Chapter 613

Ruge knows that this is a process that my mother has to go through every day.

Shen Ruhua's spirit is extremely unstable. The doctor said that if she goes on like this, she really won't live for too long.

Ruge is afraid.

Although mother hates herself very much, she scolds herself every day and lets herself die.

But Ruge still thinks that if she doesn't have her mother, she is really an orphan.

She doesn't want to be an orphan. She wants to live well.

Since you came to this world, you should live well, shouldn't you?

Finally, waiting for the sound in the ward to subside a little, Ruge got up and entered the door.

Shen Ruhua has fallen asleep.

Tired to sleep.

Ruge took a broom to clean the ward, then wiped Shen Ruhua's face and combed his hair.

Looking at Shen Ruhua, he scratched his hands and bled. Ruge's eyes were red and shed tears.

"Mom, why do you torture yourself so much? Even if no one in the world loves you, I love you as much. No matter what kind of person you are, I love you."

Ruge cried, then raised his hand and wiped his tears.

After cleaning up everything, Ruge got up and left, took the bag, went to the lawn of the nursing home and cleaned up the trash can.

Occasionally, there are some discarded bottles and cans in the trash can. Ruge will pick them out every time she cleans up, and then stay by herself. When she saves more, she can borrow the bicycle of the nursing home and sell it at the waste station.

With the money saved, you can buy some snacks and nice clothes for your mother.

Every day, this time is the happiest time for Ruge.

After cleaning up the garbage, it is usually evening. No one comes here. Ruge practices the dance seen in school during the day on the lawn alone.

Blue sky, white clouds, lawn, small lake, birds and sunshine are her audience.

Here is her stage.

Qin Simo stood on the gravel road by the lake and watched her dance alone.

At this moment, she was like a noble and elegant swan.

Qin Simo's eyes didn't leave her for a moment.

When did you start this fate?

Maybe it was when he was kidnapped by Shen Ruhua.

He was thinking, what kind of hatred can make Shen Ruhua hate his unborn child so much.

He felt that the child must be very poor.

When he was five years old, he found Shen Ruhua's position and came to see the newly born Ruge.

Big eyes, as beautiful as black gemstones.

He began to help her, came to see her secretly, and watched her grow up from a little girl to a tall and graceful girl.

Maybe Qin Simo didn't understand his feelings before.

I just feel that his debt to Ruge is pity and sympathy.

But today, when seeing Han LiuNian with her, Qin Simo really felt a kind of jealousy.

He didn't want to see any boys around her.

At this time, Ruge also saw Qin Simo.

"Brother Qin?"

Ruge was surprised and hurried over to look at him.

"Why are you here?"

Qin Simo smiled, "come to see you."

Ruge smiled, "I'm fine. Is the game going well?"

Qin Simo nodded.

"It's a pity that I don't have a chance to see..."

As the Song said, shrugged, a little sad.

Qin Simo looked at her hair and reached out to poke away the bangs in front of her forehead, "how did you cut it?"

Ruge quickly stepped back and avoided his hand.

"Nothing... I just think short hair is more neat. I usually work a lot and long hair is more troublesome."

Looking at Ruge avoiding his hand, Qin Simo felt some pain like being pricked by a needle.

"Ruge, are you angry with me?"

Qin Simo looked at her.

Ruge quickly shook his head, "no, where can I..."

"It's just brother Qin. We'd better meet less in the future."

Qin Si Mo was heartbroken and looked at her, "why?"

"I'm afraid your girlfriend will misunderstand..."

Ruge looked up and looked at Qin Simo timidly.

"Brother Qin, I've always just regarded you as my brother. I think so do you, so we'd better meet less to avoid being misunderstood by others."

In Qin Simo's eyes, the deep meaning suddenly intensified.

Just a brother?

I see.

Qin Si Mo pursed his lips, then looked at her with a smile, "good, good..."

He looked like a song, "the brother told you that you have less contact with a lot of girlfriends in the Korean wave year."

Ruge was surprised, "many girlfriends?"

Qin Simo's heart suddenly felt a little proud. He felt like this when he spoke ill of people behind his back.

"Yes, if you don't believe it, go to his school gate. There are girls around him."

Ruge smiled, "so it is, but it's okay. I don't like him."

Then Ruge reached out and picked up the bag, "brother Qin, it's getting late. Go home early and I'll go back too."

Qin Simo nodded and watched her turn and leave.

Back home, it's already night.

Qin Si Mo enters the house, cloud small soft is coating nail polish, looking at him to come back, frowning: "Si Mo, why didn't you go home to eat at night?"

"I have an appointment outside."

Qin Si Mo said faintly, looking at Qin Zheng and slightly lowering his head, "Dad."

Qin Zheng nodded.

"Have an appointment?" Yun xiaoruan seemed to smell the smell of gossip.

"Si Mo, I heard LiuNian say that you went to see the lotus game today? How was it?"

Qin Si Mo nodded, "I don't understand very well. I don't understand very well."

Yun xiaoruan looked as if he was not interested in Xu Lianlian, and his eyes turned.

Qin Simo went upstairs, took a bath and sat at his desk in his pajamas.

After opening the drawer, Qin Simo took a book out of the drawer.

In the middle of the page, there is a picture.

I graduated from junior high school.

She wore the same school uniform as everyone and was thin.

On a small face, excited and happy.

This was secretly photographed by Qin Simo when she went to attend her junior high school graduation ceremony.

He has been staying with him. Every night, he has to take it out and have a look.

Qin Simo doesn't know when this feeling began.

However, he knows that this feeling has been deeply rooted.

Just then, there was a knock at the door.

"Si Mo, I'm mom. I'm coming in..."

Qin Simo was stunned and hurriedly stretched out his hand to close the book.

The next moment, Yun xiaoruan has come in.

"I cooked you dumplings for supper. Have some."

Then he put the tray on the table.

Qin Simo got up, went to the sofa and sat down and said, "Mom, I really have no appetite. You don't have to bother."

Yun xiaoruan looked at him, "I know, I know... You must have something on your mind. You can see it from your appearance."

Qin Simo didn't say anything, but he picked up chopsticks.