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Will?

A will she wrote?

Why would she write such a thing? Could it be that she already knew that he would die?

His long fingers trembled even more violently, making Ji Chenxi unable to continue thinking as he opened the document.

"I don't know why, but I suddenly felt like writing something. The word 'will' flashed through my mind, giving me a big fright. I never thought of that. Is it because things have been so bad these days? It's also true that without him and those blissful dreams and dreams, I would never be able to find a goal to strive for in my life. It's as if I had lost my soul and was only left with a body.

"Growing up in an orphanage, being looked down upon and impoverished filled me with hatred and hostility towards this world. I hated my father, hated my mother, hated those who would always ridicule me, hated those who bullied me, hated those who lived better lives than me. The only thing that makes me feel warm is my brother. I think the world is full of bad people, except for my brother. Until that day, when he appeared in front of me, and I actually inexplicably liked him, it wasn't only because of his good appearance, but also because of a special kind of feeling that I couldn't put my finger on. "

"The heavens have finally begun to favor me. My brother and I were brought back to his house. Even though it was just for him to play, I still felt incomparably happy and excited. His background was far more powerful than I had imagined, far more prominent, and as I looked at the beautiful park of the manor, the luxurious and magnificent houses, I was struck by the sight of someone looking at me, and I looked back, and saw that he was smiling faintly, as if he were smiling at me. I'm embarrassed, but my heart is sweet. "

"Later on, I slowly realized that his situation in this family wasn't as good as I had imagined. It could even be said that he was in a terrible situation, because he wasn't the main character of this wealthy family, and was even bullied and treated coldly by others. Still, I was determined to like him, to think of him, and when something happened to him, I didn't hesitate to jump in, and then my brother said how stupid I was, and didn't he think I'd die because of it? Yes, at that moment, I really did not think about it. I only knew that he was the person I had decided to accompany me throughout my life. I could not let him die! Because of this incident, I was maliciously punished by those who planned to harm him and wanted him dead. After suffering so much, I no longer dare to go into the water, but I don't regret it. "

"Since then, I have never regretted it even more. Even though this family doesn't approve of him, I have no doubts that I will support him. I believe that he is a very capable person, that he will become a dragon or phoenix among men in the future. The truth proves that I am not mistaken. He is truly amazing, a thousand times more powerful than I had imagined, and that kind of him, makes me even more obsessed and attached to him. At the same time, I can't help but feel complacent and proud inside, that this handsome, wise, capable, and outstanding man, who is almost perfect, belongs to me, Jian Yingying! "

"I don't deny that there is a special way of thinking towards Ji Zijie. It probably has something to do with me growing up in an orphanage since I was young, where I once owned nothing, so I'm extremely afraid of nothing. Of course, no matter how much I try to cut ties with Ji Zijie, I know who I truly belong to and who I choose in the end. Thus, when I saw that he had changed his mind, it was like a bolt from the blue.

"All these years, I have been giving my all for him. I have endured, given in, compromised, and waited for the day when we would be able to announce ourselves to the world. We would be husband and wife, sharing the glory of the mortal world, and yet in the end, I was told that all of this had collapsed and would never happen again? Looking at that girl standing beside him in broad daylight, accepting all kinds of care and love from him, becoming his favorite, then thinking about how I've silently sacrificed myself for him all these years, enduring loneliness and misery, I felt really unreconciled, really unreconciled, I was even, really angry! Sometimes lying in bed late at night just wants to fall asleep and never wake up. "

"I don't know if this letter will become a reality but Chenxi, if you can see it, it means that I am no longer in this world. What will your mood be? Are you sad? Are you sad? Is there any pain? Do you have any regrets? Or was it a sense of relief? After all, you have fallen in love with another girl, and I have nothing to do with you, nothing to do with you. I never thought that the love between us would be so fragile, so unbearable, and I thought that at least until I'm old enough and can no longer arouse your interest, the fact is, I'm still so prosperous! "

"Why is that Chenxi? I really don't understand, what did I lose! Do you remember a drop of the good time we spent together? Or had he forgotten them all? I have told myself countless times that this is your revenge on me, that we will still be together in the future, and that this is the motivation for me to continue living. However, every time this desire dissolves, I suddenly feel that my life has come to an end. Chenxi, I can't find any meaning to live without you. What about you? What would happen to me without it? Is it painful to death? Or is it to continue accompanying that new girl, Night Shengge, like a fish in water? "I think it should be the latter. After all, the only one who is foolish is me …"

The content of the will was not much, but it was enough to deeply shake Ji Chenxi's heart. Each word was like a knife as it stabbed into his heart, and blood flowed out, bringing about an incomparable pain.

Those memories, how could they be forgotten, Ying Ying, how could you be unrelated? Even though I no longer love you, but the heart still carries you, remember your good to me, still do not want to protect you the whole of your life determination ah.

After a short 1000 words, Ji Chenxi read it over and over again, as if he wanted to memorize it. Gradually, he changed from standing to sitting, and then to lying down. After a long time, when the mini tablet was placed on his abdomen, his eyes that were filled with pain and regret also slowly closed.

He had a lot of dreams. In the dream, he met Jian Yingying for the first time, and was brought back to the Ji Family to be his playmate. For the first time, Jian Yingying encouraged him not to give up, and explained many principles to him. Then, it was him who was pushed into the pond by the bad guys. Jian Yingying used her little body to save him from the water. And when they grew up, they would fall in love. All the things she had done for him all these years, the love and care he had given her, and finally, she would fall into the crocodile pond and be completely devoured …

Ah!

He woke up screaming, his face panic-stricken and sweating.

Looking at the familiar surroundings, his heart sank into endless grief and pain.

China, Beijing

The afternoon sunlight shone through the window into the room, dispersing the cold air. Unfortunately, it was not able to warm Gu Rou's cold heart.

She was obviously very healthy, but she looked very sick. She hugged her blanket and curled up on the windowsill. Her gloomy eyes were motionless as she looked towards the east, in the direction that led to America.