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Fear had many meanings: was it because he was scared because he was scared, or was it because he was afraid to fall in love with him that he felt that he was dangerous, that he was scary?

To Su Luo Chen, there were two kinds of cultivation at his disposal.

Su Luo Chen was a man that would cause people to be afraid in the first place. When he gave you a bland look, he would make your entire body tremble uncontrollably, afraid that you would do something wrong …

For women, he was out of reach, but so what? Outside, there were so many women who loved him and plotted to climb onto him.

From all angles... He was really very dangerous.

Now, even she suspected that back then, how she stayed by his side for so many years, and how she was spoiled by him for so many years …

Only now did she understand the concept of Su Luo Chen's name in the Southern City.

An Ran regained her senses. Seeing Su Luo Chen only drank and did not speak, she became nervous and anxious too. She pleaded pitifully, "Luo Chen …"

How long had it been since she'd called him that? Every time he did so, he would shout with both his name and family name together, and most of the time he would shout with equal harshness at the same time. Su Luo Chen stopped pouring the wine, but it was so fast that no one noticed, and he managed to recover instantly.

He drank.

She looked at him, holding back her emotions. "I, I haven't even seen my child once …"

She lowered her head, and almost buried her face into her neck. Su Luo Chen could only hear her trembling voice, which slowly rang out: "In this world, only one person would be able to be like this, a mother. I gave birth to her in October, but I've never seen her before. What does she look like? I really want to see her, kiss her, and hug her! "

Su Luo Chen hooked his hand under her chin and raised his head to look at her with his deep black eyes. There was a feeling of... Unfathomable: "Didn't you agree to sell the child? "Now you want more, what do you mean?"

"Selling children?" An Ran was so angry that her nose turned sour, sadness surging in her heart: "Even if my An Ran is down and out again. And I won't sell my child! "

Su Luo Chen let go of her and turned his head. "My dad and mom both said that you agreed to it."

"What?" An Ran was stunned.

"Between saving Huan's family and the children. You chose the former and abandoned the child. Actually, they are testing you … Look, how important is the child to you? If you choose the latter, then they will give you the child and they will go to see it. But not to take her. because it's really very important for you to have children... Unfortunately, you are disappointing me. "

Su Luo Chen slowly spoke, his expression could not be seen.

And this was the source of his drunkenness today. And this was the reason why he had been cold when she first arrived: he was angry, he was angry.

For Jian Yuan, he could give up on him. Now, he could give up on his child for the sake of Huai Shi. Regardless of whether it was him or the child, in her heart, no one was the first.

For a moment, he felt … Very funny.

"That's not right!" "That's not right!" The An Ran roared.

Su Luo Chen looked at her. He reached out his hand, and an icy finger pressed onto her lips. He used almost all of his strength, causing An Ran to groan in pain. He then let go of her hand coldly and continued: "As for you, you have unhesitatingly chosen: It's your determination toward your children that has made my father and mother worry about you. In their hearts, your relationship is a mess, your life is a mess, your story is too complicated, they definitely won't allow it … His own granddaughter was brought up by a woman like you, brought down! "

An Ran originally wanted to explain to him that it was not like that. Su's father and Su's mother didn't even give her a chance to choose.

At that time, she still hadn't woken up. At that time, where was he? Why would he be tricked … One had to know, there were very few who could deceive Su Luo Chen, unless he was deliberately playing the fool.

Su's father, and Su's mother, what methods did they use to trick him to go so deep?

The explanation was about to be blurted out, but...

Then, hearing his contemptuous tone, she suddenly felt discouraged.

"A woman like me? What woman am I? What do I look like? " An Ran only allowed the tears to roll in her eyes, but refused to let them fall.

Su Luo Chen realized that he had overemphasized himself. She was so agile. Feelings, it had to be: random thoughts.

However, he wouldn't be able to take back what he said.

His pretty, sword-like eyebrows suddenly frowned. In the next second, An Ran strongly wiped away her tears and nodded: "Yes, I am in trouble. I am in chaos. Because, I will teach her to be like me, unloved by others. And always, hurt by others, hurt by yourself. "

An Ran took a deep breath and slowly stood up from the sofa. Her eyes were already cold but there was no focus in them. She turned around and stumbled towards the door …

"Su Luo Chen, since you dislike me that much, then, I won't say anymore …" The more he spoke, the lower the price. She stopped at the door, maintaining the last bit of his dignity as she smiled, "Child, I'll leave it to you guys to take care of for now. If you don't help me, I …" I will rely on my own abilities to return to her side! "

His tone was firm and cold.

Whose heart shook violently.

This was the first time Su Luo Chen heard such a voice come out of An Ran's throat. He slowly stood up, both hands holding his pockets, and a pair of black pupils filled with constantly changing emotions. Looking at her retreating figure, his cold heart felt as if it had been stabbed with a knife and sprinkled with salt.

Only she could make him do this.

An Ran, so what if the whole world despises you?

I love you, and that alone is enough.

There is no woman in the world more worthy than you... You gave birth to my, Su Luo Chen's, child, but do you know?

Being strong was just a disguise, weakness was the real thing.

Once An Ran entered the house, she locked herself in her own little room and curled up in a corner. She hugged her as she stared vacantly at a certain point outside the window.

Outside the door, people kept shouting at her to go out and eat. They were saying that she had to take good care of her body while she was still in seclusion …

However, those sounds seemed to float over from the heavens, very unreal.

She hugged herself tightly, feeling that the world was so cold.

— In their hearts, you are a mess, your life is a mess, your story is too complicated, they will never allow it … Her own granddaughter was brought up by a woman like you!

Su Luo Chen, how much do I want to ask you?

You speak so vividly, as if these words are not what they say, but your … Real thoughts.

Su Luo Chen, I hate you. So hateful, so hateful that I don't even want to see you anymore …

Sometimes, the An Ran would think that if Jian Yuan hadn't returned at that time, then she and Su Luo Chen would have logically married, given birth to children, lived their lives, and would have been very happy. And when Jian Yuan returned, until now, she truly regretted making a couple with Su Luo Chen …

Because: if they hadn't been together, at least, they wouldn't be like this: strangers.

At the very least, they would feel less pain if they didn't get it …

However, if they weren't together, then there might not be a daughter … Thus, when she thought of this, she no longer regretted it.

It could only be said that fate was playing tricks on him.

Never mind if it was just a hypothesis like this one. People were very unhappy right now. If it was an example, it would only make it more painful.