Rao Shi hasn't done this kind of thing for a long time, and Mu Han knows what he will face next. Du Chengrui has never been so straightforward in front of her. This time, there is a kind of fear in his body, which makes her feel scared.
In this world, there are few things that can make Mu Han feel afraid. In the memory, the only thing that still feels afraid is the missing part of the memory. She always vaguely felt that in her memory, there was a person who made her feel very afraid, and she could not stop that kind of fear. It seems that in order to escape, this fear, she ran away for four years.
"Let go of me." Mu Han suddenly calms down. She knows that she can't go on like this. She has no feelings for Du Chengrui. She can allow herself to sympathize with him, care for him and love him, but she won't allow him to have such thoughts about herself.
"Muhan, we will soon be husband and wife. Do you want to refuse this kind of thing?" Du Chengrui ignored Mu Han's warning and continued to attack him. However, Mu Han did not respond, which made him feel very frustrated. But it is also because of frustration that the more frustrated the more courageous they are, so they ignore Mu Han's warning.
"Du Chengrui, let me go. If you don't want me to ignore you all my life, you'd better let me go now!"
"Let go of you? It's impossible. It's impossible for a lifetime. " Du Chengrui shook his head. How could he let go of her hand? Many years ago, we had let go once. If we let go again this time, we will never have a chance to find her again.
"I don't like being forced to do what I like with people I like. It should be consensual." Mu Han continued.
"Muhan, Muhan, you always say a lot of things that hurt me, but why don't I want to let go of your hand?" Du Chengrui released his hand, stepped back and fell on the bed. Under the bright light, Mu Han could see his sight, which made her feel a little afraid, but she didn't know how to face it.
"Don't do that, Du Chengrui." Mu Han shook his head and slowly approached Du Chengrui.
"Don't come here! Let me be alone Du Chengrui doesn't give Mu Han the chance to get close to him at all, and coldness prevents her from going forward.
“……” Mu Han was speechless. He just stopped, but he didn't move on.
"You go out and leave me alone." Du Chengrui continued.
"Don't do that, Du Chengrui." Mu Han feels sorry for Du Chengrui. She knows that the most unacceptable thing for a proud man is the sympathy of his beloved woman. That's what Du Chengrui looks like now.
"I don't want this, Mu Han. You should know what it means to walk into a man's room in the middle of the night."
"I just want to care about you." Mu Han said truthfully.
"Care about me? But your concern for me makes me feel very uncomfortable. What do you say I should do? " Du Chengrui asked sarcastically. This time, Mu Han himself is a little angry, after all, she is really kind to care about Du Chengrui.
"Look, you don't speak. Every time you don't speak, I feel that you are angry with me, but I just don't know what I did to apologize for you. You tell me that if I didn't leave, would you go down with me? Will you have a baby for me? Will you give me your whole heart? " Du Chengrui asked every word, with a man's anger that he couldn't get his beloved. He can't help but want to pass this anger on to everyone. Including Mu Han standing in front of him.
"What are you worrying about? I know you are worrying, but I don't know what you are worrying about. Du Chengrui, you have a thorn in your heart. You want me to pull it out for me, but you don't tell me where the thorn is in your heart. Let me guess. How can I guess? I'm not a God. How can I guess? " Mu Han is also a little angry. After all, she really wants to care about Du Chengrui, but in the face of each other's attitude, it really makes her feel uncomfortable.
"You love me as a woman loves the man she loves." Du Chengrui is also anxious and answers.
“……” Mu Han is speechless and doesn't know how to respond. He just looks down at Du Chengrui's eyes and is disappointed. That long eyes, as if looking at a stranger in general.
Mu Han remembers that Du Chengrui was not like this. He could give you a whole heart and never care about gain and loss.
"I see. I'll go out first. You can have a good rest." Mu Han said this slowly, and then turned to leave.
Du Chengrui got up from the bed and hugged Mu Han. "Mu Han, I'm wrong. Don't be angry. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just very sad. I want to care about you, but I just can't help saying these words to you. I don't know how this can happen. You know, I love you. I really love you!" Du Chengrui began to cry.
"You love me? Do you really love me? " Mu Han sneered: "you have never trusted me. You just treat me as a toy you once accidentally lost. You want to control me and control me, so you have never trusted me.""Mu Han..." After hearing Mu Han's words, Du Chengrui's face turns white. It seems that something is catching his heart, which makes him feel uncomfortable. But how can she face all this?
Thinking of this, Du Chengrui just feels uncomfortable in his heart, but he doesn't know how to explain it to Mu Han. Mingming wants to say "it's not like this, it's not like this." But words to the mouth, but became a "sorry."
"I'm sorry?" Mu Han continued to smile, "what are you sorry for me? You've never apologized to me. Why did you apologize? You just never trust me, so there's no right or wrong person, right? "
"Mu Han, you know, I just want to love you well, but I don't know..." Feeling disappointed by Mu Han, Du Chengrui continues to explain incoherently.
"Love me? But you are still thinking about the thorn in your heart. If you don't tell me what the thorn is, you still want me to try to pull it out for you. Sometimes it hurts you. You will feel that I'm hurting you, but what's wrong with me? " Mu Han said with a bitter smile, "Du Chengrui, I suddenly feel that I have never known you. What do you think?"
"That thorn..." Du Chengrui's face is white again. If that thorn, he can say it directly, maybe Mu Han will leave him directly? If she knew that in the past nine years, she had fallen in love with another man and had a child, maybe she would not stay in charge of her own life and death?
That man, after all, doesn't have much time to live. She will definitely rush in front of the man, slap him in the face, force him to receive treatment, and go with death to get the man back.
"I can't pull out that thorn. Please invite someone else to come." Mu Han reaches out and pushes Du Chengrui's hand away. After saying this, he opens the door and goes out in Du Chengrui's sight.
"Mu Han..." Du Chengrui murmured, his eyes slowly disappointed.
After Mu Han left, he was always a little restless in his room. She doesn't know if what she said is too much for Du Chengrui. If he can't accept it, will he do something stupid.
After a while, Mu Han finally heard the movement outside the door, as if the sound of high heels came.
Mu Han's heart jumped down. She didn't know who would come in. She opened the door and just saw Kang Yue coming up the stairs with a beautiful woman. After seeing her, Kang Yue is embarrassed for a moment. Looking back at that woman, she looks at Mu Han provocatively.
That woman Mu Han seems to have seen it. It seems that she is a little star. She has seen it in the newspaper. There is a bit of beauty, in a few big director and actor between the circle, just don't know how, came here, isn't it has been Du Chengrui to see?
When Mu Han thought in his heart, the woman's eyes were a bit fierce. Mu Han felt it and looked up. They looked at each other as if they were sparking. It exploded in an instant.
Mu Han knows that this woman is challenging herself. Challenge yourself what? Is it a provocation? Can she come in the door? But she didn't seem to care much about it, did she?
For a moment, Mu Han felt that there was something wrong with this woman. But when you think about it, it seems that many little stars have this kind of dream of flying to the branches and becoming Phoenix, right? I think as long as I climb the high branch, I can get everything.
But I don't know that all the gifts given by God are clearly marked. One day, they will be returned slowly.
Kang Yue directly takes the woman to Du Chengrui's room. When he goes out, Kang Yue sends a provocative smile to her again. That smile, let a person feel confused, Mu Han didn't care much, shut the door, lay back on the bed.
That night, Mu Han could hear the sound coming from the next room. It was very quiet in the silent night.
She knows what Du Chengrui is doing this for. He just wants to prove it to himself. As for men, they always say things that are not clear and do things that are mentally handicapped. Du Chengrui was just angry by himself, so he did it intentionally just to show himself. She knows it. She knows it very well.
Thinking like this, after a little time, Mu Han went to sleep slowly.
Mu Han fell asleep here. In the next room, he really couldn't sleep.
The woman brought by Kang Yue is asked by Du Chengrui to lie on the bed and make a reverie sound. But Du Chengrui, does not know when, already left from the room. In such a big room, only the woman was left.