Chapter 409

Aunt Hong clapped her hands and said with a rusty smile, "don't tell me that your feelings for me before were acting and also for use. In that case, I will immediately inform situ Yeyu and ask him to move Chu Ning elsewhere."

Nangong Yin crumpled the note into a ball and got up, "thank you." After looking at Aunt Hong carefully for a long time, aunt Hong is no longer the Lijiang River of that year, even her face has changed

He didn't speak any more and turned away.

Looking at Nangong Yi's back, aunt Hong whispered, "good luck..."

That island, I'm afraid there is no way back. I can only tell you so much. No matter how much I feel sorry for you, I can't betray situ completely

It's very quiet around and you can hear the sound of the waves.

Chu Ning touched the window, opened a window, the wind chime hanging on the window immediately tinkled in the cool sea breeze.

Its clear voice can give people peace.

Especially after Chu Ning experienced continuous nightmares.

The sea breeze dried the cold sweat on her body, and she shrunk slightly. When she lifted her eyes, she felt dizzy, but her eyes seemed to be pricked by the sudden light.

That kind of feeling, like thick darkness, suddenly into a bunch of sunshine!

But it was just a moment, she fell into the darkness again, boundless, she leaned against the glass, feeling the sea breeze outside, and the sun, the whole person was like a leaf hanging on the branch in winter, it was lonely and helpless.

These two days, she found that her state is very abnormal, especially many nightmares, on the one hand, and what makes her more painful is that sometimes, she can suddenly wake up, remember everything, and do not know when, the whole person will suddenly become confused!

The repeated symptoms tormented her and made her pretend to know nothing when she was awake.

"What should I do?" She lies on the glass, nothing to see, so do not expect to escape, and occasionally sober, let her heartbroken, heart.

Most of the time, she would rather have been amnesia, what do not know, perhaps can go on like this.

Safe and steady, nothing to think about, nothing to worry about.

It won't be so painful

When a person's body and mind are completely disabled, the remaining days are just walking dead.

When she is out in the sun, she hears Lilith talking to situ Yeyu. She knows that situ Yeyu is in the Cape of good hope and is with Simon Yu.

After he hurt her, he was still so domineering and powerful, still cruel to hate! However, when she woke up with nothing, he was with her, gentle and considerate, and even many times she could feel his tears. She always thought that his tears were because she was alone, could not remember anything, was blind and deaf, so he was distressed.

At this time, her heart seemed to find a way to trust him

However, in the end, all this was caused by situ Yeyu! And his tears After all, she couldn't think of any reason.

She could not understand situ Yeyu's love, although she knew his love.

I don't understand, I don't understand, so I can't accept it.

He kept her as a prisoner all the time. He had no freedom, no thought, no opinion, and obeyed his arrangement for everything.

Now, she has to think that what situ Yeyu needs is not a lover or understanding, but a doll at his disposal.

Now, she is the doll, everything is under his control!

When he is happy, he always takes it with him. When he is not happy, he puts it aside and goes to be happy with other women!

She sat down slowly against the French window and took a deep breath. The door was suddenly pushed open. The nurse came in from the outside with a tray. Seeing her sitting on the cold ground, she quickly put down the things in her hands and went over, "Miss Chu, why are you sitting on the ground? Are you uncomfortable? You'll catch a cold in this way. Go to bed quickly."

Chu Ning shook his head. "It's OK. I'm fine. I'm just addicted to smoking. I suddenly want to smoke. Nurse, can you give me a pack of cigarettes

Chu Ning raises her empty eyes to stare at nurse, say.

The nurse pursed her lips. This young lady has been waiting on her all the time. Since Chu Ning was in a coma by situ Yeyu, she has been waiting on her every time.

Therefore, every time she saw Chu Ning, she felt that Chu Ning was very poor. And her sympathy did not dare to show in front of anyone, because, who is situ Yeyu? When she accepted the job, the person in charge of interviewing her had clearly explained.

She needs this high paying job.

"But, Miss Chu, smoking is not good for your health. You'd better not..."

"Nurse, but I really want to smoke. Don't worry, I won't smoke too much. "

The little nurse sighed, "OK. I also know that Miss Chu is in her room almost every day. If she stays alone, it will be very boring. "Chu Ning smiles, in the heart very clear, this little nurse is sympathizing with oneself.

But, at this point, no matter it's sympathy or anything, she doesn't care.

A person who has been completely destroyed just wants to live comfortably.

When you don't expect anything, life will be more comfortable, but it's too boring. Sometimes, she even felt that it was better to die than to live like this.

Standing at the window blowing, she always fantasizes that she will turn into a breeze and travel freely between the heaven and the earth without any worry.

How nice

The nurse pricked her needle and watched her take the medicine before she left.

Soon he came back and gave her a pack of cigarettes.

Chu Ning rarely showed a bright smile, "thank you."

"You're welcome." The little nurse looked at Chu Ning with pity, "it's a nice day today. Let's say miss Chu is thicker. I'll go out for a walk with you."

Chu Ning nodded, "that will trouble you."

This island is the island where situ Yeyu imprisoned her last time. If there is any change on it, Chu Ning doesn't know.

The little nurse took her to the seaside, picked up a beautiful shell and put it in her hand. "This shell is very beautiful. Although Miss Chu has bad eyes, she can feel it with her heart. As long as we are alive and breathing, we can feel the sound around us and the stimulation from the outside world, whether it is pain, sadness or despair. It's only because we're still alive that we can really feel it. "

The little nurse said, "my mother once said that to me, and she also said that as long as we are strong enough to survive, we are the strong ones in life."

When Chu Ning heard this, he gently raised the corner of his mouth, reached out and pulled away his hair, which was disturbed by the sea breeze, and said, "your mother must be a gentle, strong, intelligent and experienced woman."

The little nurse said, "I don't know if I've ever experienced a big storm. However, I think what she said is very reasonable. When I saw Miss Chu, I thought these words were more reasonable "

when I said the last sentence, the little nurse suddenly covered her mouth, felt that she was talking too much, and bit her tongue in chagrin.