After the nurse left, Lin Yan'er's tears fell again and her heart tingled.
How can it become like this, can't walk, can't film, what's the difference between her and the disabled?
God, why are you so cruel to me?
Lin Yan'er hated herself so much that she clenched her fist and pounded her feet directly, as if she wanted to use this method to make her feet feel.
But no matter how she hit her foot, she had no intuition at all, or even felt no pain at all.
It happened that an Jianming came in packing the food. Originally, with smiling eyes, she saw Lin Yan'er beating herself hard. The whole person was shocked. She rushed over, put the outer box on the table, grabbed her hands with both hands, and said anxiously, "Yan'er, what are you doing? How can you hurt yourself like this?"
"An Jianming, I'm a waste man. I can't even walk, let alone act. My whole life will be over. What do you think is the use of my feet? What's the difference between me and not? Anyway, it can't feel it. " Lin Yan'er stares at an Jianming, but her tears are still falling.
"You know it all. Who told you that?" An Jianming hears Lin Yan'er to say so, knowing that she already knows the truth, and asks with a little excitement.
But her hands still cling to her, and dare not let go for a moment. She is afraid that Lin Yan'er will do something to hurt her.
"An Jianming, when do you still want to cheat me? Even if you don't tell me, I can still know this matter. It's my own foot. Don't I know better than anyone else?" Lin Yan'er didn't answer an Jianming's question. Instead, she raised her voice and roared.
"Yan'er, things are not so serious. Now that medicine is so developed, there must be a way. Don't worry too much about it. The most important thing is to keep a good attitude, so as to recover more quickly." An Jianming holds her in his arms and tries to pacify Lin Yan'er.
"Go away, I don't care. I don't want to see you!" Lin Yaner's mood is not pacified, but more and more excited, trying to push him away.
"Yan'er, don't do this. I'll be distressed if you do this." When an Jianming sees Lin Yan'er become like this, he is so distressed that he can't bear it for her.
But fate is so cruel, but it happened to Lin Yan'er, so that her original light, once again dim.
"You go away. I'm a useless man. What are you doing here? Do you want to see my jokes?" Lin Yaner finally pushed him away with all her strength and gave him a slap in the face.
An Jianming didn't expect that Lin Yan'er would slap him and was not angry. Instead, he said with a bitter smile: "if you can make you feel better by beating me, you can hit me heartily, and I won't fight back for many times."
"An Jianming, I say again, I don't want to see you. Get out of here!" Lin Yan'er roars hysterically toward an Jianming.
Just came to visit Lin Menger, opened the door to hear such a roar, the whole person was scared.
Soon she realized what had happened. She immediately went over and whispered to an Jianming, "wait outside first. Don't see my sister for the time being. I will handle it here. Otherwise, she will be more excited when she sees you. This is not conducive to the recovery of her illness and will force her depression out."
"Then Yan'er will be handed over to you." An Jianming sighed with relief when he saw Lin Menger coming. Then he took a deep look at Lin Yan'er. Then he left the VIP ward and walked outside. He did not forget to take the door with him.
"Sister, you are not good, and you are angry again." Lin Menger walked over and said in a relaxed tone.
"Menger, you tell my sister, can't I walk or film in the future?" Lin Yan'er looks at Lin meng'er, as if she has caught the last straw. Her tone is full of expectation and nervousness.
"How? That's just the doctor's hyperbole. Do you remember Wang Yuzhe? Five years ago, he had a car accident. The doctor said that he was neither dead nor disabled. He was still in a coma in his hospital bed for five years. Like a vegetative man, he had to rely on instruments to maintain his life. In the end, the miracle did not happen. With the cooperation of Mengmeng and the doctor, he not only woke up, but also could walk normally. This is a miracle, so You have to believe that this miracle will happen to you Lin meng'er told Lin Yan'er about he Zhiyun's example, hoping to improve her consciousness of living and not to give up her life.
"Even if the miracle happens to me, I can walk like a normal person, but it doesn't mean that I can continue filming. I can't even hang on to Weah. Menger, you know, acting is my life. I can't lose this career. " Lin Yan'er grabs Lin Menger's arm and says in agony.
"Sister, you should take a good rest now, take good care of yourself, and then slowly stand up, so that you may have a chance to return to the entertainment industry and continue to film." Lin Menger saw that Lin Yan'er's mood was a little better, and continued to encourage the way.
"Oh, are you kidding me? How long will it take me to recover completely, one year, two years, ten years or even a lifetime? Even if I can go back then, I'm not young. My talent has already been buried. My fans have forgotten me. Who can remember me? Is it not for me to come back to the entertainment industry Lin Yan'er sneered.The sneer was mixed with endless sadness.
Lin Menger knows that the entertainment industry is cruel. Once he has passed his best age, he will be a star of the past, and he will never be able to go back to the beginning.
"Sister, in addition to the entertainment industry, you can also take other roads. You don't have to be a star." Lin Menger said softly.
"No, I'm going to be a star, a first-line female star, and a movie queen. That's my dream. I don't want my life to end because of this accident, you know? If I don't have this dream, what's the meaning of living? I'd better leave the world, maybe I'll feel better. " Lin Yan'er said, tears blurred her eyes again.
Her heart aches and pains, but no one can understand how she feels now.
"Sister, you can't give up yourself like this. You must cheer up! You still have my father and I, as well as an Jianming who loves you. We all care about you very much. I hope you can live happily and safely. If dad knows that you think so, he will be very heartbroken and sad. Do you want his white haired man to send a black haired one? " Lin Menger tried to comfort him.
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