Chapter 66

He hoped that Lin Xia would be different, but he didn't dare to look forward to it, in case she let him down

Lin Xia saw that Qin cangxiu's eyes were dim and unclear.

She cold face, "if Qin always nothing, I'll go first."

Lin Xia said, ready to open the door.

"The means are good." Qin cangxiu's words came from behind, and Lin Xia pulled the car door.

"It's not as good as general Qin's means." Lin Xia said coldly, full of air.

Seeing that Qin cangxiu didn't speak, Lin Xia got on the bus and left.

Qin cangxiu took the initiative to let Lin Xia go. Even she didn't expect that he would let Lin Xia go.

Maybe Lin Xia is too dazzling to be blasphemed.

Not far away from Qin cangxiu, a sports car stops. Xie Jiana sits in the car and stares at a man and a woman in front of her until Lin Xia leaves.

Qin cangxiu looked at Lin Xia's eyes when he left, which made Xie Jianna feel very sad.

Maybe even he didn't find out how sentimental he was when he saw Lin Xia leave.

If it wasn't for the person in my heart, I wouldn't have this kind of eyes.

Qin cangxiu falls in love with Lin Xia. This kind of cognition makes Xie Jianna feel so sad that she can't breathe.

Today's Lin Xia is beautiful, generous and confident. Xie Jianna thought that Qin cangxiu was just attracted by her appearance. After all, men like Qin cangxiu only look at the appearance of women.

But unexpectedly, he fell in love with Lin Xia.

Will he, will he fall in love with Lin Xia, this man, do you have a heart.

He was so heartless.

Will he really love someone.

Before going to Africa, she knew that Qin cangxiu was a little special to Lin Xia, but she never thought that he would really fall in love with her.

Take out the mobile phone, Xie Jiana directly calls Qin cangxiu.

Before she left, Qin cangxiu told her not to think too much.

At that time, they didn't really break up.

So, can she be understood as the relationship between Qin cangxiu and her boyfriend and girlfriend.

As soon as Qin cangxiu gets on the bus, he receives a call from Xie Jiana. His eyebrow is slightly twisted. How can Xie Jiana call him? It seems that they haven't talked on the phone for a long time.

At this time, he remembered that Xie Jiana had gone to other places to shoot and came back.

Vaguely remembered, since Lin Xia returned home, he and Xie Jiana did not contact much, maybe his mind was taken away by Lin Xia, no longer in Xie Jiana.

Put on the headset, Qin cangxiu starts the car slowly.

"Fix it." Xie Jiana said and started the car to follow him.

"Well." Qin cangxiu just answered faintly.

"I'm back."

"Well." Qin cangxiu's voice, with obvious impatience.

Although he had psychological preparation, Xie Jiana's heart was still in pain. Did he hate her so much? He didn't even have patience to say a word to her.

"What's the matter?"

Ha ha, the tone of business is like she is his subordinate. If she has nothing to do, she can't find him.

"I miss you so much."

There Qin cangxiu no voice, after a while, "nothing to hang up."

"Wait a minute." In a hurry, Xie Jiana called out, "are you busy now?"

She just wanted to hear his voice.

"Well, I'm at work."

Xie Jiana breathes, the pain comes, tears can not stop flowing, he is clearly in front of her, just separated from Lin Xia, actually said at work.

You really don't want to face her.

Xie Jiana's voice choked. The deeper she loved, the deeper she hurt.

Take a deep breath and force the tears back, "are you in love with Lin Xia?"

It turned out that she could ask this sentence in such a calm tone.

Squeak.

Qin cangxiu slammed on the brake. This time, it was his turn to plunge forward. Then, under the action of the seat belt, he bounced back.

He fell in love with Lin Xia?

The problems he has been afraid to face are now put forward by Xie Jiana, forcing him to face them.

Is that so? The reason why he has always felt so special about Lin Xia and didn't dare to think deeply is that he fell in love with Lin Xia.

How can it be like this? Five years ago, I hated her so much that I wanted to kill her and try my best to divorce her. Now how can I fall in love with her.

However, if he didn't fall in love with Lin Xia, how should he explain all this now.

Qin cangxiu just parked his car in the middle of the road and thought a lot about it. He thought about everything from the time he met Lin Xia to now, including Bai Yixue's death, his marriage with Lin Xia, the bit by bit he got along with her, his hatred for her and the past five years lovesickness.I thought about it all through.

He was so preoccupied that he didn't even know when she hung up.

Xie Jiana saw Qin cangxiu suddenly stop the car, and did not respond, tears.

Xie Jiana, now, you should give up.

Lin Xia, you make me sad, you can't have a better time.

I just want to see you, how to lose your reputation step by step.

Qin cangxiu just stopped in the middle of the road until it was dark. He was thinking, analyzing and struggling.

Once so hate Lin Xia, once tried every means to make her life worse than death, once so cruel to her.

Now, I was surprised to find that I fell in love with her.

It's a pity.

If you really admit that you fall in love with her, then what did you do, what did you hate, what did Bai Yixue die.

As night fell, passers-by watched a luxury car stop in the middle of the road, but no one dared to go forward.

It's a joke. The limited edition Lamborghini Hermes, who can afford such a luxury car, is rich or expensive. Who dares to offend.

Driving the car to the seaside, Qin cangxiu faced the vast sea and let the sea wind disturb his hairstyle.

Here is where Bai Yixue jumped down.

There were several times when he saw that Lin Xia was hurt by him and wanted to cry. When he felt pity, he always came here to experience the scene of Bai Yixue's death.

Think about Bai Yixue's innocence and deepen his hatred for Lin Xia over and over again. In this way, his heart will be hardened.

But now, appearing here again, recalling every bit of that year, Qin cangxiu finds that he can't hate Lin Xia any more.

Heart is very guilty, feel sorry for Bai Yixue, but for Lin Xia, really no hate.

Qin cangxiu is in contradiction. He is a contradictory person.

It was, it is, it has always been.

At the same time, he sympathized with her and tried every means to deepen his hatred for her, making his heart as hard as iron.

The more tormented Lin Xia, the more pitiful she was.

In fact, the whole thing, Lin Xia can't say there is a mistake, she doesn't know anything, he just, anger.

Therefore, when he saw Lin Xia's pain, he would feel that she was pitiful and that she deserved what she had done. Because no matter whether she intentionally or unintentionally, Bai Yixue died because of her, this is an indisputable fact.

Lin Xia is not in these five years, he is happy, finally got rid of Lin Xia, and at the same time, he is crazy about her.

He knew the contradiction, but he could not refuse it.

I want to forget Lin Xia completely, but the more I want to forget, the clearer I remember.

I hate her again and again in my heart, and then I miss her again and again.

Now, she's back. While he is greedy for the feeling of being with her, he looks down on her frivolity in the bottom of his heart. He thinks that she can only achieve today's success by selling her body and climbing up Chu Ye's bed.

After all, there was nothing wrong with Lin Xia five years ago.

Think of Lin Xia climb Chu night, he is angry, this kind of anger, directly into strong, strong possession.

Qin cangxiu is very irritable and contradictory. He hates Lin Xia and is infatuated with her while sinking.

A breeze came, and he seemed to see the white lotus like face on the sea.

Suddenly, that face became Lin Xia, she was smiling at him, a bright face.

For some reason, Qin cangxiu suddenly opened up.

It's like there's something I can't figure out all of a sudden.

Lin Xia, he really fell in love.

Qin cangxiu's heart suddenly relaxed.

It turns out that it's not so hard to admit falling in love with Lin Xia.

Facing his heart, his whole body and mind relaxed.

Maybe I fell in love with you long ago.

I still remember the day when the freshmen started school in the University. On a sunny day, it suddenly rained heavily. He passed the school road with an umbrella. The reckless girl plunged into his arms. She looked up and he looked down. At the moment of sight intersection, her heart was like a deer.

At that time, he already had Bai Yixue. He didn't think about what it felt like. Now he wants to come here and call it palpitation.

Maybe it was the abnormal beat of heart rhythm when we met for the first time, maybe it was the girl who loved to laugh and jump after him every day in the last year of University, or maybe it was her forbearance and strength in the three years of marriage that made him excited.

No matter what the reason, like is like, no reason.

Qin cangxiu laughed at himself. Since then, he has been afraid to face his feelings and become self deceiving.

He thought of the night when he gave Lin Xia medicine five years ago.

At that time, I already like Shanglin Xia, but I don't know it, because there is too much hate between them after Bai Yixue's death.Even if you can't see your heart clearly, it prevents you from loving her.

Therefore, he will be in the medicine to Lin Xia, all night restless, so at the last moment, he climbed into her bed.

In retrospect, after a while, I was afraid. Fortunately, even if I didn't admit it, I couldn't resist the feeling in my heart. I climbed into her bed.

If the man was not him at the beginning, but now he could see his heart clearly, Qin cangxiu swore that he would want to kill himself.

When the sea breeze blows, it suddenly brightens up.

Missing five years, fortunately everything is still in time, not to miss this life.

Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I'll put you down at last.

After so many years, it's time for me to find my own happiness.

After all, people can't stay in the past forever.

You must be happy when you are there.

Xiaoxue, you will bless me.