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All of her shortcomings, I do not need a very outstanding woman. I only need a wife who suits me, and Yang Xu is the person who suits me the most, there is nothing else.

"But …"

Hearing all these, Jiang Wan Er cried until her voice turned hoarse, but after that, Yan Qin did not say another word, and just watched as she cried without being moved, and in the end, Jiang Wan Er ran out of the office crying, with her grievances in her eyes.

After a long while, Zhong Yi finally knocked on the door and entered Yan Qin's office. Yan Qin was in a bad mood, and asked coldly: What's the matter?

Zhong Yi pursed his lips and said: "Big brother, Miss Jiang has always liked you, you really shouldn't have hurt her like this."

sighed helplessly at Zhong Yi's words, and said: "Telling her clearly means hurting her? How could he not hurt her? Is it because I have Yang Xu now, that I have to always treat her well? If I don't let her give up now, she will be even more upset in the future. "

"I understand, big brother, it's just that …"

"Zhong Yi." Yan Qin interrupted Zhong Yi and asked directly, "You like a smile, don't you?"

"No, Big Brother, I've never dared to have such thoughts …"

Hearing Yan Qin's words, Zhong Yi panicked and hurriedly denied it, but the more he acted like this, the more he felt guilty.

"It's not wrong to like someone. What's there to not say?" Yan Qin said very straightforwardly, "I watched her grow up just for a little. That girl was really spoiled since she was young, she was arrogant and despotic, and at the very least, she sounded bad, just that she was selfish and unreasonable, and when her emotions rose she would not care about other people's feelings. Although she is my sister, no matter what you say, she is closer to me, but objectively speaking, liking her is her fortune.

These words made Zhong Yi feel weak, he immediately said: "Actually I feel that Miss Jiang is not as bad as you said. Furthermore, Miss Jiang is the commander's daughter, I …"

"So what if you're the commander's daughter?" Yan Qin did not care, "You are a dignified first lieutenant of the People's Liberation Army, and now you are the vice president of the entire Yan Group, what is not worthy of her? "If you really have that thought, I'll tell my godfather."

"No, Big Brother, you must not tell the Commander that I … I'll say it myself when I have the chance in the future. " Zhong Yi said somewhat depressingly.

Yan Qin laughed, this foolish brat was normally quiet, but on the surface, he could not hide his feelings.

However, just as he said, if Zhong Yi was really with Jiang Wan Er in the future, he would feel that Zhong Yi was wronged.

"Alright, then decide your own matters. If you need my help, feel free to speak." Yan Qin said.

Sister-in-law?

Yang Xu?

Yan Qin was stunned, but seeing Yan Qin's confused look, Zhong Yi said: "Just now, sister-in-law came and asked me if you were in the office. I said she was the one who came, so why? Big brother, have you not seen her? "

Hearing that, Yan Qin frowned, Yang Xu came over? Then … Had she heard what Jiang Wan Er said just now?

"Yang Xu came over?" Yan Qin asked with certainty.

"Yeah."

Not good!

immediately panicked. If she came, why didn't she come in? She must have heard what he had said to Jiang Wan Er just now.

How could Yang Xu stand hearing those words?

Thinking about that, Yan Qin immediately ran out, and after running out, he hurriedly called Yang Xu, but there was still no reply even after his phone rang for him. Yan Qin was extremely anxious, and quickly called Longfeng Garden.

After hearing from the servant that Yang Xu had returned, Yan Qin relaxed and hurriedly got on the carriage to rush back home.

After arriving at Longfeng Garden and learning that Yang Xu had returned to her room, Yan Qin quickly went upstairs.

When Yan Qin pushed open the door, the scene in front of him caused him to feel pain in his heart. Yang Xu was sitting on the bed with his arms tightly wrapped around his legs, with his head buried between his legs, quietly crying out.

"Yang Xu?" Yan Qin immediately ran to the side of the bed and looked for her gaze with great affection.

Hearing this soft call, Yang Xu slowly raised her head. With her teary eyes and red pupils, she could only endure the extremely painful expression. Looking at him, Yang Xu foolishly looked at him and asked, "I won't be able to have children anymore, right?"

Her words were spoken very slowly, almost as if each word was slowly spat out. With those eager eyes looking at Yan Qin, waiting for his reply, Yan Qin's heart was immediately pulled. He really wanted to lie and say no, but …

Seeing Yan Qin's silence, Yang Xu's tears fell. His despairing eyes did not blink as he stared in front of his without any expression. There was no expression;

"Yang Xu, don't be like this, you can't have children … You and me, I will take care of you for the rest of your life. Don't be like this, release any emotions you have, release them on me." Yan Qin's heart ached so much that it was bleeding. He didn't know how to make her woman's heart stop hurting.

Yang Xu bit her lips as if she was going to bite them apart, her teary eyes foolishly turned towards Yan Qin. That kind of sadness, that despair, was something that she couldn't hide, even if she wanted to.

At this moment, Yan Qin could only look at her and feel his heart ache. What could he do? What else could he do?

"Do you know?" She looked at Yan Qin and said each and every word clearly, "My father died when I was very young, and then, my mother remarried, as if she was afraid that I would ruin her new family. I don't even know where she is now, and she has never taken the initiative to contact me. I really want to be a mother, I think. I wanted to give my children all the motherly love I'd lost in me, but. "There's no chance, there's no chance anymore. You don't understand, you don't understand."

Yang Xu choked with sobs every time she said these words. After she finished speaking, Yang Xu would completely collapse, she would forgive her willfulness, and forgive her for being unable to persevere any longer.

This was the first time he burst into tears without any concealment …

Seeing Yang Xu acting like this, hearing Yang Xu's words, Yan Qin felt as if her heart had been crushed by something. He hurriedly hugged her and comforted her, "Yang Xu, believe me, we will definitely have our own child. If you want, we can just go and treat him. "It's just a small problem with you. If you can't cure it abroad, I'll bring you to treat it abroad. It can always be cured."

Yan Qin hugged her tightly and cried in his arms. It was as if the air was stained with the moisture of Yang Xu's tears.

Maybe Yang Xu and Yang Xu were just like that cigarette and that match, burning themselves up under his flames and turning into ashes on his fingertips, leaving no trace at all.

They shouldn't love each other, but they should love each other. They were doomed to be helpless and hurt each other. Once they fell in love, there would be no way back. Once they turned around, they would be for the rest of their lives.

Lin Yutang had once said that the simplest form of happiness was to sleep in one's own bed, eat food cooked by one's parents, listen to one's lover, and play games with one's child.

And at this moment, Yang Xu was thinking about how many times she had ever had the simplest of blessings. It didn't matter if she didn't have a home, it didn't matter if she lost her parents or couldn't hear the words of a lover since she was young. But now, she didn't even have the right to be a mother, so who was going to tell her where to place the happiness that she had lost?

She collapsed. After enduring twenty-six years of strength, all of her grievances, all of her discomfort, she burst out into tears. She cried like a child who had been abandoned. It was so loud and so painful.

At this moment, she had truly collapsed, and the strongest mental defense in Yan Qin's heart had completely collapsed. When it entered her eyes, she could not help but shed a few salty tears.

Yan Qin's heart was even more miserable than Yang Xu's. He suddenly realized that he had never given Yang Xu what he really wanted before.

She can't give birth, he would say, but she can't have children … You and me, but he really doesn't understand how important a child is to a woman like Yang Xu, who has never felt kinship before.

Pain spread to every nook and cranny of the two, like a demon, chasing them until they had nowhere to hide.

Yan Qin hugged Yang Xu tightly, letting her hot tears fall on her shoulders, and let Yang Xu cry in her arms for a long time. After that, Yan Qin supported her crying face with both of his hands, and looked at her.

"Yang Xu, believe in me. Trust me, for the last time, we will have our child. "At all costs, I will give you a home, a home with a loving husband and a full child. I swear to the Party, to my faith, I will definitely do it!"