Chapter 379

Before, she didn't feel that she was living for others, but when she heard him say that, she realized that she had been living for others' expectations

Her adoptive father wanted her to study well, get into a good university and have a good job, so she always worked hard to study well, and then chose the prosperous city of S

Later, I met situ Yeyu, and then situ Yeyu controlled everything about her

Not long ago, when she was in despair, she saw Lulu's diary and hoped that she would be happy, so she tried to pursue happiness

But what is happiness? What is happiness?

These definitions have always been vague.

She was trapped in confusion and hatred, unable to struggle.

I can't resist, so I've been living like this.

So, what is living for yourself?

What is your wish?

When she reflected on it, she found that she had lost the wish for a long time.

Now, Gu Huijun makes a lot of remarks, and she wants to refute them, so she does.

It was an instant impulse, but she didn't want to control it.

Intrigue between women, the most stupid, she does not want to be stupid women, with those stupid means hurt!

She straightened her back and walked out of the gate of Nangong's house until she saw Nangong Yi standing at the gate.

She didn't mean to go in. She just stared at it quietly, and could not see the sadness and happiness.

to nangongyi, she didn't know what to say. In fact, maybe there was nothing to say at all.

Situ Yeyu's words are still in my ears. Nangongmo is his younger brother, but he died for her

She doesn't know if he will also think that she has an attitude of revenge for nangongmo's death, as Gu Huijun said.

When she came to Nangong Yi's front, Nangong Yi's eyes turned slightly, as if she had just seen her. She was stunned for a moment.

"Don't you go in and have a look? This is the last time. "

This is Chu Ning's first sentence.

Nangong Yi took out his cigarette, lit it, took a hard puff, and then shook his head, "No."

Chu Ning nodded gently, then turned to go.

Nangong Yi suddenly said, "ah Ning, if you have time, let's sit together."

Chu Ning footstep is tiny a meal, then nod, "good."

Many things need to be made clear.

When it's time to break, don't hesitate.

Maybe it's because it's still in the daytime and there aren't many guests in it, so it seems very quiet.

The guests, in twos and threes, were scattered in every corner, whispering in a strong contrast to the noise of the night.

Chu Ning followed south palace Yi to walk in, also found a side position to sit down.

Nangong Yi didn't ask what Ning wanted to eat. Instead, he ordered a glass of juice and ordered two bottles of red wine.

Chu Ning looked at him in surprise, but he just shook his head and said, "I just want to drink and relax. You don't have to worry about me."

Chu Ning had to be silent.

Nangong Yi looked at her quietly. After a long time of silence, he said slowly, "I used to be very close brothers with Xiaomo, although we were only half brothers. However, our feelings are better than those of other brothers of the same father and mother. But now, I can hardly remember how many years ago. When he first came to Nangong's house, he was very independent and didn't care much about people. He was always cool. " Nangong Yi smiles, "but in my eyes, I just see his loneliness and helplessness. No matter how strong he is, he is a child after all. He doesn't know how to hide his helplessness and desire. A lot of times I get close to him, he always repels, but ah But I know that he really wants to be close to others... " Nangong Yi opened the red wine and poured a glass for himself. "His eyes are always shining. If I leave because of his refusal, he will look disappointed..." He took a sip of wine and raised his lips gently, as if he had been wandering for many years. He and nangongmo were still very young. "So, I always took the initiative to get close to him. Later, I thought, if I didn't provoke him and keep him the same, maybe later things would not have happened." He grinned bitterly.

Chu Ning also seems to see two beautiful children standing together from his serious narration. One is full of stubborn resistance, and the other is determined to approach.

"Many things can't be avoided by ourselves. After all, none of us can figure out what will become in the future."

Chu Ning said slowly.

"Yes." nangongyi gently shakes the goblet. In the bar, the dim light shines on the goblet, reflecting a light green light, like a lonely soul.

She suddenly understood why it was called ghost bar.

"Later, maybe I was too determined to get close to him, which made him feel uncomfortable. He began to frown. Then every time I gave him something, he would take a look at it, and then he twisted his head and hummed coldly, holding his chest cool as if he disdained it..." He suddenly began to smile. His smile was so bright that his eyes began to shine, but he was so awkward Later, he didn't repel him. Sometimes he would take the initiative to play together. After a long time together, I found that Xiaomo was not only an awkward child with duplicity, but also a follower of familiar people. There was a time when he followed me wherever I went. It was really a carefree day. I didn't know anything. Everyone was so naive. "Chu Ning takes the juice, and doesn't drink it. Instead, he looks at Nangong Yi in a dazed way. He tears. Under the confused light, he smiles and tears.

She used to think that nangongmo was so determined to let nangongyi die, and nangongyi's attitude towards nangongmo was almost tit for tat.

The hatred piled up with guns and explosives will not be faked.

However, nangongmo can't completely erase the beauty of nangongyi, and nangongyi, maybe even he didn't find it. The past he never mentioned is so clear in his memory.

Perhaps, after so many life and death duels, they still miss the love of the past It's just that there's a fatal misunderstanding, which makes it impossible for two people to settle their differences until they die

She suddenly feels very sad, for Nangong Mo, also for Nangong Yi.

Mingming is such a loving brother

"But then why You're going to kill his mother because of what she did to you or to your mother? Those are actually lies. With your temperament, how can you have the heart to hurt your beloved brother? " She can imagine that when nangongyi was a child, she should be a cheerful and gentle person

Such people will not hurt their loved ones because of threats or any reasons that do not constitute a profound reason

Nangong Yi suddenly fell silent, staring at the red wine in the glass. He didn't speak or act. The whole person was like a magic barrier.

Chu Ning suddenly became very worried. He felt that the trouble that made Nangong Yi suddenly change might be fatal to Nangong Yi

"You can not say it. If you are too sad, don't think about it any more..."

Nangong Yi moves, slowly raises his eyes, looks at Chu Ning, and his eyes show a strange smile. This kind of Nangong Yi seems to suddenly become another person, dark and frightening.