C87 Consolation

"I understand. Go and make some porridge." After Sheng Angsi finished, he walked into the bedroom.

Sheng Angsi sat down beside Ning Tongxi lightly and reached out to take Ning Tongxi into her embrace, but Ning Tongxi's face didn't have the slightest expression.

"Tong Xi, don't be like this. I know you're very sad, but you have to consider your own body. If you continue to be like this, your body will not be able to take it. " Sheng Angsi said with pain in his heart.

Ning Tongxi still looked out of the window at the banyan tree and did not say a single word.

"Tong Xi, I know you've always been blaming yourself for An Qian's death. If you want to cry, just cry. I'll accompany you." Sheng Angsi said gently.

When Ning Tongxi heard the two words An Qian, her tears flowed uncontrollably, and she said slowly: "Thank you."

"I'm just looking at you with too much sadness." Sheng Angsi said with pain in his heart.

"My mom died when I was very young, and my dad wouldn't let me put my mom's picture in the house. Sometimes I can't even remember what my mother looked like. In my childhood, only my Chengma and my family accompanied me. I had toys that other children had never seen before, and money that other children could never spend, but I didn't have any other children's parents. " Ning Tongxi continued, choked with emotions, "Sometimes I think, could it be that people are born to be lonely? Then isn't my lonely life a little too long? "

"Tong Xi, you still have friends!" Xiao Jia, have you forgotten? " Sheng Angsi gently caressed Ning Tongxi's head.

"Yeah, if it wasn't for Xiao Jia, then my childhood would have no light at all. Ever since we met, Xiao Jia had always been bringing me around, playing, going crazy, and even crying and laughing at the same time. " Ning Tongxi's eyes lit up, and then became indifferent: "In a few years, An Qian will bring An Xiran to Ningyuan. I heard that the servants at home said that it took Dad quite a bit of effort to find them after scouring the whole city. Father treats them extremely well, and sometimes I even suspect that I am the most unnecessary person in Ningyuan. Perhaps, they are the family without me. "

"The blood is thicker than the water, the tung is thicker, family love cannot be cut." Sheng Angsi said softly.

"Ke Xiaojia had imagined hundreds of appearances of stepmothers for me, but none of them looked like An Qian. She was always so tender to me, no matter how rebellious, unruly, or even teasing her, but she never got angry with me, and always spoke up for me in front of my father, to help me out. The heart is made of flesh, and my heart will melt. " Ning Tongxi said as she placed her head on Sheng Angsi's chest.

"I thought this was heaven's compensation to me, but only now do I understand that this was heaven's punishment to me. He let her leave me, and also let An Qian leave me. I'm a motherless child again. " Ning Tongxi said in pain.

"Tong Xi, everyone has to grow up. Everyone has to watch as their loved ones leave us. Therefore, Tong Xi, this is just something that everyone has to go through in this myriad worlds and within the myriad living beings. "Be strong, okay?" Sheng Angsi brought out the softest feeling in his heart and showed it in front of Ning Tongxi, hoping to soothe her pain.

"Sir, the porridge is done." The servant said softly outside the door.

Sheng Angsi turned around, and signaled the servant to pass the porridge to him. Sheng Angsi received the porridge and let go of Ning Tongxi. He said softly, "Ever since you woke up, you haven't eaten anything. Drink some porridge, okay?"

"I don't want to eat. I don't want to eat at all." Ning Tongxi said with a serious expression.

"This is the rice I steeped before I left this morning, this is the rice from the north. I heard that this type of rice is cultivated with crabs. Farmers grow rice while raising crabs. The excrement of crab nourishes the rice, and the paddy field provides the ideal living environment for crab. The two species complement each other, coexist with each other, and achieve each other's achievements. " Sheng Angsi said confidently.

Ning Tongxi looked up at Sheng Angsi and said: "What's the relationship between you and me?"

"I want to tell you that while everything in this world seems to be related to each other, sometimes, the lotus roots are broken and the logic is confused." Sheng Angsi scooped up a spoonful of porridge and said, "I just want to tell you that death is something that everyone has to face. But in our world, we won't stop moving forward just because of someone's departure. Tong Xi, you're still standing in front of me alive. Don't tell me you want Xiao Jia and I to experience the feeling of losing you? "

"Sheng Angsi? Why are you so good to me? " Ning Tongxi said as she looked at Sheng Angsi with bloodshot eyes.

"I don't know either. Maybe I owed you something from my previous life. Since I had a relationship with you, I found that my world could no longer be without you." Sheng Angsi said as he looked at Ning Tongxi seriously.

"Sheng Angsi, maybe we made a mistake from the very beginning?" Ning Tongxi said as she looked at Sheng Angsi with the same seriousness.

"Hehe," Sheng Angsi laughed dryly, "No matter what he is, he is still something that happened to our life force, and no one can erase it."

After Sheng Angsi finished speaking, he scooped a spoonful of porridge out of the bowl and blew at the corner of his mouth to feed Ning Tongxi.

Sheng Angsi looked at Ning Tongxi who was not even the least bit pink. Although she looked haggard, it was still unable to cover up Ning Tongxi's delicate features. Sheng Angsi said affectionately: "I really want to see what your mother looks like."

"Why?" Ning Tongxi tilted her head and asked.

"I want to see what kind of woman gives birth to such a beautiful girl." Sheng Angsi laughed and said, after that, he scooped a spoonful of porridge and gave it to Ning Tongxi.

"Am I pretty? I can't even compare to my mother's toenails. " Ning Tongxi said as she laughed through her tears.

"Then isn't your mother a fairy? Even a daughter is so beautiful. " Sheng Angsi said with a smile.

"I didn't realize that you are quite a funny person." Ning Tongxi's emotions had calmed down quite a bit, and of course, he felt much better.

"I'm serious." Sheng Angsi looked at Ning Tongxi's eyes. They were a pair of limpid eyes that could see the bottom of a pond, which were abnormally bright. Sheng Angsi often thought that if he had met Ning Tongxi a long time ago, maybe the trajectory of his life would have changed.

Ning Tongxi looked at the serious face of Sheng Angsi and could not help but burst out laughing, saying: "You, are truly unpredictable."

"Me?" Sheng Angsi said in confusion.

"Right, sometimes you're cold to others, sometimes you're sneaky, and sometimes you're serious? Are you schizophrenic? "