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No one wanted this result, but there was nothing they could do. Yan Qin lowered his head as his hands supported himself on the windowsill, while An Jinyan stood at the side, not saying anything.

After a long while, An Jinyan finally walked forward, raised his hand and patted his shoulder, and said: "It's already like this, don't be sad, Zhong Yi doesn't want to see you like this either."

Hearing this, Yan Qin smashed his fist on the windowsill, blaming himself so much that it seemed to want to swallow his heart. He couldn't describe the feeling he had when he lost a comrade who was even closer to him than his own brother.

Zhong Yi followed me the moment he entered the army, for thirteen years, no matter if it was during the army or after he retired to the company, he would always follow me to death, no matter what danger there was, he would always rush to the frontlines, all these years, he has never complained, he likes to smile, he always liked to smile, even if he knows better than anyone else that the person he likes is me, he didn't have any other thoughts, he was completely loyal to me, and now that I've finally gotten married to him, I was still talking to him a few days ago, asking him to take the initiative, I still remember that silly look back then, with happiness and anticipation on his face.

Yan Qin paused here, he bit his lips tightly. That discomfort, that hatred, turned around, repeated it again and again, it was as if he had turned it into a blade, slashing it back and forth in his heart.

Pain. That kind of pain made him suffocate. It made him uncomfortable. There was nothing he could add on.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault. I'm too stupid, why would I be that stupid? He came to find me, but how could I not know what he had said? "The one who deserves to die is me, the one who deserves to die is me!"

Yan Qin really hated himself, he would rather die today than for Zhong Yi. All these years, although Zhong Yi looked impressive, many people said that he was an idiot, he only had strength and no brain, and sitting in the position of the Vice President was like following a good master.

But what they did not know was that these were all exchanged with Zhong Yi's life, which time had Yan Qin been in danger before him? When had he ever said no?

Thinking about that, Yan Qin clenched his teeth, his fists clenched extremely tight, he continued to smash against the windowsill hatefully. Seeing that, An Jinyan immediately pulled back and said: "Don't be like this, you can't salvage anything by doing this."

"Jin Yan, you don't understand. You have never been a soldier, you don't understand." Yan Qin slowly said, "To me, Zhong Yi is not only my assistant, he is my close relative, or perhaps, my close ones are not enough. If a person like him were to disappear, it would be as if he had cut off my arm, and losing his arm would not be complete."

An Jinyan had never been a soldier, he truly did not understand that kind of war friendship, but Yan Qin and Zhong Yi, he could also see, the two of them had been together more than anyone else for so many years. Indeed, a single word of 'family' was not enough.

An Jinyan didn't know what to say in consolation, he just stood there with him, was silent with him, was sad with him.

At this moment, Yang Xu was going in to check on her alone. She was certain that she did not suffer any superficial wounds from the kidnapping, and she could be considered lucky this time around. She did not receive too much of the beating.

Yan Qin had told the doctor that he must examine her carefully. The doctor naturally did not dare slack off, but Yang Xu did not care about this right now, so what she wanted to know the most now was whether he was pregnant or not.

After finishing the examination for her and confirming that she did not sustain any superficial wounds, Yang Xu went to the obstetrics ward to have an examination by herself. It was because she knew that Yan Qin was very upset about the current situation regarding Zhong Yi, so she did not disturb him, but instead went to do the examination by herself.

"Congratulations Mrs. Lowe, you're pregnant."

"You're really pregnant?" Although she was mentally prepared, Yang Xu was still very excited after she received confirmation. She was pregnant, and originally said that he would never be her mother again.

"Can you keep it?" Because Yang Xu was already a little allergic to pregnant, and with Tang Qin's experience of getting pregnant this time, preserving and preterm delivery, Yang Xu was really afraid, so she hurriedly asked this question.

"There's no problem now." The doctor smiled faintly.

"Thank you, Doctor." Yang Xu said to the doctor with a smile, then took the pregnancy test form and walked out.

Looking at the pregnancy check form, she really did not know what she was feeling, and it could be said that she was risked her life in exchange for Zhong Yi's, if not for Zhong Yi, she would have died a long time ago.

But now, Zhong Yi...

Thinking about it, Yang Xu kept the pregnancy test form. At this point, everyone was in a bad mood, so it would be better to not mention about getting pregnant.

The sunlight that brought hope to the people, however, did not bring them any joy. Just as the sky had just started to brighten, Yan Qin determined that Yang Xu was not injured, and brought her people to search the mountain again.

Without finding Zhong Yi's body, he could not believe that Zhong Yi was dead. There was hope, there was hope, if he was really dead, how could he not even find's corpse?

However, he had led his men to search the entire mountain in detail. There was no news, just as before.

"Big Bro, we've really searched through everything. There's no point in continuing to search like this." His subordinates didn't want to give up hope either, but the longer they waited, the more desperate they became.

It had been more than 20 hours since the explosion, there was no point in continuing to search for it.

Standing on top of these ruins, seeing the desolation and tragedy that filled this place, Yan Qin's heart was struck hard. He let out a heavy sigh, a type of heartache, before he finally frowned.

"All of you are back. I want to stay here alone for a while."

"Yes, big brother." The subordinate hurriedly replied, and then they all left the mountain, leaving Yan Qin alone. He slowly sat down on the ground, and looked at the desolate mountain, he had been thinking, how great it would be if they could return back to yesterday.

If he could, he definitely wouldn't drink that cup of wine, and definitely wouldn't let Zhong Yi take the risk for him. He definitely couldn't, but in this world, there was everything, just that there were no 'ifs' …

Her injuries were more severe, and her mental injuries were even more severe. While she was unconscious, she had actually had a very long dream, really very long, because from when she was young with Zhong Yi until now, it had been a long, slow dream.

In fact, based on his calculations, he really had known Zhong Yi for many years. Even she herself could not remember when Zhong Yi fell for her, nor could she remember when he fell for her, nor did she know how many years he had actually fallen for her.

The dream was filled with Zhong Yi's care and kindness, but what about her? He had always ignored him, ignored him, ignored him, and even annoyed him. As for him, he had never abandoned him.

It was as if he was still dreaming about his current state. The scars on his body were densely packed onto his body, blood, and his entire body was covered in blood.

Tears wet the pillow, and his mouth kept opening as he recited, "Zhong Yi …"

Yan Qin led his people to look for his again, but Yang Xu was worried so he stayed by her bedside. Yang Xu could see the change in her expression, and could even more easily imagine what she had dreamed of.

It wasn't easy to gain feelings for Zhong Yi after marrying him, and now that they had lost him, the pain was self-evident. Yang Xu understood.

She wanted to wake her up, but she didn't. This was because facing this reality after waking up, it was far more uncomfortable than this dream, but reality would always be reality, and it couldn't be changed no matter what.

"Zhong Yi, don't die, Zhong Yi..." Jiang Waner, who had always been thinking lightly, suddenly became nervous, and sat up in fear. Before Yang Xu could even react, Jiang Waner had already grabbed her clothes and asked: "Where's Zhong Yi? Did you find Zhong Yi? Did you find it? Have you found it? "

Facing Jiang Waner's question, Yang Xu really wanted to say that she had found it, but it seemed to be the worst case scenario.

"Yan Qin brought people to look for him again. He still hasn't come back yet …" Actually, these words also said that they didn't find it, but if they did, how could they not find any news of Yan Qin?

Yang Xu, it's all your fault, it's all your fault, it's all your fault, it's all your fault, if you didn't provoke Yu Xin Lei, if we hadn't been captured, Zhong Yi wouldn't have died, it's all your fault, you give Zhong Yi back to me, you give my husband back to me, ah!

Jiang Waner smashed heavily onto her body. She thought that she did not care about Zhong Yi at all, but she did not know whether he was dead or alive. She had gone crazy, and her entire body had crumbled.

It was her fault, it was indeed her fault, she was too stupid, she shouldn't have provoked Yu Xinlei, she shouldn't have abused mercy, she shouldn't have thought of herself as smart.

"Smile! Smile! What are you doing?" It was at this time that Yan Qin walked in. Seeing that Jiang Waner was about to hit Yang Xu, he hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, and then pulled Yang Xu aside.

Seeing Yan Qin protecting her, Jiang Waner viciously pointed at Yang Xu and painfully cried, "It's all her, it's all because of her that we were kidnapped. It's all her that killed Zhong Yi, it's all her!"

Yan Qin hurriedly pulled Yang Xu behind him and said: "This cannot be blamed on Yang Xu, she doesn't want to do this either."

"You're protecting her, she's your wife! Of course you're protecting her, but my husband is dead, and my new husband is dead! Who should I blame? Should he die? What does this have to do with him? "

Jiang Waner cried out, but hearing her words, Yan Qin's heart was in pain. Yes, this matter had nothing to do with Zhong Yi, it was a grudge between their Luo Family and Jing Lun, but in the end …

"Ah …" Jiang Waner hugged her bent legs and cried out loudly. She couldn't say anything, couldn't say anything at all, and the cry resounded throughout the entire ward, reverberating in the air for a long time.