The hangover almost blew my head off.
Wu Xiyan put his hand over his head and opened his eyes vaguely. Then he saw the face of Chu night.
Stunned for three seconds, the plot of last night began to play in her mind one by one. Those red faced pictures made her feel ashamed and angry to death.
Wu Xili's head was blank, his face was blue, and he was completely at a loss.
She loves Chu Yeh, very much.
Love can give up his identity as a daughter, love can give up his dignity, love can incarnate for him as a social dancer.
From the moment she saw him in the backyard 14 years ago, she knew that she could not escape his prison in this life, even if he did not love her.
However, she never thought that one day she would wake up in his bed.
she had this shameless relationship with him.
What should I do? I thought I could stay by his side as a friend. It's miserable.
Chu night loves Lin Xia, defends herself like a jade for her, and is just a friend to herself. Now they have such a relationship. Chu night must hate her.
They can't even be friends.
Wu Xiyan's face was pale, her lips moved, but she did not dare to speak, or she could not speak at all.
She felt cold in her hands and feet, and slowly fell into the ice.
The room temperature was right, but she felt the cold wind passing by.
Why, she loves a person to be able to work so hard, wants to fight so thorn.
Why, she just wants to stay with him as an ordinary friend, just stay with him, such a simple wish can not be realized.
Why, she had to accompany him to drink last night, drink disorderly, this is not clear.
Wu Xiyan kept repeating why in his heart, forcing himself to the darkest corner bit by bit, and asking himself again and again.
She completely forgot that she was the biggest victim of the whole thing.
Chu night long eyelashes slightly moved, Wu Xiyan's breathing stopped.
She was so nervous and scared that she forgot all the pain in her body.
Perhaps not forget, but compared to the pain in the heart, physical pain, not worth mentioning.
Closely staring at Chu night's face, Wu Xiyan's hand holding the quilt unconsciously clenched.
Is he going to wake up, to see them like this, to think about what happened last night, what he would do.
What will be his first reaction? Will he hate her? Will he break up with her directly.
Wu Xiyan is in a mess. Love is a game. Whoever moves first loses.
She has been in deep trouble since 14 years ago, so she is doomed to never win Chu night in her life.
Finally, in Wu Xiyan's tension and uneasiness, Chu night slowly opened her eyes.
Four eyes opposite, Chu night also has obvious Lengshen, a moment later, his eyes become clear, looking at Wu Xiyan.
He didn't speak, but Wu could feel his anger.
What should I do, Chu ye? I didn't mean it. She was drunk last night, so she went to dance for him.
If time could go back, she would never dance for him. No, she would not even go home with him or drink with him.
Only, there is no regret medicine in this world, things have happened.
No matter how to escape, it is useless. We can only face it with courage.
Even if it can't be solved, it has to be solved.
Wu Xili bit her lips and felt guilty. She looked away and did not dare to look at Chu night. His eyes made her panic.
For a long time, Chu night didn't say anything and turned over directly.
Wu Xiyan was even more flustered. What did he mean? He had to say a word whether he was dead or alive.
"Chu night..."
Wu Xiyan reaches out his hand in a hurry and wants to hold him.
"Go away."
Pop.
"Ah."
As soon as she touched Chu Ye's hand, she was slapped by his backhand.
Chu night glares at Wu Xiyan.
And she just covered half of her face with tears in her eyes.
Love is humble, fall in love with him, doomed to be humble only for a lifetime.
She didn't want to love someone so humbly, but she couldn't help it.
If emotion can be controlled, it is not emotion.
"I'm sorry." Wu Xiyan lowered his head, tears finally could not be controlled, big drops fell down, dripping on the back of her hand, cold and piercing.
Chu night glared angrily, "Wu Xiyan, don't think you can sit on Mrs. Chu's position by climbing on my bed. You can never."
"I didn't." She didn't want to sit in Mrs. Chu's position. Mrs. Chu's position symbolized power and status. She just loved him.
She wanted to be his wife, but she didn't want to be Mrs. Chu.She just wanted to be his woman.
That's all.
"No? Wu Xiyan, don't think I don't know what you are thinking. "
Tears lack dike, Wu Xiyan how also can't believe, these words will say from Chu night mouth, don't think he don't know what she is thinking in the heart, what meaning this sentence is, in his eyes, she is what kind of woman.
In his eyes, she and those in the entertainment industry, like the stars, by climbing the gold Lord to live.
"What do you mean?" Wu Xiyan found that this sentence, exhausted her whole body strength.
Chu night mouth slightly hook, eyes dew dislike, "what do you mean? Don't you understand? I'm still asking. This kind of thing is not uncommon in the entertainment industry
"Chuye, you know I'm not like that."
"I don't know what kind of person you are. I only know that you made me betray Xia."
"Xia Xia, you only have Xia Xia in your eyes. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever looked me in the eye?" Wu Xiyan raised his voice. Why did he only see Lin Xia in his eyes? Why couldn't he look back at her.
What on earth can't she compare with Lin Xia? Why should she be so unfair.
"Shut up, why do you compare with Xia? Wu Xiyan, you are just as dirty as the entertainment industry." Chu night roars loudly, he only knows he is not good, Wu Xiyan also don't want to be good, he is painful, she wants to be more painful than him a hundred times a thousand times.
It was she who made him betray Lin Xia, and she seduced him. All this was self inflicted.
He was so angry that he never thought how hurtful the words from his mouth were.
"Who am I in the entertainment business for?" Wu Xiyan's heart is bleeding. Looking at Chu Ye's eyes, he is full of disappointment and heartache.
How could he say that? Who was she in the entertainment business for.
She gave up everything for him, but at the end of the day, things are different.
He doesn't need her anymore.
After using it, just kick it away. Is that the meaning.
A sense of desolation surged up in his heart. Wu Xiyan suddenly found that he was so stupid. For so many years, he was really stupid.
Just, why do you know you are stupid, or reluctant to give up.
She's so mean!
"Who are you in the entertainment business for? How can I know who you are for? Maybe you are for yourself. In recent years, you have attracted much attention, and you have been sought after by thousands of men, and you have had a good life. "
Wu Xiyan saw how much words hurt people.
The body lightly shakes for a while, the whole person all weakly soft sits on the bed.
Heartache? No, it's numb.
Pain to the extreme, do not know what is pain.
"Wu Xiyan, don't blame me for not reminding you that we are all adults. If you like this, you'd better rot in your stomach."
"Don't worry, I'm not interested in Mrs. Chu's position."
"It's the best way, and there's Xia Xia."
"Nothing happened last night." Wu Xiyan closed his eyes in despair and let his tears run wild.
Wu Xiyan, when do you want to be yourself.
Exhausted the whole body strength to love a person, up to now hurt completely, dignity pride nothing, still don't give up.
"You'd better think that way. Get out of here."
Chu night finish saying to turn round, as if more see her one eye, all feel insulted his vision nerve.
Wu Xiyan shakes his body lightly and holds himself up feebly.
Roll the quilt on your body to cover the spring light, and then walk to the bathroom in pain.
Although she has been in the entertainment circle for so many years, she has also got a nickname of "socializing flower", but she loves Chu ye in her heart and has been keeping a tight guard for him.
Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, she is the enchanting queen, the body does not know how many gold master.
But who can imagine that she is still a good girl.
Last night was her first time, but she was crazy by Chu night.
Just too sad, but also sitting in bed, do not feel how uncomfortable body.
Now I stood up and found that all the bones of my body were taken apart. Every step I took, my body was torn.
Hearing the sound of closing the door in the bathroom, Chu ye turned around and went to the cupboard, picked up a suit of clothes and put them on.
Inadvertently suffocate the blood lotus blooming on the sheet, eyes slightly shrink.
She's still a girl? How is that possible?
Wu Xiyan has been wallowing in the entertainment industry for many years. The men she has played with do not count the number of times. Moreover, she has also socialized and propped up the whole night star entertainment. How can it be a place.
But I don't know that Wu Xiyan's status today is entirely due to his proper means of communication.
She has a person in her heart, how can she give herself to a strange man.
It's just that outsiders don't know.Take back the vision, Chu night put this matter behind.
Even if she is a place, so what, he and Wu Xiyan are adults, you love me.
He doesn't need to be responsible.
I won't be responsible.
When Wu Xiyan came out, Chu night had already left.
She was the only one left in the empty house.
A sense of desolation surged into his heart. Wu Xili squatted down, buried his face in his knees, and cried again.
I don't know how long it took to cry before she got up and walked out.
A deep look at the Chu night home furnishings, here every object, she is very familiar with, engraved in her heart.
He closed the door gently, took a few steps, looked back again, and finally looked at the villa. In the future, he should not come again.
Turn around and leave.
Lin Xia sleeps, wakes up early, yawns comfortably, and then opens his eyes slowly, just to the smiling eyes of Qin cangxiu.