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This was the first time the two of them stayed in the same dimension alone after their divorce. It was so strange, this was originally their home, it used to be close to them, it used to be love them, but now here Yan Qin had become an outsider.

Yan Qin didn't say anything towards Yang Xu's words. Instead, he looked at her and asked: "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

Yang Xu's eyes flickered, and said: "I can't sleep."

Yan Qin's pupils contracted unknowingly, and he asked: "Do we have wine at home?"

Wine?

Yang Xu was startled for a moment, and then she nodded her head. She brought a bottle of red wine and two goblets afterwards, and Yan Qin received it, opened it, poured into the goblet, and said: "Since you can't sleep, then let's have a drink."

This scene was so familiar. It was just like that night four years ago when they were in the moonlight, and the atmosphere was just like that. The two of them were like that, maintaining a certain distance, he asked her, "Do you drink?"

Four years later, it turned out to be such a scene again. Time, what a cruel Bai Yun Cang Dog.

Yang Xu raised his glass and drank it all in one gulp. Seeing her like this, Yan Qin gave a light smile.

Of course, she knew that this wasn't the way to drink red wine. However, she was currently in a bad mood, so …

Yang Xu did not say anything. She only looked at Yan Qin, trying to probe some of his feelings out of her unfathomable eyes, but she could not find anything, nor could she see anything.

Four years ago this man was a mystery to her now, and four years later it was the same.

"After returning to our country, the two of us have met more than once. Every time we do so, it can be said that we parted on bad terms. I hope it won't happen this time, so we'll just treat it as... Think of it as an old friend, just a chat. " Facing Yang Xu right now, her heart was not at peace, but her expression was one of feigned indifference.

"Alright." Yang Xu nodded.

Yan Qin took a sip of the red wine. Very quickly, a touch of red stained his lips, and with that gaze, he became intoxicated.

"How have you been all these years?" Yan Qin opened his mouth first as he gave a unfamiliar greeting.

How are you these years?

The heavens knew what kind of life she was leading. When she had just left the country, she had gotten pregnant and her body felt uncomfortable, and she was still on tenterhooks all day. Yang Xu did not reply, but she could already see everything from her expression.

"Didn't you say that things would get better after the divorce?" Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu and asked.

How was Yang Xu supposed to answer that?

"I'm doing very well, I …"

"Are you lying to me or to yourself?" Yan Qin's gaze became cold and stern, and said very seriously, "I've already asked Big White and Little White. They said that they haven't seen He Yuancheng since the moment they could remember, and that there haven't been any strange men living in their house."

Why would he ask about this? Yes, he would ask, but not surprisingly.

"How can you take a child's words seriously?"

"Because of the child." After that, Yan Qin drank another mouthful of the wine, and his expression became slightly more vengeful, "Since I have never been with He Yuancheng, why didn't you contact me when you were pregnant with my child? If I knew you were pregnant, I would fly to you at the ends of the earth. "

Indeed, Yang Xu did not doubt what she said.

"Tell me, Yang Xu, even if you don't love me, are you not thinking for your child? What man in the world dotes on a child more than his own father? Is it really so heartless that I would rather let my child be fatherless than see him? "

"No!" Hearing Yan Qin's words, Yang Xu felt very uncomfortable in her heart. Why would she think that way, she said in an excited tone, "I tried to contact you after I detected pregnancy, but I just couldn't find you when Jiang Waner picked up the phone."

"Smile?" Hearing that, a surprised look flashed across Yan Qin's face, then followed by anger. Was it Jiang Waner who purposely hid it from him? He never knew.

Yang Xu knew that Yan Qin had misunderstood and immediately explained: "I didn't tell her that I was pregnant, so you don't need to blame her. After so many years, I don't need to look into anything."

"And after that?" Yan Qin was also very hurt and angry, "Four years, Yang Xu, four whole years. Can't you find me during these four years? Since you have contact with Tang Qin, how can you not find me through him? Why didn't you tell me? Why did it take four years for me to know that I had two children? Don't you think that's cruel? This is cruel to children, and cruel to a father like me! "

Yan Qin immediately teared up, the tears went into her mouth, it was so salty.

"But then the media said that you and Jiang Waner were married, I …"

Hearing that, Yan Qin felt it was funny, and he felt even more pained. He looked at Yang Xu, and asked dumbly: "You think I will marry Jiang Waner?"

She really did not think that he would be together with Jiang Waner, but at that time, when the media said it was so, Jiang Waner had also tacitly agreed to it. According to his personality, he would definitely not allow this rumor to spread, and at that concert, how could he possibly allow the news of his marriage to spread like wildfire?

Yang Xu did not speak. After Yan Qin smiled in pain, he said, "So it turns out that you had always thought I was married. Yang Xu, you still do not understand me …" Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu in pain.

Similarly, how could Yang Xu not feel pain?

Didn't she understand? So what if he knew it wasn't true?

Yan Qin slowly explained: "At that time, he had smiled and returned, but didn't pay much attention to it for a year; she needed some news to get the attention of others, and his management company created such a statement. I didn't care, so I didn't explain anything further, but if my silence caused you to make such a mistake, and let my child and I miss out on four years, then it would truly be a big joke."

It's this simple.

"Yang Xu, answer me honestly. How are you doing leaving me?" Yan Qin asked immediately.

Yang Xu could not answer. She really wanted to continue lying and say something good, but she could not.

"If you don't answer, then I'll say it. I'm not doing well, very bad." Yan Qin said that and then poured the wine. He previously said that red wine was not drunk like that, but now he drank it all in one gulp.

Is he not well?

"I thought I would forget, that I would start my life too. I thought we should have put everything back where you wanted it to be at the wrong time, but my dislocated heart couldn't find my original position." After Yan Qin finished, Yang Xu looked at him with teary eyes. What did he mean? Did he still love her?

"You said that you would be happier without me, but in reality, you haven't."

Yan Qin said this in an unpleasant manner, but what was the point in doing so?

"Yan Qin, you've already been divorced for so long, what's the use of saying all this? There's no point. " The more Yan Qin was like this, the more miserable Yang Xu felt.

"Is it meaningless?" Yan Qin looked straight at Yang Xu, "Then why are you crying? Why was it so hard to bear? "Why can't you tell me with absolute certainty that you never regretted divorce me?"

Yan Qin's questions caused Yang Xu to somewhat collapse. Yang Xu avoided Yan Qin's gaze and said evasively, "Yan Qin, don't force me anymore."

"Am I forcing you or are you forcing yourself?" Yan Qin was very angry, "Four years ago, you were like this, and at that time, you insisted on being with He Yuancheng. I couldn't do anything about it, the one who made a mistake was me, I don't have the power to stop you from chasing after what you want, but what about now? You aren't with He Yuancheng, why are you doing this? Do you really have no feelings for me? I don't believe it! From the moment I saw you at Jin Yan's wedding, I knew that you have never forgotten about me during these past four years, right? "

"Yan Qin, don't be like this …"

"Are you going to answer me?" Yan Qin's appearance was very frightening, his voice seemed to want to break her eardrums, and it continuously reverberated within the villa.

Yang Xu's heart was in chaos, her heart was beating really fast, but she couldn't say it.

"Why aren't you talking? Why do you have to get divorced if you're not happy when you leave me? Where's He Yuancheng? What about the man you're determined to divorce me from? Why not be with you now? Why was the first thing you thought of when you were frightened? "

Yan Qin's words stung her pain, she regretted looking for Yan Qin tonight, and he had revealed all his weakness.

Seeing Yang Xu like this, Yan Qin was very angry. He stepped forward and tightly gripped her shoulders, and shook her body a little. "Yang Xu, tell me what you are thinking! Speak up, if your heartlessness only tormented me, I wouldn't ask, I wouldn't ask, I wouldn't ask, but you were tormenting yourself, if that's the case, why did you have to torture each other? We have two cute children, and our family of four can live happily ever after. "

"But I'm already married to He Yuancheng …"

"What about him? "Then where is your husband now?" Yan Qin became anxious, "If the two of you are together right now, and if you're living a blissful life right now, I wouldn't care about it. I won't say a word more to you!"

Yan Qin was furious, seeing Yang Xu's flickering attitude and words, Yan Qin really wanted to suffocate to death.

"I am the father of a child. I have the right to care about the welfare of my child as well as your husband. If not for you, then please put aside all these considerations. If not, then I will consider the child as well." Yan Qin was so angry that his stomach started to ache.

Child?

That's right, she still had Big White Little White. He Yuancheng wished that they didn't exist, how could she treat the two of them well?

"Yang Xu, say it!"

"I'm not with him. I haven't been with him for the past four years. I don't know where he is right now. I really don't know." Yang Xu had already been forced into a dead end, she had nowhere to hide.

"You weren't with him? "What do you mean?" Yan Qin suddenly did not understand. Didn't she marry it?

Yang Xu lowered her head, what should she do? Do you want to explain everything to him?

"Yang Xu, what are you taking into account? What in the world did you hide from me? Tell me, do you want to live like this all the time? Did you just have the heart to let Little White live in an incomplete family? "

Yan Qin said 'Big White Little White' and it had already hit her fatal point.

She could not go on like this, she really could not, He Yuancheng wanted to take revenge on her, and could possibly hurt Big Whitey instead. She could not just continue carrying the identity as a Mrs and not give Big White a complete home, if this continued, she would not be the only one to ruin.

"Yang Xu..." Yan Qin looked at Yang Xu in a daze, and felt more and more pain in her stomach.

"Alright, I'll tell you. But you have to promise to stay calm after you finish listening …" Yang Xu was really scared, she was afraid of knowing the truth and reacting accordingly.

However, for the sake of Big White Little White, she really could not continue like this!