Lin Zian thought she was asleep and smiled gently. Then he picked her up and put her on the bed. When he touched the bed, ye Ru opened his eyes uneasily and held him tighter.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Seeing her uneasy eyes, Lin Zian felt a pain in his heart. He lay down beside her and held her in his arms.
One night ye Ruxin didn't sleep. She heard his steady breathing and knew that he had fallen asleep. She stretched out her hand and stroked his well-defined cheek. It doesn't matter if she couldn't see his face clearly in the dark night. She had already painted him in her heart with her fingers.
The next morning, when Lin Zian woke up, ye Ruxin had made breakfast. When he came out of the bedroom, she was busy in the kitchen in an apron. She turned her head and smiled brightly at him, "husband, you can have breakfast after washing."
He smiled, a little distressed, "why don't you sleep a little more?"
"I want to watch you go to work." She washed her hands, brought the prepared breakfast to the table and urged him, "go wash quickly. The breakfast will be cold later."
Lin Zian is going to work. Ye Ruxin wraps a scarf around him and hugs him. "Husband, go to work. I'll miss you."
"Wife, I will miss you too."
If he knew it was their farewell kiss, he would not leave.
Ye Ruxin stood in the corridor and watched him enter the elevator. The door of the elevator closed slowly. His handsome posture disappeared. She turned silently, locked the door and cried silently.
Yesterday afternoon, she had rented a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room around the company. It cost her half a month's salary. She had a bed, a wardrobe, a washing machine, an air conditioner and other electrical appliances. She just needed to take her suitcase in and check in.
When Niuniu finished breakfast, ye Ruxin squatted in front of her and said softly, "Niuniu, from today on, you and Mommy will move out, okay?"
Niu Niu's beautiful big eyes stared round, "why? Is daddy with us? "
"No, just the two of us. Daddy still lives here." Every word she uttered was like a knife cutting her heart.
Niu Niu was stunned and suddenly cried, "Mommy, why do you live separately? Is it a divorce? Is it because grandma doesn't like me that she asked you to divorce daddy? "
Ye Ruxin was heartbroken and held her daughter tightly in her arms. "Niuniu, daddy and Mommy divorced, not because grandma didn't like you."
"Why? Why do you want a divorce? I don't want you to divorce! Mommy, how about a divorce? " Niuniu cried, raised her little face, looked at her pitifully with big wet eyes, and begged her, "Mommy, don't divorce!"
"Niuniu, listen to Mommy," ye Ruxin coaxed her gently with her daughter's tearful face. "Even if daddy and Mommy divorce, you are still our baby. We still love you as before, and you can often come back to see daddy..."
"No, I don't want to, I don't want you to separate..." Niuniu cried out of breath, her little face turned red, her chest fluctuated violently, and her broken heart made ye Ruxin feel extremely distressed.
Ye Ruxin held her daughter, coaxed her and advised her, but there was no way to persuade her to accept the reality.
As time goes by, the people from the moving company will soon come to help her carry her luggage, but Niuniu is still angry in her arms and refuses to leave here. Ye Ruxin has no choice but to be cruel. She holds her daughter's tender shoulder and says in a hoarse voice, "Niuniu, if you don't want to go with Mommy, stay here and live with Daddy."
Her daughter grew up closer to her and more dependent on her. Hearing her say this, she immediately cried out in panic, hugged her tightly and refused to give up.
"Niuniu, Mommy doesn't want to give up your daddy, but if Mommy continues to be with Daddy, he will become a criminal and even go to jail. Would you like to see daddy go to jail?" Ye Ruxin feels extremely cruel and forces Niuniu to accept these very realistic things.
Niuniu doesn't understand. Although she doesn't know why her parents are together, daddy will go to jail, she doesn't want daddy to become a criminal, so she cried bitterly for a long time and made noise for a long time, and finally accepted this reality.
When ye Ruxin left the home where she had lived for seven years with her daughter in her arms, she and Niuniu burst into tears at the same time. Niuniu's eyes were swollen like walnuts and lay on her shoulder without saying a word, just crying silently.
The moving company moved their luggage to their new home. Niuniu's new bedroom was much smaller than before. She sat in bed silently, holding the hairy bear dad gave her for Christmas and secretly wiping her tears.
Ye Ruxin tries to cheer up and tidy up their luggage in the living room. She looks up and sees her daughter's thin back. Her heart is sour. Their divorce has brought a great blow to her daughter. She will love her daughter more and slowly heal the damage to her heart in the future.
The pleasant mobile phone ring rang. It was Shao Jinhan, "do you have time? Come out for a cup of coffee? "
Ye Ruxin looked up at his daughter, quickly walked into his bedroom and lowered his voice, "I'm packing now. I don't have time."
"Packing? Do what? Going out again? "
"No," she paused. "Niuniu and I moved out. I'm going to divorce."
Shao Jinhan was silent for two seconds. "Are you serious?"
"Well," she said, "I've left the divorce agreement to him."
Shao Jinhan frowned and said in a deep voice, "tell me the address and I'll go to you."
Ye Ruxin held his mobile phone uneasily, "what are you doing here? I'm in a mess and haven't cleaned up yet..."
Shao Jinhan's tone was impatient. "Don't think about it. I'm worried about Niuniu. Tell me the address."
Ye Ruxin reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth and finally reported his address to him.
She had just finished finishing her clothes with Niuniu, took the mop and planned to clean, when the doorbell rang. Shao Jinhan stood tall and straight at the door in a black coat.
After he entered the door, it was like returning to his own home. He looked around here and there, and finally smacked his mouth. "It's not satisfactory, just a little smaller."
"How much space do we need for our mother and daughter to live alone?" Ye Ruxin is a little speechless about his wealth and illness.
"All right, be busy yourself. I'll go and see Niu Niu." Shao Jinhan waved, left her and went straight to Niuniu's room.
Niuniu had heard someone coming, but she was still immersed in her sadness and didn't want to talk to anyone. She sat blankly on the bed with a big hairy bear in her arms.
Shao Jinhan stood at the door and felt distressed when he saw her lonely little figure. He was silent for two seconds. He raised a brilliant smile on his lips and said briskly, "little girl, uncle Shao has come. Haven't seen you for a long time. Do you miss me?"
When he squatted in front of Niuniu, he found that her eyes were swollen like peaches, her white face was still with tears, her chest fluctuated slightly, sobbed depressed, and her small nose was rubbed red like a lovely pepper.
He felt distressed like a needle, lovingly rubbed her soft hair and said softly, "Niuniu, will your uncle take you out to play?"
Niuniu didn't speak, her long eyelashes moved slightly, and bean's tears rolled down again.
"Niuniu, be good, don't cry..." Uncle Shao, who has always been sharp in words, felt poor for the first time. He didn't know how to make the little girl happy, so he had to hold her, gently pat her on the back and say again and again, "be good, don't cry".
I don't know whether it's because his arms are too similar to Lin Zian's, or because she is tired of crying. Shao Jinhan rigidly maintains this position for half an hour and suddenly finds that she has fallen asleep. His small head was tightly attached to his chest, and a pair of soft hands firmly grasped his clothes, which was a sign of insecurity.
After cleaning, ye Ruxin went to Niuniu's room and found Shao Jinhan sitting rigidly on the bed, holding the sleeping Niuniu in his arms, and said in a low voice, "put the child down. Aren't you tired holding her like this?"
Shao Jinhan's voice was also very low. "I'm not tired. I'm afraid I'll wake her up."
Ye Ruxin noticed that Niuniu held his clothes with both hands. It is roughly estimated that his action has been maintained for at least an hour. How can he not be tired? She thought and whispered, "you'd better put her in bed. Niu Niu sleeps heavily and won't wake up."
"Shh." Shao Jinhan winked at Niu Niu for fear that she would wake her up and whispered, "I'm hungry. Go and cook."
Ye Ruxin saw that he insisted so hard and refused to give up. He was moved and shook his head. Finally, he didn't persuade him to go into the kitchen to cook. He suddenly realized that they had just moved in and didn't even have kitchen utensils at home.
Shao Jinhan found that ye Ruxin returned to Niuniu's room, raised his chin and asked her "what's up" with his eyes.
She shrugged helplessly and whispered, "there's no kitchen utensils. Let's order takeout this noon."
He raised his eyebrows without objection.
Ye Ruxin found a restaurant with good reviews on the Internet, called to order takeout, and then continued to tidy up the room.
Niuniu slept until the delivery man delivered the goods to the door. She rubbed in Shao Jinhan's arms for two times. The soft and waxy ground was called "Daddy". Shaojin was shivering and an idea jumped out of her mind that such a lovely child would be better if she were her own daughter.
Niuniu didn't hear the response. She rubbed her bleary eyes, raised her head and saw Shao Jin cold. Her slightly red and swollen eyes blinked, "Uncle Shao?"
"It's me, Niu Niu, have you had enough sleep?" Shao Jinhan smiled and rubbed her hair.
She nodded in a daze.
"Let's go to dinner now. Your mommy has ordered a lot of dishes you like." Shao Jinhan stood up with her and walked to the living room.
At the dinner table, Shao Jinhan told many jokes to make Niuniu happy. Niuniu finally showed a smiling face. Ye Ruxin glanced gratefully. He raised his eyebrows proudly. He looked very arrogant. Ye Ruxin was also amused by his childish look.
After dinner and a rest, ye Ruxin plans to go shopping in the supermarket. She has made a long list. Shao Jinhan insists on going with their mother and daughter.
There are many people in the supermarket, most of whom buy new year goods. Shao Jinhan pushes the shopping cart and ye Ruxin leads Niuniu. At a glance, it looks like a family of three.
Ye Ruxin stood in front of the shelf with Niuniu. When selecting goods, she always smiled and asked Niuniu's opinions, deliberately teasing her to interact with herself, so that she could get out of her sad mood.
"Niuniu, look at this pillow. Isn't it cute?" Ye Ruxin picked up a Ali pillow and smiled and waved his arm, "do you like it? If you like, we'll buy it. "
Niu Niu puffed her cheeks and blinked her big eyes. Her pink fingers pointed to the pillow on the shelf next to her, "I like the pillow of that relaxed bear."