Chapter 262

"Ah Ning..." Aunt Hua handed a tissue to her. Chu Ning turned his head in surprise and turned off the TV screen instinctively.

"Aunt Hua I'm sorry. "She took the tissue and wiped her eyes.

Aunt Hua gazed at Chu Ning for a long time and sat down beside her. "I don't have any culture, and I don't understand the grudges between you young people. It's not that I pour cold water on you, young master Nangong. I've seen him before, and he's really good-looking. But once such a person gives up his feelings, it means that the so-called feelings can't be compared with what he yearns for. Even if you insist on it, you have to work hard for yourself. "

Chu Ning shook his head. "I don't know, aunt Hua. I don't know what I think. He has to do this because of everything he carries. I want to help him, but I'm not reconciled to seeing him with others He asked me to wait for him, gave him a year, I was excited, want to wait, but I know very well, in fact, I have no ability to wait. I'm like a glass ball in the palm of my hand that many men play with. Even if what I want to do is to stay quietly in a corner and watch another glass ball to live peacefully, no one will fulfill this yearning... "

She looked down at her hands, "and I don't have the strength to fight for it. I don't know what else I can do except escape. However, even if I ran away, I was always easily caught back... "

It's like finding the person to talk to. Her tears are falling drop by drop. The depression in her chest is like a growing mushroom cloud, which tends to block the sky and the sun

"What should I do and what else can I do? The life you want, the people you love Nothing can hold Or I'm just like my life experience, just a redundant burden If there is no me, then my mother, my father, may be able to live very well "

once people fall into the mood of low self blame, the negative emotions will be infinitely amplified, and many responsibilities that may not have any reason will be taken by them.

With this kind of negative emotion, self blame becomes more and more heavy and unbearable.

Chu Ning now fell into such a self blame black hole, unable to extricate himself.

Aunt Hua didn't expect that Chu Ning Hui suddenly collapsed, and she was at a loss for a moment.

Looking at the thin body of Chu Ning shivering, her heart is also pulled up, as if before in the Internet bar to see her sick.

She knew how much pain and heaviness Chu Ning was carrying.

Speaking of it, Chu Ning is just a girl in her twenties, but she has experienced too much separation and pain.

What she doesn't know is that she thinks situ Yeyu, who is sincere to Chu Ning, is actually the king of darkness and the beginning of all Chu Ning's pain.

Nangong Yi is the man who accompanies Chu Ning through the biggest pain in his life.

"Silly boy, it's not your fault. Everyone has his own life, and some disasters are inevitable. "

Aunt Hua is not very comforting. She can only do her best to reach out and gently pat Chu Ning on the back. "The life you yearn for and the people you love are all what you want. In this world, many things are not what you can get if you want to get them. However, once you give up, then even a little bit of hope are not. So ah, you must stand up, even if the hope is small, as long as you work hard, even if you still can't get it, at least you won't regret it. You see, you have so long to live in the future. How can you be knocked down like this. If you give up, your parents will be very sad, right? "

Chu Ning nest in the arms of aunt Hua, for a long time did not understand, aunt Hua stopped, only to find Chu Ning actually fell asleep.

Aunt Hua was about to let Chu Ning lie down when situ Yeyu came over.

Situ Yeyu didn't look at Aunt Hua. He looked at Chu Ning quietly. After a while, he bent down to pick Chu Ning up and turned to go upstairs.

After a while, aunt Hua got up and whispered, "Miss Chu hasn't had dinner yet..."

Situ Yeyu turned back and said, "I didn't eat either!"

Aunt Hua was stunned. The next moment she responded immediately. She went into the kitchen and took the prepared dinner upstairs.

Situ Yeyu just put Chu Ning down, and aunt Hua brought up the prepared dinner.

This makes situ Yeyu more headache. He really has the impulse to push aunt Hua out.

People can not be smart, but they can not be so smart.

Finding that Aunt Hua's eyes have been sweeping toward Chu Ning, situ Yeyu's sullen mood has been slightly reduced. Seeing that Aunt Hua is concerned about Chu Ning, he doesn't investigate, and calmly asks aunt Hua to put things down and leave.

Aunt Hua also knew that situ Yeyu was in a bad mood at the moment, so she quickly withdrew.

But before he quit, he was stopped by situ Yeyu, "wait a minute."

Aunt Hua immediately stopped and turned around, "Mr. situ, what else do you need?"

"What did she watch just now?"

In fact, you don't have to ask, even if you can guess it yourself. However, there are still some people who don't want to ask the result.

As if only in this way, we can completely give up.Aunt Hua immediately understood situ's purpose, and said, "she just watched an entertainment program, in which a star recalled her childhood, which made Miss Chu feel and think of her childhood, so she began to cry"

situ Yeyu's eyes tilted, "did I ask you why she cried?"

Aunt Hua's face changed slightly. She wanted to slap herself in the face. It is true that there are many wrong words.

"Well I'm just afraid that my husband is worried, so... "

"Then I really appreciate your kindness."

"Well, sir, if I don't have any orders, I'll leave first."

Situ Yeyu didn't speak any more. He sat by the bed and stared at Chu Ning without blinking.

On her forehead, the scar left by the serial rear end collision accident is still there. The new skin is tender and pale pink, and the scar is not ferocious. However, his heart beats fiercely.

In her eyes, she showed her determination to rush to the traffic that day.

A woman who would rather die than stay by her side!

Heart, as if a hole, inside the cold wind raging, frozen his boiling thoughts, anger gradually subsided.

There's only one feeling left It's cold.

In this life, he lost a lot, but also got a lot.

He has experienced all kinds of hardships, misfortunes and complacency.

From the initial pain of losing everything, to wandering, to fighting for life and death, and then to becoming a night owl, he experienced too much.

Heart from panic and helplessness, to full of holes, to numbness Every change is a death and a detachment.

He would never be so obsessed with the same thing and the same person However, Chu Ning let him break the precepts again and again, as if all the cruel, all the cold alert, all the resolute, to Chu Ning here, have become a huge joke.

He hated himself so humbly, even though he was so superior on the surface, but only in his heart, he knew how humble he was in fact!

In front of Chu Ning, he has completely become a rogue trying to find a reason to hold tight.

However, the more he grasped, the farther Chu Ning was away from him!