C472 The pained and admirable gu rou

Mother, I'm here, Brother Junyu, I'm here. You guys remember to wait for Rou Er.

Gu Rou closed her eyes and smiled serenely.

Every part of her body was stretched out to welcome her final destination in relief.

Wow wow wow …

I don't want to die, I want to live, I want to see this world, I want to change this world, I want to remove all bad things, and leave good things behind …

It was unknown when, but a sharp cry suddenly broke into Gu Rou's mind.

Who is it? Who was crying?

Who was shouting?

Who was struggling?

Shouting 'don't die'?

But death is release. Rather than living in this world and suffering so much pain and sorrow, why not die? To another world, perhaps he might be able to find a holy land that belonged to him.

Rou Er, you will never be able to live this life smoothly without any winds or waves, there will definitely be this kind of suffering and troubles. But you have to remember, no matter what difficulties you encounter, you can cry, you can pain, you can hate, and only you will not easily give up your life.

Buddha said that everyone who came to this world would have to undergo countless cycles of reincarnation in exchange for a rebirth. It was very precious, so he wanted to properly cherish this hard-won journey. You can live without love, without family, even if you lose everything, but you can also live for yourself, live for what you think is worth living, other people or things, they are all meaningless.

These words were something her mother had taught her when she was very young.

At that time, the garden was filled with a lively scene, with flowers of all kinds, especially my mother's favorite champagne rose. The whole yard was fragrant and intoxicating.

Every evening, her mother would take her hand and lead her to the garden, while admiring the myriad of flowers and teaching her all sorts of ways to be a person.

However, since mother knows these things, why are you still living lightly?

Didn't you feel that this world no longer has any hope, that you can no longer find the motivation to live, and thus ruthlessly ended your own life in such a way?

If you know how to talk me out of it, why don't you?

Tears of sorrow gushed out of his eyes. Quietly rolling down from the corners of his eyes, he merged with the sea water, mourning for whose pain and hatred, grief and pain, grief and despair.

The calls that came out of nowhere still filled Gu Rou's ears without end.

"Mother!"

Who was it that was eagerly and mournfully shouting such a special title?

Didn't he miss his mother? Why did it turn into him instead? Why did it seem like he could hear others shouting? Crispy, delicate, like a newborn baby.

All of a sudden, an unknown force came out of nowhere and pulled Gu Rou back to reality. Her sinking body quickly jumped out of the water like a mermaid, she used all her strength to open her eyes, and her numbed mind gradually woke up.

On the vast white sea, the familiar silhouette was getting further and further away, but it was still as clear as ever. Moreover, it made her feel so disgusted. She had never hated a person so much before! Never hated a person so much!

She stared at him for about half a minute, as if trying to memorize his back and tell herself how much she had once hated him.

Then she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and began paddling her arms toward the shore.

Swimming along, a figure suddenly rushed in front of her, and embraced her.

First, her body stiffened as her heavy eyelids slowly opened. Seeing who it was, she ruthlessly shook him off without a second thought. Her eyes were filled with disgust.

"Gu Rou, let me help you. You may not be able to swim ashore successfully. "

So it was An Qingze.

Last night, they had been in a speedboat, but the kidnapper had not only been skilled at sailing, leading them around in circles, but had also known how to use radar to interfere with the tracking device, causing them to lose it several times before slowly catching up.

However, when they were 50 nautical miles from here, the speedboat actually malfunctioned. It could not open at all!

At that time, everyone was extremely anxious, especially Ji Chenxi, who immediately wanted to jump into the ocean to swim over here. Fortunately, he, Jian Hao and the others tried their best to stop him.

"Only 50 nautical miles, we chased for a whole night and finally saw hope. I couldn't wait any longer, I was so afraid something might happen to her. Also, their boat suddenly stopped, meaning that there must have been an accident as well. I want to see her immediately, Qing Ze. He had grabbed his hand and said this in a voice of pain and anxiety.

Yes, of course he understood. Even he himself was burning with anxiety, not to mention Chenxi, who had always been worried about the little girl.

They had never thought that the hunt would be so arduous, so arduous, for almost an entire night. Seeing hope yet having such an accident, how could it not drive them mad?

But there was nothing he could do about it. This was the sea, so even if he wanted a swimmer to come over, how could it be easy for him to reach his destination?

Besides, he was a sick man and the wound on his hand had not healed yet. He might not even be able to hold on before he was drowned.

Also, who knows what kind of water monsters would appear in the middle of the night, making everyone's breakfast for nothing.

Under everyone's consolation and analysis, Chenxi's desire to swim over to save them was finally dispelled. Moreover, after some communication, they found out that someone from the city had just sent a helicopter over.

In the sea, the helicopter couldn't land, and in order to keep the altitude as low as possible so that people could get on board, the wind from the helicopter almost overturned the ship. The man with the injured right hand, who couldn't wait for the helicopter to descend even lower, jumped up quickly. His nimble and agile body was admirable, even he and Jian Hao had to borrow other climbing tools to get on the plane.

Originally, He Tao and Shen Yue wanted to follow along, but the helicopter's position was limited. Thinking that they would need to let Jian Yingying and Gu Rou board the plane later, someone told them not to follow.

Earlier, when they clearly saw the situation over here, they were completely stunned.

The situation here was much more serious than he had imagined. However, after the fear and shock had passed, he saw relief and comfort in Chenxi's eyes. It was only because he saw that Gu Rou's situation was not too bad.

Yes, he thought it was magical when he saw it, and he admired it from the bottom of his heart.

The little girl was completely out of their expectations. So brave, strong, calm, it was simply unimaginable. Even a girl as strong as Jian Yingying was scared to the point of losing control.

Of course, he understood the reason why Jian Yingying had lost control of herself so crazily. Therefore, when he saw Ji Chenxi jumping down from the stage, she also understood why he was the first to go and save Jian Yingying.

But they seemed to have overlooked something?

They knew very well why Jian Yingying was like this, they knew that they had to save Jian Yingying first, but the little girl didn't know!

Seeing Chenxi's appearance, the little girl's eyes looked as if they were embedded with a sapphire. They were sparkling and extremely bright, but when she saw that the first person Chenxi approached was not her, but Jian Yingying, the light in her eyes instantly extinguished.

He saw the despair in her eyes. Yes, not disappointment, but despair!

He really wanted to open his mouth and call Chenxi, to make Chenxi turn around quickly.

Chenxi, because of gratitude, you saved Jian Yingying first. But at the same time, you lost your love!

At that time, he had already opened his mouth, but unfortunately, his throat had been choked by something and he was completely unable to speak. He just so happened to discover that Gu Rou had released her hand from the metal pillar, and her body that was initially trying hard to cling onto the speedboat was suddenly pulled away as well, sinking into the ocean along with him. He was greatly alarmed and quickly swam over without caring about anything else.

This was the first time he had encountered such a dangerous situation while jumping on the ocean surface. Looking down from above at the bottomless ocean, he felt a wave of fear, and his feet trembled, unable to move.

Jian Hao kept urging him from behind, but he still didn't dare. Only until he realized that Gu Rou was about to give up, did he finally muster up the courage to jump, and then used all of his strength to swim over.

He swam desperately while shouting in his heart, hoping that the little girl would not give up. He even prayed for God's blessing. He hated himself more when he saw her body sinking down without any sign of saving himself.

If it wasn't for him being a coward and being able to jump into the sea with Ji Chenxi and quickly come to save his, something like this might not happen anymore.