Chapter 189

Su nianan came out of the coffee shop slowly, as if there was a big stone in her heart.

Looking at all kinds of cars coming and going, Su nianan suddenly felt very lonely. In a moment, she felt as if her heart could not reach the shore.

As soon as his nose was sour, Su nianan's tears flowed down slowly.

I don't understand why I cry. For a moment, I feel very sad in my heart. It's like a knife cutting its own flesh.

Dragging the decadent steps aimlessly, unconsciously, Su nianan comes to Yan Qiufeng's house.

Su nianan couldn't help but be slightly stunned. He was also very surprised. How could he come here suddenly. Step for a moment, with a slight hesitation, then slowly opened the door.

The door was gently pushed open. Yan Qiufeng's eyes were as deep as the sea. Suddenly, he saw Su nianan's pretty face.

In an instant, the deep eyes were full of tears, just like the stars in the sky.

Yan Qiufeng is slightly stunned for a moment, and then quickly gets up and comes to Su nianan.

"You're back. I'm looking for you everywhere. Where have you been? I haven't found you for nearly a week. I've almost turned over the whole city! "

There is a little blame in Yan Qiufeng's words. I can't help but take Su nianan into my arms.

This strength is very big, as if want to put Su nianan this petite figure into his body.

"You let me go, I'm not OK? Isn't that why I'm back? "

Su nianan immediately felt that her breathing was so difficult, her whole face turned red, and even her neck turned pink.

Yan Qiufeng hesitated for a long time, only to feel his strength may be too big, hurt the arms of Su nianan.

Some panic will slowly release the hand, eyes there are some flash out of light apology.

"Just come back. What shall we do next! And what have you been through recently? Did I kidnap you? Or what's wrong with you? Why can't I find you all of a sudden? "

Yan Qiufeng asked like a barrage of bullets,

Su nianan looks at the man in front of her, and shows such urgent concern for herself.

Deep in my heart, I can't help but have light ripples. Maybe it's because I've been kidnapped.

I need warmth from the bottom of my heart, and it's very easy to be moved.

Su nianan moment don't know how, a will own delicate body close to Yan Qiufeng.

With his slender hands, slowly hugged Yan Qiufeng waist.

And his head just like a kitten, in that broad chest greedy rubbed a rub.

"Don't ask me anything, just hold me quietly..."

Su nianan said faintly, with a little choking in his tone. He tried hard not to let the tears fall down, but the crystal clear tears, hot tears, still very disheartened, drop by drop from his eyes. And fell on his white wrist.

Su nianan slowly closed his eyes, feeling the sour and astringent tears, also feeling the slight heat of tears.

Yan Qiufeng is very clever. Even if he is so strong, how can he not know the pain in Su nianan's heart?

So he didn't ask anything, just hugged Yan'er more tightly.

With his broad hand, just like holding delicate flowers, he carefully put Su nianan's pretty face into his hand.

Deep eyes filled with deep feelings.

Su nianan did not dare to look directly at the deep feeling, his eyes began to intentionally or unintentionally dodge.

Because my heart is very clear, my heart has long been unable to accommodate the man in front of me, once loved to death, no matter how, it is just once.

Now for this deep love and passionate feelings, I really have no happiness.

"Nianan... Let me protect you..."

This sentence is very light, just like a fallen leaf. If you don't listen carefully, you can hardly hear what you are saying.

Yan Qiufeng, but deep in his heart, at this moment is like sitting on a roller coaster.

For the feelings of three years ago, I always had a strong sense of guilt in my heart. If my mother had not strongly opposed it at that time, it would have been me who would have put on the wedding dress for this woman.

However, things are always like this. In fact, Yan Qiufeng has been in his heart for so many years. He always wanted to make up for the faint apology in his heart.

Now this great opportunity is in front of us, how can we be willing to let it go like this?

Silence for a long time, time seems to follow the general static.

I don't know how long it took, Su nianan. Your mood slowly improved a lot.

Struggling, gently pushed away Yan Qiufeng. I don't know when the tears on my face have been dried by the wind.

Jingliang's eyes look at Yan Qiufeng seriously.

"I'm sorry, I can't promise you... I hope you don't mention such things in the future. I haven't seen you for so many years. We can only be friends..."

Su nianan's words are very difficult. Every time he says a word, he seems to have exhausted his whole strength.

But the tone is so determined, the eyes are so firm, because my heart is very clear, now my heart has already been filled by that man.

Even if their marriage is not happy, even if they are ill fated, their heart has long been unable to go back, also has long been unable to get back.

Yan Qiufeng tightly pursed the thin lips of Jun Lang, and the light tears flashed in his eyes.

"Why don't you just tell me you love him?"

Yan Qiufeng firmly said this sentence, although his heart is very painful, pain himself as if to suffocate.

In fact, my heart is not willing to admit defeat. In all aspects, I am no worse than Gao Ruizhou. I really don't want to give up these four or five years of feelings in my heart.

But these days, I really understand what kind of woman Su nianan is

"I'm sorry... I love Gao Ruizhou, even if he may not love me... Even if she may not give me real happiness in her life. But I already have children, he is the father of my children, this is understandable

Su nianan lowered her eyes, thought for a long time or light open mouth, although each spit a word seems to be in his heart hard to draw a knife.

But I am very clear, I must say that after all, long pain is not as good as short pain, Yan Qiufeng is a good man after all, and I don't want to delay him.