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"Mommy, isn't loving a person just to accommodate him?"

"What about Luo Chen? Luo Chen, why can't you accept him?"

"Because I don't love him!" An Ran took a deep breath, "As long as he is willing to help us, I will forgive him for what he did."

An's mother covered his mouth as he heard this. He shook his shoulders in grief.

An Ran said, "As for children … I promised him that I would give birth to the child and give it to him. After all, the child is my own flesh and blood, and even if it is not the life I and I love, it is still an innocent little life, and I will not give it up. "

"Should I thank you for keeping this child?"

An Ran suddenly raised her head. Her heart had been ripped into two by a large palm, to the point where her tone and gaze were identical. "Luo Chen …"

Su Luo Chen, who had opened the door, looked at the An Ran on the bed with an expressionless face and said in a cold voice, "I'm sorry, I heard a few words from the bottom of your heart."

Jian Jun looked at An Ran in hatred, then turned to look at the man beside her with extreme worry: Luo Chen, you didn't care about your body and wanted to see how she was recovering, what happened in the end? In the end, she was very good, and so was everyone else. Only you, who could not hold on any longer and was still holding on, how long are you going to torture yourself?

It's been a few years. You still need a few more years to start over?

An's mother stood up and stiffened his body. He looked at Luo Chen as he forced himself to calm down: "An Ran's words are not what you think. Luo Chen, you better not misunderstand. You, you better not leave her behind either …"

She really did not want An Ran to be together with Jian Yuan. At this moment, she suddenly felt extremely satisfied with Su Luo Chen, her son-in-law.

An Ziyu slowly walked over.

Su Luo Chen lowered his eyes, the expression under his thick eyelashes was calm and numb. He looked at the floor, and said softly: "I won't enter the room, as for the wedding, I'll follow your instructions, and cancel it." Pausing, he continued, "Child... Since you think that it was created to deceive you, then there should be no innocence about it. It should not have appeared in the first place, so why did something that should not appear leave it behind? "

There was no point in keeping the child. From welcoming the arrival of this child with love to retracting his feelings for the child without love... Since he didn't love her anymore, why should he bring this child who was destined to never be loved by a mother into the world? Already... There was no point, even if he loved them again.

Everyone was shocked by these words as they looked at Luo Chen in disbelief. Suddenly, they thought about the evaluation that the business world had of Su Luo Chen: If this person is ruthless, you will suspect that he was born to be a monster with no emotions.

When they were breaking up, they were truly fiercer than anyone else. They never gave anyone a way out, even if it was themselves.

Su Luo Chen coldly shifted his gaze away from An Ran's "Swish ~" pale white face, turned his body, and saw the sad An Ziyu.

An Ziyu said, "Brother Chen, don't abandon my sister. She's just a ghost."

Su Luo Chen laughed bitterly in his heart, It was your sister who had abandoned me this whole time. This time I was thrown too far away by her, I couldn't find a way back. She won't be waiting for me where she is. Simply … So be it.

Every word and sentence that she said when she woke up had already transformed into thousands upon thousands of sharp blades, slashing Su Luo Chen's heart tens of thousands of times.

He was in pain in a corner that no one could see, and he didn't dare look at it himself.

In the end, the Hand of Adherence was nothing more than a wisp of smoke to speak of with Zi Cheng. To live and be together with one's son until the end of life was nothing but a fruitless endeavor; deep in the world of mortals, I have come in response to the calamity, but have left myself with a heart full of regrets.

After Su Luo Chen and Jian Jun left, An Ziyu could not help but roar at her sister, "Sis, do you still remember what it was like when you liked Brother Chen? You feel sad being together with Qin Qi, but you still endure all of your emotions and stay away from him for the sake of his happiness. You didn't beg for him to be loved in the first place, you just need him to be happy. "Why do you say that you don't love me?"

"I'm willing to let him go precisely because I don't love him enough. If I did love him, I wouldn't be willing to let him go … An Ziyu, you are still young, you still don't know how to feel. " An Ran couldn't help but shed tears. It would be many years before she could understand that what you loved the most was actually the person that you were willing to sacrifice yourself unconditionally to make him happy. As long as he is happy, you can do anything you want.

On the other hand, if he didn't let go of her and pull her back, it might not necessarily be love. Love is so contradictory. If letting go was not enough love, then grabbing onto him with all his might was true love?

Perhaps, wanting to desperately catch him was just a facade. Was it possible for her to desperately try to catch him? It wasn't him, but the person who had sacrificed so much for love in the past, the one who only had that useless obsession …

Everyone left the room, An Ran's eyes were red, she suddenly lost all her strength to say another word, she let herself fall onto the bed, and silently cried.

— Luo Chen, are you getting engaged?

— Luo Chen, I will be good. Don't leave me behind.

— Luochen, I have children.

— Luochen, even if I go away, you won't leave me, you won't be angry, will you.

— Luochen, it's love that's hurting, love that's cheating, love that's cheating, because I'm in love with you and I'm in love with you, that's why I lied to you.

"Is that so? Then, when I lied to you one day, it was also because I loved you and hurt you.

The uncontrollable memories that popped up stopped abruptly like a short film that was abruptly cut short. The words that came out of her ears made her laugh, and she laughed as she wiped her eyes ruthlessly. She muttered in a low voice, "So, you did have a hint."

Luo Chen, Luo Chen …

I still remember her nodding her head fiercely in order to curry favor with him and saying, "I know! "I know!"

Know?

Heh.

An Ran, what do you know? You don't feel heartache, you don't feel heartache, just think of it as a dream. When you wake up, don't ever think about it again.

"Su Luo Chen is a treacherous person, he kidnapped innocent people for his own purposes, and deliberately hid the deepest part of my life that I don't know about for his own purposes. I was only a little bit away from being tricked into that wedding …"

"I was wrong. He was a substitute."

"I love Jian Yuan too much and too much, and it just so happens that his back is very similar to Jian Yuan's … Otherwise, why would I have such a special feeling for him, and why would I fall in love with him? So, I mistook him for a substitute. "

In the dimly lit bar, in the private box that had the name "Zun", Jian Jun imitated An Ran's tone without restraint, reverting back to the meaning of "An Ran", and opened his mouth slowly. After he finished speaking, he looked at the man standing by the window and drank red wine without saying a word, appearing increasingly lonely. He smiled and said, "Do you need me to repeat this a few more times?"

"Say it a few more times." Su Luo Chen drank all the red wine in his cup in one gulp, threw down the cup and pulled at his tie. He took out a cigarette from his cigarette case and lit it up, smoking for a while.