Chapter 158

Xie Jiana holds her knees and sits in the sofa all night. The mobile phone on the desk rings. It's agent Zhang Yu who calls.

She just numbly looked at the mobile phone constantly shaking, but did not go to answer.

Outside the city full of wind and rain, but here alone to keep a lonely.

Finally, after the mobile phone rang for many times, Xie Jiana dried the tears on her face.

Press the answer button, you can hear Zhang Yu's fiery voice, a burst of bombardment, "I said Miss Xie, you still know how to answer the phone, ah? Where are you dead? It's turning upside down outside. What are you doing? "

"What's the matter?" Xie Jiana said weakly.

"Oh, you don't want to die, Xie Jiana, you're finished!"

Zhang Yu finished and hung up angrily. Xie Jiana was in a trance as she listened to the busy voice on the phone.

She's finished. What do you mean? What's the matter.

From the sofa door up, but found squatting too long, feet are numb, the whole person back on the sofa.

Xie Jiana weakly raised her hand and stroked her forehead. It was only one night, but she was haggard.

It's hard to get to the computer. When Xie turns on the computer, all her negative news is in the picture.

The blood color on the face faded in a second, and the temperature of the whole body subsided at the fastest speed.

She just felt like falling into the ice.

How can it be like this, eyes full of tears, hands shaking moving the mouse, Xie Jiana looked at the picture of their own sobbing.

That's a picture of a girl sitting in a bar when she was a teenager. How could she be turned over.

Her past, those unforgettable past, were all turned out, all of a sudden swept the entire network.

"Ah." Xie Jiana smashed the mouse, holding her head and screaming in pain.

Those memories that she tried her best to forget are all turned out by people now. The scenes that used to be painful are now like movies.

Her mother, who used to be just a waiter in a hotel, was unexpectedly taken in by a rich family. She was occupied by a powerful family. One night later, the hateful man left with a sum of money.

But a month later, her mother found out that she was pregnant, and she was reluctant to give up, so she was born secretly. Therefore, as soon as she was born, she was destined to be an illegitimate daughter without a father and a wild seed in other people's eyes.

The money, her mother did not keep, but donated to charity, just rely on their own hands, painstakingly pull her to grow up.

When she was six years old, her mother married her. She married a man who looked honest but was actually a drug addict.

One month after marriage, the man showed his true face, he began to beat her mother, forced her to sell, made money and then provided her with drugs.

After four years of dark life, her mother finally couldn't stand it and lost her mind.

Her father, a nominal addict, saw that her mother was crazy and was beaten and scolded, saying that her mother could no longer make money for him. So he set his goal on her, who was only ten years old.

Forced her to work to earn money.

She is only ten years old, which is a good age to go to school, but she has to do the most menial work in the winter night, picking up garbage.

How many times did she want to run away with her insane mother, but none of them succeeded. Every time she was caught back.

It was another beating after the capture, but now it was her who was beating, not her mother.

She still remembers the pain of the whip beating her so hard that she can't forget it all her life.

Flesh and blood, she said nothing, all endure down.

Several times, she thought about dying, but she thought about her poor mother. If she died, her mother would have no one to take care of her.

So, she bit her teeth and survived. No matter how dark and hard life was, she endured it.

There is only one motivation to support her to survive, that is, to take her poor mother away with her one day.

Every time after being beaten, she was rushed to work before her injury was healed.

She didn't resist. The man asked her to work and she went, but whenever she recovered, she would run away with her mother again.

Over time, the man also found that it was useless to beat her. With her character, he would only fight more and more stubbornly.

Since then, the man, instead of beating her, beat her mother. As soon as she wanted to run away, he would beat her mother.

He succeeded and grasped her soft threat. She could ignore herself and suffer anything, but she couldn't watch her mother suffer.

For the sake of her mother, she would not run away.

At that time, she vowed that she would not run away with her mother unless she was 100% sure that she could escape.It's been four years.

Her mother is a beautiful woman, so she was attracted by her father who didn't know her identity.

She, on the other hand, bears the beauty of her mother.

At the age of 14, he is a very beautiful woman.

The addict, who had a crush on her beauty, even though she was only fourteen at the time, violated her.

She will never forget that night full of humiliation, it was the nightmare of her life.

That is, from that night on, she changed. She was pure and kind. She was no longer kind. She became gloomy and terrible.

She would often look at the man with a cannibal look, hoping to kill him.

Just, her this kind of unyielding, can only lead to man's beast desire.

How many days and nights she spent in the humiliation of beating.

After about a year of this kind of life, she was sold to a bar and became a stage lady.

She wanted to die, wanted to escape, but was threatened by the man who killed thousands of swords to her mother, obediently committed.

More than two days, in the bar to become someone else's plaything, that is the shame of her life.

Finally one day, she flattered the bar owner. The bar owner showed mercy and asked her to go back to visit her mother.

Of course, the bar owner would not let her go back so safely. She was a cash cow in the bar at that time.

The boss sent a thug to go back with her, only half a day, but she was satisfied.

I haven't seen my mother for more than two years, and I don't know how she is doing, and whether the addict will take good care of her mother.

Back to the dilapidated house, but did not find her mother's figure, people go to the room empty.

After asking the neighbors, I found out that after the addict sold her, he no longer cared about her mother, locked her mother in the house and gave her no food or drink. Finally, her mother was starved to death.

At that time, she felt that the whole world was dark, more than a hundred times as dark as before.

At that time, she was completely awake.

It seems that she is too simple to believe an addict or a villain.

When her mother died, there was no motivation for her to survive, and everything became meaningless.

She thought of death. She died.

However, when she thought of her mother's tragic death and her humiliating life over the years, she had the courage to live.

She wanted to kill that man. He made their mother and daughter suffer from human suffering. He was still alive. Why did she die first.

So she started planning to escape again.

Without the mother's fetters, escape no longer seems out of reach.

That day, she tried her best to take away the soul of a guest, and then made a plan to let the guest take her home.

That is a big guest, his request, the boss naturally dare not from.

So, she was taken away, on the way, she looked for a chance to escape.

Finally escaped the claws, the next few days, she did not dare to appear, can only hide in a small corner, she knew that the bar people must be looking for her everywhere.

Every time she heard the sound of footsteps approaching, she was scared out of sight.

For several days, she did not dare to see anyone. She was alone and had no food to eat. She almost starved to death in the street.

Fortunately, after a few days, she sneaked out, but at that time, she was like a beggar, no one recognized her, and the wind of her escape seemed to have passed.

She began to work, to do the lowest jobs, to solve the most basic living conditions, she began to inquire about the man's news.

But that man, the night before she found him, fought with other gangsters and was killed. His body was in the police station and no one claimed it.

How can he die like this? How can he kill her mother and daughter like dogs? How can he kill her all her life.

She began to twist.

So, she went to the police station to claim the body, risking to be caught again, she went to claim the body, because she was not reconciled, the man died too easily, she wanted him to die restlessly.

After claiming the body, she did not bury the man, but dissected him, and then fed his body to the wild dog.

The first time she did such a thing, she was so scared that her hands were shaking. She could not calm down after shaking for a long time.

She was afraid, but more of a pleasure.

After finishing this, she was really free and became an orphan.

That year, she was eighteen.

The past has happened, irreparable, revenge, she does not want to die, she is only 18 years old, a good life, still a long time.

As a result, she changed her face and became the present Xie Jiana.

She appeared in front of the public with a new identity.

In an accident, she was found by a star scout because of her beautiful face.With the help of the star scout, she took part in the company training, and then made her debut, almost a hit.

Slowly, she had her own savings.

She knows that her past is disgraceful. As a public figure, she can't have an unbearable past.

So she used money to erase the past one by one.

From then on, she is a brand new Xie Jiana, a favorite in the entertainment industry, and no longer the first lady in the bar.

Because of the dark experience of childhood, her thoughts are very vicious, and she is more resourceful than ordinary stars.

She can use all kinds of means, step by step to climb up, or at all costs to trample down the opponent.

In this way, she is in the entertainment industry.

However, no matter how beautiful it is outside, it can't light up her dark heart.

On the surface, she looks pure, kind and easy to get along with.

But only she knows, in fact, her heart is cold, she refused anyone to enter her heart.

Until, she met Qin cangxiu.