Yet life had played such a big joke on him.
His respected big brother was currently allying with his first love to deal with him. This kind of blow should be very heavy, if he wasn't willing to say it, Xue Shanshan thought, no one would be able to see through it.
He had always kept himself hidden too deeply, always shouldering everything by himself, never willing to show weakness. From beginning to end, he had always been like this, unwilling to let others worry.
"If you're sad, you can tell me."
Xue Shanshan's voice was very light, his eyes looking forward.
"Xue Shanshan, I'm not sad."
After these words, Feng Yulun did not say anything, nor did he move. He laid inside the chair, quiet as a child.
When they arrived at Nan Mingshan's villa, Feng Yulun got off the car and said goodbye to Xue Shanshan: "Be careful driving." He had originally planned to keep Xue Shanshan here for the night, but now, no one was in the mood to do so.
Xue Shanshan waved and turned to head down the mountain.
As Feng Yulun stood at the door, he suddenly thought of the child that did not stay back previously. He did not know if he was in heaven or not.
He looked up at the sky and realized that the night sky was exceptionally bright, especially far away.
Sighing, he opened the door and walked in. There were bottles of wine on the coffee table in the living room, as well as on the dining table. In the corridor, one slipper had fallen to the ground floor, while the other was on the second floor.
That was Shen Qingsi's shoes.
Feng Yulun paused, and just as he was about to step into the door and pull back his leg, a loud sound came from upstairs, stopping him.
He thought for a moment, then closed the door and walked upstairs.
His room was on the third floor. The moment Shen Qingsi returned, she had been living with him the entire time.
These days, it was truly as if they had returned to their first love. They wished that they could be together at all times. Who would have thought that this sweetness was just a cannonball wrapped in sugar, waiting for the time to come when it would explode and leave no corpse behind?
Feng Yulun opened the door to his bedroom. Shen Qingsi was lying on the ground in a sorry state, with an antique vase broken beside him.
Pieces of porcelain were dropped all over the place, some of them even stabbed into Shen Qingsi's skin and left behind scars.
"A Yu, A Yu, don't leave me." Lying on the ground, Shen Qingsi had long been drunk, but his mouth was still unconsciously shouting Feng Yulun's name, as if he was in great pain.
Feng Yulun had told her the day before yesterday to leave this villa. He would find a place for her to stay and even if she told him to buy her another house, he would agree.
He actually didn't want to see her, because after so many years of loving her, she had long since changed. Her memories and his love were no longer the same, and she was no longer the same passerby.
Even he foolishly thought that she came back to him because she really liked him, so he let go of his heart to accept her. He didn't even mention a single word about her past, and this was the best proof of his love for her.
But in the end, she had still disappointed him.
Looking at Shen Qingsi who was in such a sorry state, all of the things that Feng Yulun wanted to say were choked up in his heart and he couldn't say a single word.
How could he not see that she wanted him to feel sorry for her, wanted him to pity her and keep her.
In his heart, he was truly beginning to wonder if she had truly become like this because of what he had done.
's reason and wisdom did not seem to have any effect on her.
Feng Yulun crouched down and carried Shen Qingsi back to the bed. He even covered her with a blanket and only then did the drunk Shen Qingsi open his eyes slowly, filled with confusion.
"You're awake." Feng Yulun said indifferently, and increased the distance between him and Shen Qingsi.
Shen Qingsi finally saw the man in front of him, and immediately threw himself into Feng Yulun's embrace. Ignoring his rejection, he hugged's waist and started crying: "A Yu, A Yu, I didn't do it on purpose, he forced me to do it, if I didn't do it, he would have locked me up, beaten me up, didn't give me food to eat, he tortured me, it's because you like me, he can't let me see you, so he wanted to pull me into the water. A Yu, I was forced by him, how could I treat you like this, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have gone to the United States three years ago. What can I do, what can I do, I can only go with him! " Shen Qingsi said as he cried. He cried until his heart went out of his chest.
Feng Yulun lowered his head, looked at the sad woman in front of him, and an inexplicable sense of guilt began to rise in his heart. It didn't matter if what he said was true or not, it was indeed because of him that she had become like this.
No matter why he had gone to America, she had come back for him.
If he hadn't been willing to keep her by his side, she wouldn't have plotted with Feng Qian. If he hadn't given her the job, she wouldn't have been able to get the documents.
Then, in the end, everything would not turn out like this.
Feng Qian was still Feng Qian, and Shen Qingsi was still Shen Qingsi?
shook his head, removed Shen Qingsi's hands, put her down, then said to her: "This villa is for you, you can do whatever you want with the company. Everyone outside knows about the relationship between you and me, so you probably won't encounter any trouble. Shen Qingsi, this is all I can help you with, if you ask me more, I really won't be able to give it to you."
He stood up and turned around, ready to leave.
"Feng Yulun!"
Shen Qingsi crawled up, and shouted his name with all his might.
Feng Yulun paused for a moment. In the end, he did not turn back and left.
From upstairs came the sounds of something being smashed, Shen Qingsi's crying and Shen Qingsi's pleading. But Feng Yulun did not turn back.
No matter what, she was a woman who was related to Feng Qian, he did not wish for her to have any conflicts with him anymore. In the end, no matter what Feng Qian did, he still had some expectations for him.
After all, he was his older brother, someone he had treated as his closest kin since he was young.
After finding the car keys, Feng Yulun drove to the garage and went down the mountain. He didn't know where he was going along the way, he couldn't go to the Old Hall, and he couldn't let Xue Shanshan see him like this either. He didn't want to worry her, she still had to work tomorrow.
Where else can you go, cool night wind, blowing people's hearts gradually cold, sadness for no reason.
"Mo Yifan, you came out to drink when you weren't asleep." He gave Mo Yifan a call. This brother didn't seem to have contacted him for a long time, it seemed.
"What, you quarreled with Xue Shanshan, and you actually told me to drink?"
"I'm waiting for you."
Feng Yulun laughed and hung up.