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Chu Qing laid on the sofa and cried.

Xue Shanshan threw the spatula away and anxiously walked over to hug her, consoling her in a small voice: "Mom, don't cry, I will take good care of you, I definitely won't let you suffer."

Shan Shan, you go beg Feng Yulun, you go beg him, you make your father chase us out, what should I do in the future?

Xue Shanshan's face drained of blood, and her body stiffened instantly.

"Mom, in your heart, I will never be as important as Xue Liangfeng, right?" Today, after getting slapped by Xue Liangfeng, she had already become so swollen that she couldn't watch anymore. Once she returned home, she wouldn't care about smearing medicine, she would first go to the kitchen to cook for Chu Qing.

Now, she complained that she shouldn't have caused her to be kicked out of the Xue Clan.

Shan Shan Shan, Shan Shan, you know, he can't live with me. If you don't want to collect my corpse, then go and beg Feng Yulun. Chu Qing seemed to have found the source of all the problems. As long as Xue Shanshan asked for's forgiveness, Xue Liangfeng would not reject her, so she held Xue Shanshan's hand tightly and looked at her with hope.

Xue Shanshan's hand was being gripped so tightly that she gasped in pain: "Mom, I can't possibly go beg Feng Yulun, his girlfriend has returned, so I don't have any other business. I am his shield anyway, and I just want to reject the shield of Old Lady Feng's blind date, do you think he will still help me?"

"Don't be like this, Shan Shan. You and his child already have one. You said that the couple will be happy for a day. Go beg him to let your father bring us home, okay?" Chu Qing's mental state was obviously too excited. She used more and more strength in her hands, pinching the skin on Xue Shanshan's hands until it had already split open.

"Mother, the Xue Family's surname is Xue and it has nothing to do with us. Whether or not Xue Liangfeng thinks about you, don't you know?" Xue Shanshan raged from the bottom of his heart. All these years, Chu Qing had always been immersed in his own dream and he had never come out, which was why he was able to hurt her time and time again.

"Nonsense! How could he not have me in his heart? He is the man who loves me the most, and he only doesn't dare show it because of his mother. Shan Shan, believe me, your father cares about us. "

It was as if he wanted to convince Xue Shanshan, and also as if he wanted to convince himself, Chu Qing repeated his words again and again, "He cares about us, he definitely will."

"Mom, you're tired today. Why don't you go back to your room to rest? I'll prepare some food for you to eat, okay?" With regards to Xue Liangfeng, their discussion had never come to an end, and every time, it would end with Xue Shanshan losing. This time too, she did not want to tangle with this problem, she only wanted to comfort him a little and let him return to normal. If this continued, there would definitely be a problem.

If something happened to her mother at this moment, she would really be alone.

"Mom, let me help you enter."

Xue Shanshan helped Chu Qing into his own room, then placed her on the bed and covered her with a blanket. "Rest for a bit, you can wake up and everything will be fine. "Don't worry, I'll be there forever."

"Shan Shan, will you always be by my side?" Just as Xue Shanshan was about to stand up, Chu Qing suddenly grabbed her hand and asked sadly.

"Mom, I will always be here." Xue Shanshan patted Chu Qing's shoulders and only walked out of the room after he had coaxed her to sleep.

Picking up the pillow that Chu Qing had thrown on the ground a moment ago, Xue Shanshan collapsed onto the sofa.

Everything that she had experienced today was so deadly that it was impossible to do anything about it. She was like a duckweed floating on the vast ocean, unable to find a hint of belonging.

Feng Yulun didn't want her, Xue Liangfeng didn't want her. Even Chu Qing was only thinking about Xue Liangfeng and didn't take her to heart at all.

"I am indeed a scourge." At school, they all said she was a bitch, a disaster, a bastard no one wanted.

As expected, no one wanted to buy it.

Out of the vague warmth of adolescence, there seemed nothing to hold on to.

"Xue Shanshan, what should we do?"

There was no work, no marriage, not even a so-called family.

How would the following days begin and continue?

Firstly, she must have built a house, so she shouldn't linger around Yu Feifei's place forever. It was fine for her to live here by herself, but it would be a bit inconvenient for her to bring Chu Qing along.

Xue Shanshan crawled up and used his phone to open 58 houses in the same city. He also didn't have any requirements on the region, as long as it was a bit cheaper, it would be fine.

She did not have much money left. When she was with Feng Yulun, Feng Yulun had given her a card, but until now, she had not used it. When the time came, she would return the card.

Then the amount of money she had on hand was pitifully small.

"The cost of the house is 1,200 yuan per month, and once it is delivered every three months, that is 3,600 yuan. Adding the water and electricity charges, that is around 5,000 yuan. Adding on the living expenses, the other expenses would amount to at least around seventy thousand dollars. "

Xue Shanshan held the phone, and silently calculated the amount.

The cost of spending a year with her mother would be at least 70,000 yuan, and that was without any accidents. If someone was sick or something, then they wouldn't be in a state of mind at all.

"I still have over 300,000 yuan, so I can live on it for a year. After I build a house, I'll go find a job. It should be enough."

After making some rough plans, Xue Shanshan called the owner and asked him to go see the house tomorrow. He even asked for several houses, all of which had roughly the same rent.

She looked at the time. It was eight o'clock in the evening, and she didn't want to turn on the light, so the whole room was dark except for the light coming through the windowsill, speckling the floor with its mottled shadows.

When Chu Qing went to work when she was young, he locked her up at home. Her greatest interest was to put out all kinds of animal shadows under this kind of light, and then chat with himself.

If she was tired, she would lie on the ground and fall asleep on the cold floor.

Sometimes, he would wake up in bed while Chu Qing cooked in the kitchen.

Sometimes, when he woke up, he would still be on the ground and Chu Qing had not come back yet.

So she sat up and waited until she was sober before continuing to play.

This habit only slowly changed when she was about 15 or 16 years old.

He had already known Yu Feifei at that time, and Yu Feifei asked her how she could have such a boring hobby.

It didn't matter what she had said back then.

Actually, this was the only way for her to amuse herself. Other than this, there was nothing else she could do.