C210

After leaving the dining hall with Lu Yifeng, just as they arrived at the plaza outside the dining hall, Lu Yifeng said to Su Ju, "I still have some private matters in the afternoon, so I won't be accompanying you!"

Su Ju held her handbag in front of him and smiled at Lu Yifeng, "If you have something to do, go and busy yourself first, don't worry about me."

Lu Yifeng smiled and waved at Su Ju. The two of them headed in the opposite direction.

Su Ju did not waste anymore time nearby. She walked to a Wu Tong tree not far away and stopped a taxi on the road. After getting on the taxi, he told the driver her address and headed towards Starfish Apartments.

As she sat in the taxi, Su Ju's mind was preoccupied with many things. She felt uncomfortable in her heart, although he had always been acting peaceful when she was eating with Lu Yifeng and he had even chatted and laughed with her as usual, Su Ju understood that at that time, she had already inflicted a severe psychological trauma on Lu Yifeng, not something that could be seen with the naked eye.

Because of Su Ju's unintentional act, Lu Yifeng became a traitor, making it impossible for him to give her family an explanation. All this while, Su Ju had known that Lu Yifeng was under a lot of pressure, and was not as relaxed as she appeared on the surface.

How on earth could he ease those feelings of guilt? Su Ju didn't know, she only wanted to help Lu Yifeng a little bit more with her own efforts.

The taxi reached Starfish Apartments very quickly, and just as they got off the car, they received a call from Jue Ji.

Su Ju carefully listened to the man on the other side of the phone, then turned his head to look at the boy not far from the pond. He looked stupid and silly, while Su Ju had a premonition that something was going to happen. Jue Ji said from the other side of the phone, "I feel a little tired today, so I won't be coming over. Little Treasure can stay at your place for now!"

Jue Ji held onto the phone, turned around and walked to the window that was further away from Su Xiaobao, and looked at the hazy image of heaven and earth: "Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

Su Ju sighed, "Mr. Viscount, I am a doctor, and I am very clear about my body. It's okay, it's just that I am too tired, so my rest will be better, don't worry!"

"Alright then!" Jue Ji then hung up the phone.

Su Ju held the phone tightly in her hand, and walked towards the side of the pond quickly. She saw that the boy looked to be around fifteen or sixteen years old, and his entire body was extremely skinny.

Su Ju stood about two meters away from the boy, and observed him carefully. There were many wounds on her wrist that hung at her side, some had already scabbed and some were even dark red. She did not dare guess that the boy had self-mutilation for some reason. But other than this explanation, Su Ju did not know what else.

While she was thinking, the boy took a few steps toward the edge of the pool. He was already at the edge of the pool, and half of his foot was hanging in the air. The boy's eyes were empty. Su Ju saw him raise his hand to wipe away the tears at the corner of his eyes. When the boy took another step, Su Ju said, "You can't jump, you can't jump!"

His eyes were red and swollen, and the hair at the very bottom of his head which was covered by his bangs was already completely drenched with sweat. Su Ju could see that this boy thirsted for life, and was terrified of death.

He smiled bitterly and said, "What else can I do if I don't die? It's hard for me here! " As he spoke, the boy covered his chest with his hands. Su Ju's entire person sank into an unprecedented nervousness, as if the boy who was standing in front of her was herself. Su Ju said anxiously: "You should think about something good. And your brothers and sisters, your classmates, they all wish for you to live on. Only by living on can there be hope, and your place here will not feel uncomfortable! "

Su Ju pressed her hand on her heart.

The boy glanced at Su Ju but didn't say anything. He turned around and looked at the other side, and said slowly: "I don't have the things you've said, my parents don't love me, they only scold me everyday. Hit me, my life is only filled with darkness, there is no light. I had struggled and thought about fighting with my life, but in the end I lost. "Thank you for your kind intentions. I think it's time to end this."

As the boy finished his sentence, Su Ju saw the boy jump into the water with a splash.

The boy did not rise again. He didn't even have a chance to struggle. Su Ju looked at his person that seemed to have his soul extracted from his body.

When he saw that the waves were getting smaller and smaller, Su Ju finally woke up from his daze. He threw down his phone and bag, kicked off the high heels he was wearing, and jumped into the pond without a care.

It wasn't until Su Ju went into the water that she realized that the water couldn't drown a person who was 1.7 meters tall. It wasn't that the boy didn't breathe, it was just that she had been lying at the bottom of the water and hadn't come out.

He was tormenting himself, Su Ju thought. He grabbed the boy up from the bottom of the water, and when he reached the shore, he saw the boy lying by the pool, pretending to be dead.

Su Ju didn't know what she said exactly, she only remembered that the boy cried really hard when he saw her fierce look. She called the emergency room, and only after checking did Su Ju find out that the boy had contracted a mild schizophrenia. To get rid of the pain, he chose suicide to end his own life.

Ridiculous, laughable life!

Su Ju sat in the long corridor of the hospital and cried bitterly.

Lu Yifeng, who had heard the news in a hurry, suddenly became frightened when he saw Su Ju's wet body. He bent down and placed his hands on Su Ju's shoulders, asking urgently, "Su Ju, what happened? How did you make yourself look like this! "

Su Ju raised her head to look at Lu Yifeng, who was standing in front of him. With red eyes, she said, "Yifeng, I'm afraid that I will become like that child inside in the near future!"

Seeing Su Ju's trembling appearance, she reached out her hands to caress her face in pain, lifting up the hair off Su Ju's face and pressing it behind her ears. She said softly, "That kind of possibility is less than 20%, your luck can't be that bad!"

"What if it really did happen?" Su Ju watched Lu Yifeng without blinking his eyes. She clearly remembered hearing Lu Yifeng mention this a long time ago. Without hearing Lu Yifeng's reply, Su Ju sobbed and lowered his head, "If that really happens, can you take care of Little Treasure for me?"

"Don't be silly!" Lu Yifeng reached out and grabbed Su Ju, looking at her in the eyes and said seriously, "You are a doctor, so you know that a twenty percent chance is very small. As long as you control it well before it happens, it is impossible for it to deteriorate on a large scale like what you imagine.

"Su Ju, what you need the most now is peace. You need to put your heart at ease and handle all that is possible and what has already happened in a normal manner." Lu Yifeng seriously said, "You are a strong person. You won't break down because of the fear in your heart. These two concepts are fundamentally different. "

Su Ju understood what Lu Yifeng was saying, she raised his eyes and looked at the man in front of him without saying a word. She took a tissue from the bench beside him and gently wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes, sniffing at her nose, then looked at Lu Yifeng with a smile, "I'm fine now, Yufeng, thank you."

Lu Yifeng carefully observed Su Ju's condition, which appeared to be much better than before. He stood up and looked up the passage, and saw a patient's family member walking out from the ward. He asked softly, "I think you should tell him about this matter."

"No," Su Ju rejected Lu Yifeng's suggestion. She looked down at her toes and said softly, "I don't want to distract him. There are still a lot of things he needs to do.

Lu Yifeng turned around to look at Su Ju, and after looking at him for a long while, he shrugged. "Su Ju, I'm very jealous of you considering everything for him, really! He's not worth it for you to pay like that, so why don't you think about the future of you and Little Treasure? "

"I'm doing this for the sake of Little Treasure's future!" Su Ju tightly bit her lips, thought for a long time, and still told Lu Yifeng the words in her heart, "He is Little Treasure's biological father."

Hearing that, Lu Yifeng stared at Su Ju with his eyes wide open. "Are you sure you're not mistaken? Have you already tested your DNA? "

Su Ju looked at Lu Yi Feng as his lips moved, he then said: "I didn't make the DNA, but he personally told me about this matter, I don't think there is a need for him to lie to me!"

Just as Su Ju finished speaking, Lu Yifeng shook his head, slowed down, and said, "You're really stupid!"

Su Ju didn't know what to say after hearing this. Looking at Lu Yifeng, he coldly said: "I will keep this a secret for you, but please take care of yourself and don't let yourself be harmed. Otherwise, I might really be unable to control myself and take you away from him!"

Finished speaking, Lu Yufeng turned around and looked out the window, "I've prepared a set of clothes for you in my office. It was you who left them at my place earlier. Hurry up and change."

Looking at Lu Yifeng's back, Su Ju turned around and took two steps forward. Then, he stopped and said: "I promised to accompany you to see Grandfather. If you don't find someone suitable to accompany you, I think I can."

Hearing that, Lu Yifeng slowly turned around and probingly asked Su Ju, "Are you sure? There's nothing wrong with it? "

Su Ju smiled and nodded towards Lu Yifeng.

She owed this to Lu Yifeng. Sooner or later, she would have to repay him. Maybe doing this would make Jue Ji very unhappy, but there were many things that he would never be able to obtain both fish and bear paws, and Su Ju had never thought of reporting this to Jue Ji.

She would hide from him and do what she wanted to do from him. In order to lessen the guilt in her heart and protect her already precarious relationship with Lu Yifeng.

disdained to waste time on things like this in the past, but this time, she chose to reduce the amount of damage that might exist between them.

Su Ju did not tell Jue Ji about what happened that day. Lu Yifeng specifically told the people in the department not to leak anything, even Lin Fengyu, who was very close to Su Ju, did not know about what happened that afternoon.

After that, the boy who was saved by Su Ju at the pool, called Su Ju after waking up. She thanked her for saving him, and after exchanging a few pleasantries with the boy, she hung up.

Lifting his eyes to look at the bright sun shining brightly in the sky, Su Ju understood in his heart that she had once treated that boy as her helpless self. Saving him was equivalent to saving herself. If that was the case, did that mean that the phobia in Su Ju's heart would slowly heal as time passed and the situation improved?

He squinted at the sun in the southeast direction, which caused Su Ju to be unable to open his eyes. He placed his hand on his forehead, and looked at the sun. Unknowingly, a smile appeared on Su Ju's face.