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"Jirou, no, there will never be such a day." Qin Yinze never knew that Ji Rou was so insecure about him.

"There won't be such a day? Didn't you leave me tonight? " Ji Rou bit her lips hard to control her tears and talk to him, "Qin Yinze, you have a strong family background, you can cover the sky with only your hands, but I can't."

"I am an ordinary student. Like many ordinary people, I can't get close to you even if you don't want to see me. Tonight, when you left me angry, even for a moment, did you think about my feelings? "

Ji Rou looks at him and wants to hear his own answer, but he doesn't need Qin Yinze's answer. Just look at his expression. Ji Rou has an answer in her heart - he doesn't think about her.

She took off his arm around her waist, pushed him away and stepped back two steps: "Qin Yinze, do you know how scared I am that you suddenly disappear from my life?"

I don't know!

Qin Yinze doesn't know!

If he knew that Jirou was so afraid of losing him, he would never leave tonight.

Qin Yinze's heart was excited like the surging waves. At this moment, he just wanted to hold her tightly in his arms to give her a sense of security, but his outstretched hand fell empty.

Ji Rou dodged his outstretched hand and said firmly: "Qin Yinze, let's separate."

"Separate?" Just now, she told him how afraid she was to lose him. In a flash, Qin Yinze was going to be separated from him. Qin Yinze's outstretched hand was frozen in the middle of the air and his tone was deep. "Ji Rou, do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know more than ever what I'm saying and I know more than ever what I'm doing," said Jirou

Qin Yinze: "you want to break up with me?"

"Qin Yinze, I want to be separated from you, not to break up with you. I think we all give each other some time to think about whether we are suitable for each other or not? " Ji took a deep breath and said, "if you really think I'm your wife, please give me some time to think about it. Do you think about it, is this life not for me?"

After they thought about each other, if he gave her a positive answer, she would march forward bravely. No matter what kind of difficulties she encountered, she would not flinch half a step, and would definitely accompany him to go on firmly.

All his life, he had to do with her. This has been the case since he decided to put her name on his marriage certificate spouse column, and he has never regretted it.

However, it is clear that he has not done enough to give her a sense of security, so that she can not believe that his life is not for her.

Qin Yinze looks at Ji Rou with profound and complicated eyes, which makes Ji Rou unable to understand what he is thinking: "Qin Yinze, this time, let's take time to think about it."

Qin Yinze doesn't speak, but the prince and monkey who are watching the "bustling" are in a hurry: "eldest brother, Qin Dawang must be something you can't do. Don't think about it any more, and don't be angry."

The prince and the monkey are Ji Rou's friends from childhood. Even they both think that Ji Rou is making trouble with Qin Yinze, but this time, Qin Yinze doesn't think so. Just under Jirou's gaze, he lowered his head heavily: "OK."

Qin Da Shao agrees to separate from Ji Rou, and the prince is in a hurry: "Qin Da Shao, our eldest brother is willful and unreasonable, so you should be more considerate and considerate to her, and you must not be unreasonable with her. It's not easy for you two to be together. Don't give up so easily. "

Dai Li stealthily pulls the prince and signals him to stop talking. Ji Rou, the girl, agrees with Qin Da Shao about the decision. It's no use what they say.

"Thank you!" Ji Rou tried to smile and say thanks to Qin Yinze. Even when she turned and walked away, she could bear the tears for a long time and burst the dike at the moment of turning. She didn't know whether she was happy or sad.

My father stroked her head and said to her: "xiaorou, my father is on a business trip to Qionghai. It will take a week to come back. Take good care of my mother at home and study hard. My father will bring you delicious food."

"Dad, I can eat delicious food every day. As long as you go out safely and come back safely, mom and I will be very happy. " That day, she was in a panic, holding her father did not want him to go.

Father asked important customers to talk about a business, can not say not to go, father still went out, less than an hour away, Ji Rou received the news of his father's car accident.

Without warning, her father disappeared from her life.

Later, brother Feng disappeared from her life in the same way.

Ji Rou still remembers that the day before brother Feng disappeared, when he sent her downstairs, he said to her, "xiaorou, don't be afraid. I will take care of you and your aunt instead of my uncle."

At that time, she said to her brother Feng, "brother Feng, I don't need your care. As long as you accompany me, I'm not afraid of anything."

She thought that his brother Feng could accompany her all the time until the end of her life. But after that night's separation, Ji Rou never saw brother Feng again. She didn't even know whether he was alive or dead.

Jirou only knows that brother Feng, like her father, disappears from her life when she is unprepared and doesn't want to let go.

The most important person in life disappears from life without warning. Ji Rou has experienced it twice. That kind of panic, that kind of helplessness, that kind of fear, she never wanted to experience it again in her life.

So she must know what Qin Yinze's feelings are before she is deeply involved in the relationship with Qin Yinze.

……

"Qin Dashao, I will take good care of her these days and never let her suffer any harm. Think about it for yourself. Think about whether you are only blaming xiaorou for his possessiveness or whether you really like her. You want to understand, and then go to her. " After saying this politely to Qin Yinze, Dai Li turns to catch up with Ji rou.

Some people say that love is the poison of heartbreak. Dai Li thinks this description is not exaggerated at all. Love is such a thing that can't be touched. Once it's dyed, it can't be stopped for a lifetime.

She is so, so is Jirou. If she could, she wished she had never met that person in her life. If possible, she also hopes that Ji Rou has not met Qin Yinze.

"Eldest brother, Dai Li elder sister, you wait for us." The prince and the monkey hurried to chase them, ran two steps and then turned to Qin Yinze and said, "Qin Da Shao, you remember to think about it. If you think about it, you must come to pick up our boss. Our boss must like you."