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"Qin, Qin Da Shao?" Because of fear, Ji Rou approached him carefully. Qin Yinze still didn't notice her.

No, to be exact, he looked out of the window at a place that was too entranced. His soul ran away. What remained here was his body, so he was not afraid of the wind and could not hear her.

For a moment, Ji Rou felt a little hurt for him. Of course, she didn't find it by herself.

Ji Rou looks at his eyes, runs to close the window immediately, turns around and comes to Qin Yinze's side: "Qin Yinze, do you want to die?"

This time, hearing her voice, Qin Yinze has a light in her eyes.

However, when his eyes fell on her face, the light in his eyes slowly dissipated, and finally left a dead silence.

She's not her, she's not the one he's been waiting for.

Bitter, in his heart fermentation spread, he knew whether he was alive or dead or sick, that person would not care about him.

I know it's like this, but I still feel sad when I think about it.

He didn't know what he was looking forward to?

He didn't know what he was clinging to?

He didn't know why he tortured himself like a man, like a ghost, like a ghost?

He was tired, sleepy, tired, and would not want to think about that person any more. Qin Yinze slowly closed his eyes, it's over.

"Qin Yinze, can you hear me?" Ji Rou raises her hand and shakes it in front of Qin Yinze's eyes. He looks really terrible.

He was clearly in front of her, but she always felt that he was not there, just like a body whose soul was taken away by others. There was no difference between living and death for him.

Jirou guesses that there must be a secret hidden in a corner of his heart, which cannot be touched or solved by others.

She squatted down beside him, and her soft hand patted him twice on the back of his hand: "Qin Yinze, life is only once, and will never come again. This is a very classic quote from a game I used to play

"Because of this quotation, I always told myself to love myself and my family. Look at me. My father left in a car accident. My father's company was robbed. My mother was ill in bed. I was ruined by your scum, but I didn't want to die. "

"Because as long as people live, there is hope. When they die, there is only a pile of ashes left. There is nothing left. Think about it. If one day you were burned into ashes, put them in small boxes and buried in the earth, what else would you have then? "

She sighed, "so look away. There is no obstacle that can't pass. There is nothing more important than life."

Ji Rou said many things in one breath. She said all the philosophy of life she had summed up over the years. Who knew Qin Yinze was sleeping on the sofa.

This bastard!

She said so many great things about life that he fell asleep and didn't hear a word, let alone remember it.

Jirou bit her teeth and wanted to kick him, but soon she found out what was wrong with him. His breath was very hot and a little abnormal.

Jirou immediately reaches for his forehead. This time, she feels that her hands are almost scalded by the temperature of his forehead.

In the evening, I got drenched in the rain with her. Now I'm still in the room to blow the cold wind. He's not a little golden man. It's strange that he doesn't have a fever.

"Qin Yinze, I wish I could drop you from the window." Ji Rou scolded and helped him to bed.

This man is tall and strong. When she was supporting him, his whole body weight was on him, and he nearly broke his waist.

When she threw him out of bed, Ji Rou fell down and fell into his arms because of her unstable center of gravity.

She just wanted to get up, and he suddenly put his hand around her and said, "don't go!"

Jirou tries to take his hand. "I'm not leaving. Do you want to burn?"

"Don't go!" He still said these two words, the voice is very weak, but the strength on her waist is not light at all.

"I'm not a decal. What's the use of holding me?" This man, should be lack of maternal love from childhood, a lifetime of illness on her as his mother.

To be honest, at this time, he is really like a child. He is not as domineering and powerful as he was when he was awake. He is quiet as a newborn baby.

"Don't go!" He held her, tightly, with two words in his mouth.

"Well, I won't go. Son, you should be good, and your mother will accompany you. " Jirou rubs his head. He lacks maternal love. Then she'll be aggrieved to pretend to be his mother.

Sure enough, when he heard her call his son, the man did not call again and went to sleep.

"If I could have such a big son as you, I would have lost my old life." Ji Rou can't help but feel funny. No matter how strong this person is, as long as he is ill, he is not as vulnerable as a child.

She looked at him. He was really good-looking, with clear-cut features, just right figure and nice voice.

Bah!

What was she thinking? His good looks do not cover up the hateful facts.

If it wasn't for her kindness, she would have taken advantage of this time to get rid of him and let him kneel in front of her and cry - Mom!

It's not easy to get out of his arms. Ji Rou is in a hurry to contact the hotel staff to find a doctor.

After taking Qin Yinze's temperature, the doctor gave him an injection of antipyretic, and prescribed several antipyretic drugs, so that Ji Rou could take one for him.

The doctor also told him to take his temperature in half an hour. If he didn't get rid of the fever, he would be sent to the hospital.

Seeing off the doctor, Ji Rou returns to the room and probes Qin Yinze's forehead. She feels better. She is a little relieved.

She sat down beside his bed: "Qin Yinze, do you hear me? If you don't reduce the fever, you will be sent to the hospital. You see it's windy and rainy outside. The roads are probably flooded. You can't get rid of the fever. You can only burn it, so you can do it yourself. "

"Qin Yinze, what are you hiding in your heart?" Jirou looks at him. "Broken family? Or did the girlfriend run away with another man? "

After thinking about it, Ji Rou still thinks it's more likely that the broken family has hurt him.

Because in recent years, minluo city passed that "Mr. Qin" like a God, but never mentioned his wife.

Ji Rou thinks it's possible that Mr. Qin and his wife divorced and took their son with them alone. He is busy with his career and ignores his son.

So Qin Yinze can't get father's love and mother's love. In the process of growing up, he becomes distorted.