C534 No one can replace them

Qiu Feng, I never thought that I would bid farewell to you in such a manner.

I can't imagine what your reaction would be when you read this letter. I really don't dare to think, I only know that right now my heart is filled with pain, guilt, and sadness. I thought I might as well not write to you, but I felt that there were some things I had to tell you, or you might be more sad and sad, and I might be more miserable and less at ease.

I remember telling you before, my life was really an unfortunate one, but unlucky, that was the chance for me to get to know two people who were the best to me, one was you, one was Brother Junyu.

It is because of Brother Junyu that I was able to get to know you and become good friends that don't talk about everything else. However, it was also because of Brother Junyu that I had no choice but to leave you.

I'm sorry, dear!

We had agreed to spend the rest of our lives together, but I had broken my promise.

So it turns out that in my heart, love is more important than friendship, and Brother Junyu is more important than you.

I told you that day that I kept dreaming about the Brother Junyu and he said that he wasn't dead yet and there was only an accident. He would come back to find me and you would laugh when you heard him.

No, Qiu Feng, this might be the case for other things, but I think that he might actually still be alive, might as well be somewhere else. Didn't all the movies play out the same thing, he might have lost his memories, might not know his past, but he would definitely be living in another place safe and sound, so I decided to look for him!

My heart will be my beacon, it will lead me to this goal, a day, two days, a month, two months, even a year, two years, ten or twenty years, until the end of my life, as long as I persevere, I will find him!

It doesn't matter if you say I'm stupid or crazy. In fact, isn't it a kind of happiness to have someone in this world who's worth being silly to?

In this life, in the next life, in the next life, I would probably never meet a man who could be so good to me again. He was an angel sent by God, and I could clearly see and feel every single detail of those years, even if I closed my eyes a little.

Once, I thought I could let go of the past and start over to love again, but the truth is, it's very difficult, very difficult. There won't be a second Brother Junyu in my life, even Ji Chenxi would seem like nothing in front of him.

I want to find him. I want to find that incomparable and deeply intoxicated love again. Only he can truly give me a life without worries and happiness. Believe me, bless me.

I hope that when we meet again in the future, I will bring him back to meet you. By then, you will have achieved your life goal.

Good luck, Qiu Feng!

Let us turn sorrow into strength, and separation into hope, and strive for the dream in our hearts!

— No matter where you go, you will always remember this person, your lifelong friend Gu Rou.

The contents of the letter wasn't very long, it was only about a thousand words or so. The words were simple, but An Qingze felt that he had just read an extremely difficult book, and after reading it, all of the strength in his body seemed to have been completely drained.

Even he had such a reaction, he couldn't believe that if Chenxi were to read this letter, it would be such a world-shaking event!

He could not help but regret his actions. Back then, he should have stopped Chenxi from getting involved with Gu Rou no matter what, so there would not be such a thing.

Gu Rou, you are really ruthless, I don't think there can be a second woman more ruthless than you, how can you say you can't love Chenxi after messing up his life? That he doesn't meet your requirements, not the man you want?

Do you know that as a person, you don't have to!

In the air, all sorts of worries and sorrows flowed down quietly. After a long while, Qiu Feng finally stopped crying.

Her eyes, which were especially clear after being washed with tears, stared at An Qingze unblinkingly. Slowly, a hint of hatred appeared in her eyes.

She hated Ji Chenxi, and even hated him for being a good brother to Ji Chenxi.

According to the letter Gu Rou left him with, although Rou perhaps truly went to find him because she missed Leng Junyu, she felt that if Ji Chenxi loved Gu Rou enough, he would wholeheartedly give her a pure and selfless love. Gu Rou would naturally not have such thoughts. The fact that she could not let go of Leng Junyu, was a reflection of the fact that Ji Chenxi was unable to give his true happiness!

"Uh, why are you looking at me like that? Why are you looking at me like that? Do you really think that I've let you down so much?" An Qingze had already regained his senses, and noticed that Qiu Feng was staring at him with eyes full of hatred and hostility, and it was getting stronger and stronger, so he spoke, "I know, you hate Chenxi? This has nothing to do with Chenxi. You saw how the letter was written, and she couldn't bear to think about it himself. He lived in a dream with such wild thoughts.

If it wasn't for the fact that he and Jian Yingying were constantly tangled up, and didn't even put Gu Rou in his eyes, Gu Rou would have been disappointed again and again, and become more and more disappointed? You also said that it was a dream. It was because reality had made her so desperate that she had no choice but to pursue that beautiful dream! It was ultimately Ji Chenxi, that bastard who made the soft exit! " Suddenly, Qiu Feng also shouted out, his emotions getting more and more agitated.

An Qingze felt a headache coming on as he continued to refute her, "What, I think it's Gu Rou who harmed Chenxi. You only know that your best friend left, but do you also know how big of a blow it was for her to leave? Chenxi was sick, for the past few days he had been searching for her. He did not eat nor sleep, plus his body was not fully recovered so he naturally fell down! He is now lying in his big bed, unconscious and asleep like a dead man! "

Hearing that, Qiu Feng was startled, after a few seconds, he recovered and snorted: "He deserved it, he deserved it! He was only so sure that he would be able to finish her off, and so he broke off all ties with Jian Yingying. Hehe, what is he doing, he does not look in the mirror, with his personality, he is not even fit to carry Leng Junyu's shoes, truly worthy of losing him and going to find Leng Junyu. "

Hearing these words, An Qingze felt angry yet again, and subconsciously scolded softly, "Hey hey, can you be more courteous with your words? Why are you belittling me like that? Cold... That cold something... "You made him sound like nothing in the world, but no matter how good he is, it's useless. He just died young and went to sell salted duck eggs."