"Little Fei, don't think too much, Jin Lingfeng's hope is in your stomach." Shangguan Ye mumbled, "I have something to attend to during this period of time, I can't come to see you every day. If you need anything, just call me."
Mo Xiaofei looked at the scenery outside the window and did not answer him, which made Shangguan Ye worried. But he had to deal with the matters of his own society, he gritted his teeth and looked at the pale Mo Xiaofei before he slowly left the ward.
She knew she was going to live. For the sake of the child in her womb, she didn't know if he would look like her. Thinking of this, Mo Xiaofei couldn't help rubbing her stomach, the corners of her mouth emitted a trace of a motherly smile.
If it was said that she was living for Jin Lingfeng in the past, now she was living for her child. Now that she had a reason to live, what else could she be afraid of.
"Little Fei." A familiar voice came from his side.
Mo Xiaofei slowly turned around, and what entered her eyes was actually An Chenxi's gentle smile. She didn't know why, but the unhappiness in her heart vanished like a small child seeing a lollipop, and her heart emitted a sense of happiness.
This was the charm of CEO An. Otherwise, the company would not be so amicable. Thinking about Jin family's scheming shareholders, she couldn't help but shiver.
"Are you cold?" An Chenxi whispered when he saw her trembling. He hurriedly covered her with the blanket.
"No, I just remembered something. CEO An, why are you here?" Mo Xiaofei asked curiously, in the past few days of her stay in the hospital, other than Vivian who had come to visit him once, only Shangguan Ye knew that he was in the hospital.
"Actually, I've always cared about your matters." An Chenxi chuckled lightly, "I'm sorry. I should say that I admire your talent. I want to find an appropriate opportunity to let you work at our company."
"I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood." Mo Xiaofei's gaze dimmed, shifting her gaze to the window, as if only the swaying leaves outside could calm her heart down.
"I heard about you." An Chenxi frowned and said, "Don't tell me you want to continue like this, what should we do with the child?"
Mo Xiaofei frowned, her gaze once again stopped on the man's face, as if recalling the words he had just said.
"Am I wrong?" Seeing the perplexity on her face, An Chenxi smiled faintly, "I know you don't want to think about anything for now. You just want to stay still and think back to his beautiful memories. But have you ever thought about the fact that people need to move forward and not live in the past?"
"I know what you mean, but I don't want to care. I only know that there is no meaning in losing him. Right now, I am only alive because of him." Mo Xiaofei muttered as she caressed her lower abdomen.
"Could it be that you want to live in the past for your entire life? Then after he is born, do you want him to live without a goal like you? Or do you want him to die after you give birth to him?" An Chenxi looked at Mo Xiaofei's indifferent expression that ignited the rage in his heart. He was a little jealous, jealous of the man that had already died.
Mo Xiaofei looked at his angry eyes, she didn't know what he was angry about, it was as if everything had nothing to do with her.
"In that case, why are you still alive? Why don't you just take him away and die?" An Chenxi frowned.
"No, no!" Mo Xiaofei was a bit agitated, "He's the only thing he left for me, I definitely won't take it off."
"If you are really good for him, then you must stand up bravely. Only then will this child grow up under your care. If you are like this now, then what can you do for him after he is born?" Seeing that the other side had a reaction, An Chenxi's voice became a little gentler, "Don't stay in the past, just cheer up. I believe that Jin Lingfeng's soul in heaven will want to see you and your mother safe and happy."
"But what can I do for him?" Mo Xiaofei laughed at herself, Jin Lingfeng's death had dealt a huge blow to her and her job was gone. If it weren't for Mr. Shangguan's help, she wouldn't be lying in the hospital mourning for herself.
"It will cost you a lot of money to be born. If you really don't have a place to go, then come back. I've always given you empty positions, so I hope that you will come back one day." An Chenxi looked sincerely at Mo Xiaofei, hoping that she would stand up strong and return to the company, return to …
"Is it appropriate?" Looking at the other party's expression, Mo Xiaofei hesitated. After all, she had just resigned not long ago, and gave up such a good opportunity to study further, yet now she went back with a big belly.
"As I said, our company's door will always be open for you. If you want to come back, I welcome you very much and my colleagues miss you very much." An Chenxi knew what she was worried about and lightly solved the problem. He stretched out his hand in front of her and muttered, "But I still have to ask for your permission. Mo Xiaofei, are you willing to come back?"
Mo Xiaofei gently caressed her belly, she could feel that life was being born inside. CEO An was right, a child needs a large amount of money to be born, even if Mr. Shangguan is willing to help, it's not a long-term solution. The only thing she could do now was make plans for the child's future, she could rely on herself for a job, and she could use her work to numb herself, so she didn't need to think about him anymore.
She slowly reached out her hand and gently placed it on An Chenxi's palm.
"I promise you."
Mo Xiaofei's words made An Chenxi extremely excited. He saw her every day, and that kind of joyful feeling welled up from the bottom of his heart, "But if you're lazy, I'll have to deduct my salary."
"Got it, thank you." Mo Xiaofei's face finally revealed a trace of a smile.
Perhaps it was because she was pregnant, but her smile lacked shyness and had a hint of femininity. It made people feel as if a spring breeze had fallen upon them, making them unwilling to shift their gaze away.
An Chenxi quickly realized that he had lost his composure and quickly retracted his gaze, chuckling twice.
Because of his guidance, Mo Xiaofei's mood improved a lot. In fact, after a few days of recuperation, she was already well, but she was unwilling to leave the hospital, because she felt that the outside world no longer had Jin Lingfeng. She wanted to turn her back on that world, but when she was alone, she still felt lonely, and the more she missed him, but thinking about the baby, she had to pull herself together.
Mo Xiaofei slowly took out her cell phone and sent a message to Shangguan Ye: "Mr. Shangguan, I want to leave the hospital. Thank you for taking care of me these days."
She closed her eyes slowly after sending the message. It was the first time in so many days that she had fallen asleep.
Because of Mo Xiaofei's words, Shangguan Ye asked the doctor to make a full body checkup on her within three days, hoping that she could really leave the hospital before she went through the discharge procedures.
"Miss Mo, you can leave the hospital now." The doctor whispered as he looked at the report in his hand.
"What about the baby?" Mo Xiaofei looked at the doctor and asked carefully. Right now, what she was most worried about was the child, not her own body.
"The baby is healthy, too, but be careful in the first three months." The doctor revealed a faint smile and said, "Your body is a little weak. I'll prescribe some medicine for you. You must take it for a week."
"Hmm, it won't affect me at work, right?" She thought of all the good things to say before she decided what to do next.
"As long as you don't do too much work, it's fine. Your body is weak, so don't move too much." With that, the doctor passed the prescription to Mo Xiaofei, "Today when you are discharged from the hospital, is there anyone who wants to pick you up?"
"Yes, thank you, Doctor." Mo Xiaofei took the prescription and slowly walked out of the doctor's office. Since Shangguan Ye still hadn't come, she could go get the medicine herself.
Mo Xiaofei straightened her back, gently hammering her waist a few times before walking towards the pharmacy. These days, her waist was really sore, and after walking for less than 50 meters, she could only stand still, continue kneading her waist.
A man walked past her, and a familiar smell entered her nose. It was the smell of how many times she had dreamt and cried in her dreams.
"Feng!" Mo Xiaofei blurted out.
But the man didn't turn around and continued to walk forward. Mo Xiaofei knew she had mistaken him, and bitterly smiled, but her eyes still fell on the man. She knew she was only looking for a shadow, but why her heart was beating so fast, as if he was right beside her.
After the man had walked far away, he suddenly stopped in his tracks and slowly glanced in her direction.
Immediately, Mo Xiaofei's tears gushed out. It was him, it really was him. He didn't die.
She could clearly see Jin Lingfeng's face and it made her heart beat fast. The face that made her unable to eat or sleep, it was her most beloved man, the father of the baby in her womb.
"Why didn't you tell me why you didn't die? Why did you make me worry …" Mo Xiaofei saw him muttering non-stop, and she covered her mouth as she walked step by step towards him.
He no longer had her in his eyes, and his world was rid of her too. Mo Xiaofei's heart was about to break, but she had to ask clearly why he was treating her like this.
Mo Xiaofei hurried to chase after his back.
But because she was in too much of a hurry, she tripped over a small rock and drew blood on the ground with her hands. However, the other party still didn't even look at her and quickly disappeared from her line of sight.
Why, why?
Mo Xiaofei cried until she became a tearful person, attracting the attention of patients that passed by, but no one went up to comfort her. She just carried on crying silently like this, her tears never stopping as she didn't know what exactly she was holding on to.
"Little Fei, what are you doing here?" Shangguan Ye had gone out to the garden with great difficulty to find Mo Xiaofei. Seeing her appearance, he couldn't help but ask worriedly.
"I saw him, Mr. Shangguan. I saw him." Mo Xiaofei said excitedly while holding Shangguan Ye's hand.
"Who did you see?" Shangguan Ye furrowed his brows as he looked at the excited Mo Xiaofei.
"Feng, Jin Lingfeng, I saw him, he passed me just now, but he doesn't recognize me anymore. Mr. Shangguan, go and check if he's not dead yet, he must have some reason for not recognizing me." Mo Xiaofei said to Shangguan Ye, a little petulantly.
"Little Fei, Young Master Jin is already dead. You saw only your mirage, you missed him too much." Shangguan Ye felt that Mo Xiaofei's emotions were not stable enough, if she rushed out now, she would not remember this baby, but he had to consider this issue carefully before he could go through the discharge procedures.
"You have to believe me, he was still standing here just a moment ago. It's true!" Mo Xiaofei knew that the other party didn't believe her, so she could only scream hysterically to make him believe her.
"Did you see something? He's just someone who looks a lot like Young Master Jin. If it really is him, then there's no way he wouldn't recognize you and the baby."