Almost like an arrow, he rushed back to her and held her tightly, as if she would disappear once he let go.
Gu Rou struggles and struggles very hard. She is unwilling to accept his touch. She is not willing at all.
In her mind again flashed some scenes of this period, how she depended on him, intimacy, infatuation, as if, had a dream, a dream that made her feel hopeless, sad, embarrassed and even helpless just by recalling.
Ji Chenxi's heart seemed to fall into the abyss inch by inch. The more she struggled, the tighter he grasped. Even though he knew that it would hurt her and hurt her, he had ignored it.
If you hurt her, he can help her heal, but if she leaves, no one can help him heal his wounds.
"I'm sorry, girl, I'm sorry, please give me another chance, give me another chance, please, don't leave me, don't divorce, we agreed to stay together forever, never leave." He began to speak, his tone full of deep apology, begging, endless pity.
Suddenly thought of what, he hurriedly raised her hand, let the ring on her ring finger show clearly, "I wish I could have one heart, white head can't be separated, see?"? This is the witness of our love. No matter what happens, we will not be separated. Therefore, we cannot say anything about divorce, let alone not be with me. We will be together all our lives, remember? "
Men's deep voice, word for word, is very clear and decisive, which shows the speaker's determination and love. However, these have not moved Gu Rou's heart.
She didn't say anything more, but she used her behavior to express her rejection and resistance. This rejection is different from the previous one. Even though she had been making trouble and contradictions before, she rejected his approach, but it is possible to retain him. This time, there is no room.
Therefore, Ji Chenxi is scared, very, very scared!
"I'm sorry for Niu Niu's loss. I'm really sorry. If I could, I'd rather exchange other things for her life. Unfortunately, I can't! You know, I'm not superstitious at ordinary times, but that day, I heard that if I went to the temple to worship, I could help our Niuniu to surpass her life, so I went there. The host there told me that everything in the world pays attention to following fate. Many things are predestined and can't be forced. Niuniu didn't come. It's just that we haven't been predestined. The host asked me to keep a pious heart and say that Niuniu will come back. " Ji Chenxi said with a pause, and her big hand suddenly slipped slowly to her little belly. "Master's words are really good. Here, maybe there is a new baby. This time, it's our girl. This time, it's fate. She will really come. With the last lesson, we will be more careful. It's safe. In a word, our girl will come. Gu Rou, you Believe me, Niuniu will come back. Please believe me! "
As he narrated, Gu Rou began to move. She couldn't help but think of the river she went to this afternoon. She remembered that she spent several hours copying scriptures to pray for Niu Niu. Then, again, she burst into tears.
Ji Chenxi looks distressed and continues to comfort her deeply. She even reaches up to kiss her. She puts her big hand on her abdomen and presses it once, saying more and more definitely that Niu Niu is here.
However, there are some things to face all the time. Although Gu Rou moved on the spot, the despair in her heart didn't disappear. Especially, when she heard him saying that she had a baby in her stomach, she also remembered how close she was to him in these days of illness.
For most of this month, he took her to do that kind of thing almost every night. When she was ill, she didn't know anything about it. Now, she completely understood how it was.
She could not help but think of the words Leng Junyu scolded him, saying that he was mean, shameless and obscene!
Those behaviors may be normal and common in the eyes of other couples, but they must be loving couples and happy marriages. Unlike ourselves and him, how can he ask her to do such things with him after doing such harm to her.
She remembered that because of the hatred in her heart, at first she was very resistant to him, and felt that she only stayed on the people she knew, such as Qiu Feng and Junyu.
He was not happy, so he thought of ways to make himself infatuated with him. He even used such mean means to make himself infatuated with him.
Especially
Gu Rou felt a kind of shameless embarrassment when he thought of how he was coaxed by him to please him boldly and boldly and make him so happy and comfortable in such an ignorant situation, followed by overwhelming pain and hatred.
Ji Chenxi, if you are really good to me, you should let me go, not like this, not like this!
Gu Ruyue wants to hate more and more and doesn't want to be with this person for a moment, but she knows that she can't leave at all under such circumstances, so she can't act rashly. She has to think again. In short, she will leave him anyway. What she told him is that once Niuniu goes wrong, he and she will be finished!
Now, she wants to turn it into reality, which is not only a responsibility of her own, but also a justice to Niu.
But at this time, Xi Xi ran in, and the little guy saw that his father had been in for so long, and his mother didn't go out, so he didn't feel relieved and rushed in to see what was going on.Ji Chenxi is a little bit Zheng, immediately catch him, way, "Xi Xi, come, you tell mom, our family should be together forever, never separate."
The little guy looked at Gu Rou quietly for a while, and asked in a low voice, "Mom, are you ok? Do you think of anything? Is your illness cured? "
Today, after thinking for a long time, he made sure that his mother was well.
Gu Rou didn't make a sound, but her eyes also looked at her son.
Ji Chenxi is in time to speak again, "yes, your mother's illness is better, and she has remembered the past, but she wants to divorce her father, and she wants to leave her father, Xixi, do you know what divorce means? Can you accept it? Unacceptable, right? Dad also can't accept, we are a family, how can we separate, one can't be less
I remember that in the past, when there were conflicts, she didn't allow him to talk to his son about these things. She said that he couldn't let the adults' affairs affect his son's physical and mental development. But today, he can't care so much because he needs his son's help.
"Xixi, please help your father and ask your mother not to leave. My father may have made some mistakes, but one thing my father always sticks to is his love for your mother. No matter what happens, my father will always love your mother. Before, now and in the future. “