Lin Mu Sheng, who is totally out of his temper, can't see his usual self-confidence. His cowardly side of character is revealed. Liu Qian couldn't get away from her for a while, and she couldn't ignore Lin Dusheng. They hugged each other in a strange manner.
"Am I a failure?" Lin Dusheng curls up in Liu Qian's arms like a child, but his 1.8-meter-old man is now fragile.
"No, there is no winning or losing in the face of emotion." Liu Qian comforts Lin Dusheng and thinks of his failed relationship. At that time, he also feels that he has failed a lot.
Lin Dusheng holds back his tears. How can a man shed tears? He just stares at Liu Qian. Feeling intertwined, Liu shallow is Lin Dusheng see very uncomfortable, in Lin Dusheng's eyes as if to see the year's own.
"You don't look like a man at all." Liu shallow slightly raised eyebrows, trying to ease the tension.
At this time, no matter what Liu Qian said, Lin Dusheng didn't care so much. In the past, he certainly couldn't stand Liu Qian's words.
"Yes, I pretended to be strong these years. In fact, I am a coward." Lin Dusheng seems to have changed back to the sound of that time. His face is timid, just like the first sight.
Looking at this kind of Lin Dusheng, Liu Qian was even ashamed. He was really ashamed to treat Lin Dusheng like that. If you think about it carefully, Mu Sheng is strangled by her. Liu Qian holds Lin Dusheng tightly, as if to convey guilt.
"Don't say that about yourself. You're strong." Liu Qian, like a gentle elder sister, comforts Lin Dusheng.
Before Liu Qian could not understand the mentality of the weak, now she seems to understand some, sometimes she is not the weak. Liu shallow mouth corner peeps out a satirical smile, if time turns back, she certainly won't do that kind of thing, now what also can't change back to originally.
"Never reconciled, how could she not remember me." This is a knot in Lin Mu Sheng's heart. Maybe if you untie this knot, Lin Mu Sheng won't suffer so much.
"You care so much that Miaomiao can't remember you?" Liu shallow exploratory asked, if it is because of this, it is not easy to deal with.
At least in such a short time, it's impossible to solve the problem of song Miao's memory. Even Liu Qian doesn't know why song Miao forgot Lin Dusheng. I'm afraid it's hard for anyone to know why.
This knot is planted on Song Miao. For a while and a half, there is no way to find out song Miao's memory problem. However, song Miao and Huo Tianqing are about to get married, and Lin Dusheng is anxious for an answer. For a while, there are many contradictions.
In a word, Liu Qian can't think of a better way to solve it. Here he has to calm Lin Dusheng's mood. For a moment, Liu Qian doesn't know what to do.
"If she can give me a word of no love, the past is gone, but I can let it go." Lin Dusheng is really eager for a clear answer, instead of song Miao losing his memory.
Lin Dusheng told himself many times that song Miao had long forgotten what happened when he was young. But sometimes it comes to mind that song Miao forgot himself because of some external reasons. Maybe when song Miao recovers that memory, the whole situation will be very different.
Although the second possibility is very small, and even if song Miao remembers the relationship when he was young, it is difficult to affect song Miao's current relationship.
Song Miao doesn't want to give up this mature relationship for the sake of a green and astringent relationship. Lin Dusheng knows this clearly, but reason always puts water on this issue.
Time and time again, Lin Mu Sheng has tortured himself, but he still can't get rid of it. The relationship with song Miao has become obsession, which is a happy and terrible thing.
"Miaomiao is pregnant, so many tests can't be done." Liu shallow rather hesitated to say, this time should and Lin Dusheng say more clearly, she really afraid Lin Dusheng will make what.
Lin Dusheng doesn't understand to see to Liu shallow, don't know what meaning Liu shallow suddenly come this sentence, Liu shallow have to harden the scalp to continue to say.
"I once doubted if there was something wrong with Miaomiao's memory. I took her to the hospital for examination, but the doctor was not good at judging. After all, many examinations could not be done because Miaomiao was pregnant." Liu shallow carefully explained for Lin Dusheng, so that Lin Dusheng should understand.
"You suspect she's had a problem with her head?" Lin Dusheng pointed to his head and asked.
"That's about it." Liu shallow inexplicable burst of guilty, simple song Miao is a little bit lost to the memory of Lin Dusheng.
At that time, Liu Qian was by his side. From the time he discovered song Miao's abnormality, Liu Qian was pushing the boat along the river. At that time, Liu Qian wanted song Miao to forget Lin Dusheng. Naturally, he couldn't help song Miao remember Lin Dusheng. If Liu Qian had helped song Miao, maybe song Miao would remember Lin Dusheng.
At that time, however, the responsibility was not entirely on Liu Qian. After all, song Miao forgot that Lin Mu Sheng had come out of the blue. Even if Liu Qian wanted to help, the effect was not known.
After all, at that time, the doctor tried his best, and finally got nothing. He could only watch song Miao forget Lin Mu Sheng completely.
After leaving hospital, song Miao never mentioned Lin Dusheng again. At that time, it was a good news for Liu Qian.At that time, I didn't feel guilty or guilty. Now in retrospect, I can't help but blame myself for my mistakes. Liu shallow is more and more guilty, Lin Dusheng, this kind of psychology even Liu shallow confused.
"What do you mean is that only after Song Miao has given birth can he have a thorough examination and the right medicine be applied to the case." Lin Mu life and death of stare at Liu shallow, he is still not reconciled, hear this news is the heart is not reconciled.
"Yes." Liu Qian and Lin Dusheng look at each other. This kind of Lin Dusheng makes people feel scared.
"But before that, song Miao is going to marry Huo Tianqing. Even if song Miao thinks about everything in those years, she will never have anything to do with me again." Lin Dusheng is unwilling to say that he can't give song Miao away. In his opinion, song Miao is the one with his seal number.
"Even if Miaomiao remembers everything now, she won't have anything to do with you. As a bystander, I am pure. Miaomiao really loves Huo Tianqing. Of course, Huo Tianqing also loves Miaomiao deeply. The love between them is called true love. If you think about it carefully, that kind of green beauty between you and Miaomiao was really love? " Liu Qian hopes that Lin Mu Sheng can calm down and think about it. Maybe it's because of his defects that Lin Mu Sheng has been remembering for a long time.
At that time, song Miao and Lin Dusheng did have a good feeling for each other, but that doesn't mean anything. Only when the good feeling develops to what stage can it be called love.
If the original really let it be together, and later will not separate, what will happen in the future, no one knows. Liu Qian wants Lin Mu Sheng to have a try. Maybe in Lin Mu Sheng's heart, he beautifies everything in that year too much. After all, he is forced to separate at the most ambiguous time.
Anyone will remember, let alone the first love. Song Miao and Lin Dusheng are also the first love in a broad sense. Although they didn't break the window paper, they put their true feelings into it, but they almost didn't break it.
Lin Mu Sheng's eyes changed. He looked at Liu Qian with a cold face. At this time, Liu Qian dared to say that he really hit the muzzle of the gun.
"What you mean is that song Miao and I may not have at all. The relationship between Song Miao and me at that time was insignificant. Song Miao and Huo Tianqing are true love." Lin Dusheng's cold voice, with the smell of ice, makes Liu Qian's heart alarm.
Liu Qian nodded solemnly in Lin Dusheng's lingchi eyes, "why deceive yourself? Miaomiao didn't fall in love with you in those years, and now she won't have any relationship with you." Liu shallow really can't go down, Lin Dusheng continue to such self pity, might as well the cruel reality cold pat on Lin Dusheng's face.
In this way, Liu Qian's words completely angered Lin Mu Sheng. Lin Mu Sheng, who was in an unstable mood, gradually lost his sense. He stood up and looked down at Liu Qian. His eyes made people feel cold from the bottom of his heart.
"Are you mocking me?" Lin Dusheng asked word by word.
"I don't mean to be sarcastic. I just hope you can see the reality clearly. I know song Miao better than you." Liu Qian fights for the opposite way back.
"If it hadn't been for you, song Miao and I wouldn't have been forced to separate. Maybe she and I would have been married long ago and even had children." Lin Mu Sheng criticizes Liu Qian, thinking that if Liu Qian didn't get in the way at the beginning, he would not be in this situation.
"No if." Liu Qian's words are like a dagger, which plunges into Lin Dusheng's chest.
"At that time, you couldn't even break through my level of obstruction. What qualifications did you have to imagine the future with song Miao?" Liu Qian is determined not to follow Lin Mu Sheng. She has to let Lin Mu Sheng understand that a large part of what happened in those years was because he was not strong enough.
"So all the mistakes are due to me. I'm too cowardly to lose song Miao." Lin Dusheng pointed to himself and said that the smile on the corner of his mouth was cruel.
"Yes, every relationship has to go through all kinds of tests. I'm just a part of the test of your relationship. If you don't pass the test, you're out. That's reasonable Liu shallow face, looks cold and heartless, she wants to let Lin Dusheng understand one thing, miss is miss, blame the world is not useful.
"Very well, I think you are unrepentant, and you have passed away all your mistakes." Lin Dusheng's anger is transferred to Liu Qian. He thinks Liu Qian is shirking his responsibility.
"I was already responsible for what happened in those years. At that time, I was just a child, and I always made mistakes. Do you want me to take my life to compensate you?" Liu shallow a cover a, since want to argue, that see who is more imposing.
"Good, well said, just a child, so everything can be forgiven. It doesn't matter if it destroys other people's lives or their love. In the final analysis, I'm useless, which leads to the present situation. " Lin Dusheng said with self mockery, his eyes fixed on Liu Qian, and no one could guess his intention.
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