room."
Sukhiya could not understand the meaning of his words. She quickly sat up from his arms, "darling, it's inconvenient for me to have my holiday today."
"Well, we haven't had it for a long time." He looked a little annoyed and picked her up. "It seems that I have to bear it for a few days."
Since Su Xiya learned that she was pregnant, she has refused him on various excuses. However, fortunately, he works hard at ordinary times, the demand in that area is not as strong as before, and the number of rejections is not too many, which did not arouse his suspicion.
Suxiya went to the hospital alone and sat in the corridor of Obstetrics and gynecology. She suddenly felt a little envious when she saw many women with large stomachs doing prenatal examination accompanied by her husband.
She used to think that women who gave everything for their family were ridiculous, but now, with a baby in her belly, she also had the idea of being a good wife and mother.
"Miss water, it's your turn. Please follow me." The nurse interrupted suxiya's wishful thinking and took her into the operating room.
"Miss Shui, I read the checklist. The child is developing very well. Do you really decide to kill the child?" Before she lay on the operating table, the doctor confirmed again.
Sukhya held her fingers tightly, took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, "yes."
"Please lie on the operating table."
The doctor was ready, holding the anesthetic in his hand. "Relax, I'm going to give you an anesthetic."
With the cold liquid injection, she felt that she began to become stiff and her fingers could not move, but her eyes were still open and tried to look at the trance figure in front of her.
Someone separated her legs and cold utensils came close to her.
Great fear surged in. She tried to open her mouth and shouted with the last bit of strength, "stop."
Ten minutes later.
Sukhya sat pale on the sofa in the corridor. The effect of anesthesia had passed, but she felt that her feet could not move.
She took out her cell phone and made a call. "It's me. Do you have time now?"
Half an hour later, Paul's tall figure appeared at the end of the corridor. He walked quickly to her with an anxious look on his face, "what's the matter? Sick? "
Suxiya looked at him in a daze, her face was bloodless and looked terrible.
"What's the matter?" Paul grabbed her shoulders nervously. "Smoke, tell me!"
Her eyelashes moved, a tear rolled down, and her voice trembled. "Paul, do you still count what you said?"
"Count, all count!" Paul held her shoulder tightly and looked very firm. "If you want to get married, we can register tomorrow."
Suxiya's tears blurred her eyes, "but... I'm pregnant..."
Paul froze with disbelief on his face.
She said bitterly, "I don't want to give up my child."
Paul's eyes were filled with complex emotions, and his thin lips closed tightly without saying a word.
"Forget it, just think I haven't asked anything..." she slowly pushed away his hand and whispered, "send me back..."
She stood up and walked slowly forward. Her back looked so weak and helpless.
Paul suddenly shouted, "it doesn't matter."
Sukhya turned stiffly.
He has run to her quickly and hugged her tightly in his arms. His voice is a little urgent. "It doesn't matter. I don't mind. When the child is born, I will treat him as my own. I love him and love him. You know, my ex-wife and I have two children. Don't mind, will you?"
She stood still for a long time, and finally stretched out her arms around his waist and whispered, "OK."
He held her face and approached her. Instead of pushing him away as before, she closed her eyes.
He said softly, "when will you move to me and let me take care of you?"
She lowered her eyes and whispered, "give me a few days."
"OK, I'll wait for you."
That night, Holly came home very late. He drank wine and was full of wine. He leaned against the door and knocked hard on the door, shouting, "baby, I'll come back..."
Suxiya had been sitting on the sofa waiting for him. When she heard the news, she immediately ran over and opened the door for him. When she saw him drunk, she couldn't help frowning.
Holly giggled, "honey, I'm back..."
She was helpless and reached out to help him. "I see. Come in quickly. Why did you drink so much wine?"
"HMM... party..." he blurted out a few words again. She didn't hear clearly or ask more. She helped him in and put him on the sofa.
Although the distance was not long, he was very heavy. After carrying him for some time, sukhiya was panting.
"I'll put bath water for you. You have a rest first."
"Well..." he blurted out a few syllables and then lay down on the sofa.
Suxiya came out of the bathroom. He was already asleep. She sighed, took a basin of hot water, took a towel, wiped his face and chest, took off his shoes and covered him with a blanket.
She stroked his face with her slender white fingers, with strong eyebrows, straight nose, thin lips and knife cut chin. She smiled low. Since when did she begin to miss this man?
She squatted in front of him, put her head on his shoulder and whispered, "holly, would your life be different without me?"
He seemed to feel her sadness, suddenly raised his hand and hugged her shoulder.
She was startled. She thought he was awake. She looked up at him, but she saw him close his eyes well.
In this way, she was held by him in front of her chest and maintained this position all night.
When she woke up, her arms hurt, her neck hurt and her whole body hurt. She tried to move her stiff neck and found that he was still asleep, but his arm was still on her shoulder. She carefully moved his arm away and got up from the ground.
Susiya made the last breakfast and brought it to the table.
Then, she took out the small suitcase she had already sorted out from the wardrobe, kissed his forehead and quietly walked out of the room. At the moment of locking the door, she looked back at Holly, who was still sleeping, with tears in her eyes.
Paul waited at the intersection in his car.
Seeing her coming, he took a few steps and took the suitcase from her hand. "Good morning."
She looked back at the direction of home and said, "let's go."
Soon after their car drove out, Holly woke up.
He sat up from the sofa, rubbed his hangover head, frowned and cried, "baby."
He called two or three times, but no one answered.
He smelled the smell of milk and fried eggs, stood up, went to the bedroom and looked. There was no one. He opened the bathroom door again, but there was still no one.
He suddenly woke up.
He hurried back to the bedroom and opened the wardrobe. There were only his clothes left in it. All her clothes were gone, as well as her pink LV suitcase.
Holly stood still for a moment. All the blood in her body poured into her brain. Her hands and feet were cold. No, it's impossible. She said she wouldn't leave him!
He ran frantically downstairs and shouted, "baby, Shia, where are you?"
He completely lost his mind and wandered aimlessly around the community, crazy calling her name. No one responded to him except the passing office workers who occasionally looked at him curiously. Holly was frantically looking for susia.
If the supervisor hadn't called him and asked him why he was absent from work, he almost forgot about going to work. He replied that he was ill and took a day off.
After that, he tried his best to call suxiya's mobile phone, but the mobile phone was always turned off and there was no way to contact her.
After shock, pain and exposure, after a series of emotional changes, he finally calmed down, ran to the community property management and called up the surveillance video under the building.
He saw suxiya dragging her suitcase out of the building. He saw a handsome middle-aged man meet her, took the suitcase from her hand and kissed her cheek. His anger immediately ran up, just like a volcanic eruption, and the blazing magma spread at the bottom of his heart, almost burning him up.