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At dusk, the weather was rather cloudy. A thin layer of mist drifted about, covering the air with a shallow layer. It was very depressing.

The large shooting-range was completely empty, only Yan Qin sat on the bench alone. He just stared blankly into the distance, his eyes unblinking.

An Jinyan slowly walked over, sat down beside him, and asked: "Or did you leave?"

Yan Qin remained silent.

He had left. In the end, he had left.

An Jinyan let out a long sigh. Three years ago, it was also his fault, and when he originally saw that their relationship was getting better and better, he felt less guilty.

Yan Qin did not say anything. An Jinyan accompanied him without a word and quietly sat there while looking straight ahead. In the distance, Yan Qin's face was expressionless, and deep down, there was not a hint of life in his eyes.

"You gave her all the assets in the country. What do you mean, you're leaving?"

Two-thirds of all his assets were owned by Yang Xu, and all of her assets, including Jinye International, branches of various businesses in the country, and all of her properties, were transferred under Yang Xu's name.

Knowing that An Jinyan was naturally uncomfortable in his heart and had given her all the assets in the country, Yan Qin definitely planned to leave.

"Back then, I only wanted to find a reason to stay here. I don't need it anymore." Yan Qin slowly spoke, the helplessness and sadness in his voice was too obvious.

"Yeah, Yan Group Headquarters is located abroad to begin with, so it's only right for you to return. Without Yang Xu here, there's nothing else that you can yearn for."

An Jinyan said those words emotionally, his brother had never been from Yan Qin's heart before. Hearing that, Yan Qin lowered his head and laughed at himself, and said: "Jin Yan, it's been a long time since I've owed you a thanks."

"Come on, I don't want to hear the word neither." An Jinyan replied.

Yan Qin no longer spoke, he still looked into the distance, the grief in his eyes became even more intense, and after a few moments, he said as if he was lamenting:

"I thought that if Yang Xu and I really got divorced, I would definitely get drunk, go crazy with alcohol, and then sleep for three days and three nights. But suddenly, I don't even have the mood to drink anymore, I can't even cry, I just want to sit here by myself, not care about anything, not think about anything at all, lazily sitting here watching the sunset, watching the moon come out, and then watching the sun rise."

What kind of tone was this that made his heart feel as if it had been crushed to death? Just like Yan Qin, every word contained a sense of despair and dead silence.

"If she's so important to me, why did she let go?" An Jinyan grew up with Yan Qin and had never seen Yan Qin like this.

Hearing this question, Yan Qin once again laughed self-deprecatingly, and said: "So what if I don't let go? Are there many things you can hold on to without letting go? Just like sand, he clenched the sand in his hand, but the tighter he clenched, the faster the sand would flow out from the gaps between his fingers. In the end, even if he hurt himself, he would still be empty-handed. If she were mine, she wouldn't go without me holding her. "

Yan Qin was unable to say anything, he admitted that Yan Qin's words were reasonable.

"Jin Yan, if you meet someone you like, you must hold it in your grasp. If the fated her likes you as well, then don't let go."

"You've already crossed the river and you don't need to preach to me here." An Jinyan was also not in a good mood, he simply did not have the mood to listen to him talk about this. He looked at Yan Qin and asked, "When are you planning to leave?"

"It should only be for these two days."

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"I'm not sure, maybe it's a type of escape. I really don't want to see the day Yang Xu and He Yuancheng get married, I'm afraid that I'll collapse. I'm driving through Longfeng Garden right now, and I don't even have the courage to drive past your hospital." Speaking till here, Yan Qin started to look down on himself, "I don't know how I became like this, I'm not even afraid of death, but now I'm afraid of facing reality, such a person, even I am looking down upon him."

An Jinyan was not completely able to empathize with him, but he could feel the discomfort he was feeling at the moment. He did not say too much, but only said a few bland words: "It would be a good thing if my mood was better after leaving this place."

Is that so? Can you?

He said that he could change his mood in a different environment, but Yan Qin wanted to say that if his heart died, then he would feel depressed and depressed no matter where he went. He was in such a hurry to leave but in reality, he was really afraid that the moment Yang Xu and He Yuancheng gets married, he would be unable to resist and he would have to do some excessive things.

It was just as Yang Xu said, she was a type of psychological pressure to her right now. If he disappeared from her world, she would be better than him, and if she let him go, she would let him go.

"Jin Yan, I want to be by myself for a while." Yan Qin still ordered them to leave. was still worried, but he had no other choice, so he could only slowly stand up and say: "Alright, then you quiet down once more."

An Jinyan slowly turned around and walked out of the shooting-range. The place once again became empty, and as the sun set in the west, the sky slowly darkened.

He wanted to cry, but no tears came out. Even the heavens were crying for him now?

Yan Qin did not move, and just sat there, allowing the droplets of rain to land on his body bit by bit. If these droplets of rain could help him clear his mind, he would be willing, but the cold wind did not understand;

The cold autumn night was very cold after the rain. The desolate autumn wind blew against the thin layer of mist, mixing with the raindrops and lingering in the moonlight that could not be seen.

The city was shrouded in this layer of tranquility, accompanied by the sound of the rain hitting the eaves. In the darkness, it seemed as if it had turned into a wounded city.

The sorrowful eyes of Yan Qin seemed to complement the night sky perfectly. Everything seemed so desolate, should parting be like this? Was this what it should be like?

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of wind was getting tighter and tighter. The cold wind blew across his face, waking him up from the hidden pain in his heart. Suddenly, a wave of pain rushed up his nose.

A warm current flowed out. He couldn't tell if it was his own tears or the rain, but it should be tears. Otherwise, why would the rain be warm?

Yang Xu...

Yang Xu...

He had been chewing on this name in his heart. He was destined not to be able to be together, so why did they need to hurt each other for so long? Was this the fate of two people?

Just as he was thinking, an umbrella stretched past his head, and he immediately thought of Jiang Waner's heart-wrenching voice, which seemed to sound like she was about to cry: "Brother, what are you doing? "Is she tormenting herself?"

Self-torture?

Is there? If there really was a wound on her body to replace the wound on her heart, how good would that be, but no matter what, she still felt pain in her heart.

"Brother, are you worth torturing yourself like this for a Yang Xu? Look at yourself, where's the soldier? It's not worth it for that woman. Why do you have to be so heartbroken over the fact that her ex has broken the mirror and reunited with her? "

She had never seen Yan Qin like this in her entire life, not even a little bit of his usual elegance could be seen. Jiang Waner even felt that other than breathing, she was no different from a dead person now.

Hearing Jiang Waner's words, Yan Qin let out a long sigh. Yes, why so?

So what if he tortured himself to death? It was already a divorce, a fact that could not be redeemed.

"Bro, I've already booked the plane tickets. The plane will be fine tomorrow afternoon when we leave this place."

Tomorrow afternoon?

Was he really going to leave?

Yeah, so what if he didn't leave? Right now, he had already left all of the assets in the country with Yang Xu. He no longer had anything left here, so what was the point in staying here?

Let's go, never to see each other again. Perhaps this was the best way for the two of them to deal with this.

Ever since she had returned from Civil Affairs Bureau, Yang Xu had been lying on her bed like a dead person. Like Yan Qin, his lifeless eyes stared at the ceiling, as if the end of the world had arrived.

He didn't know when, but it was probably the sound of rain hitting on the windowsill after nightfall. Was it raining?

She moved her body this time and got up. She slowly walked to the window and opened the curtain. It was raining.

She opened the window, and a cold rain fell onto his face. She looked out the window and saw that the road outside the courtyard was empty, and she could no longer see the car Yan Qin was waiting for her at all.

That's right, what right did he have to wait for her now? He had already divorced her.

From then on, they would be in each other's hearts, but they would have to go their separate ways.

Thinking about that, Yang Xu's heart ached. She had to find something to do tonight, if she did not, she would not be able to hold on.

She picked up her phone to call He Yuancheng, she said that she wanted to meet him, and He Yuancheng agreed happily. After deciding to meet He Yuancheng, Yang Xu took her car keys, and drove out in the rain by herself.

This was the first time she had driven a car since the last car accident. The last time she almost lost her life, she was too scared to drive again, but now she wasn't afraid of anything.

He already felt that there was no hope in life, and he wasn't afraid even if he died. What was there to be afraid of?

After Yang Xu drove the car to the agreed location, He Yuancheng was already waiting for her. When she saw He Yuancheng, she immediately took out her marriage certificate and handed it over to him, and asked: "I have already divorced Yan Qin, can you give me that recording?"