Shen Qingsi was silent again for a moment, and then said: "I don't know."
Xue Shanshan, "..."
Shen Qingsi laughed bitterly: "My brain is a mess right now, sometimes I can't even think with the least bit of logic. I guess you must be having a good time traveling with A Yu and meeting me who's down and out. "Are you too excited to sleep tonight?"
Xue Shanshan frowned, and looked at Shen Qingsi with probing eyes.
Even though she had judged early in the morning that Shen Qingsi was not doing well abroad, being bad was not something that would affect his thinking.
Was she like this?
Xue Shanshan hesitated for a long time. Just as he was about to ask a question, Feng Yulun coincidentally returned at this time. He was first stunned when he saw Shen Qingsi, then his gaze paused on Shen Qingsi's body for a moment.
"Why are you here?" Feng Yulun's voice was ice-cold, and not a single ripple of emotion could be detected.
Shen Qingsi also stood there, but her eyes were covered by a layer of mist. But he had no idea how much effort it took for her to suppress the urge to take his arm and cry.
She knew he didn't like it. After that she added to his disgust.
Just as she wanted to speak up, Feng Yulun's ice-cold voice rang out. "Don't look at me with that kind of expression, I feel disgusted."
Shen Qingsi smiled bitterly as he lowered his head and tried his best to hide the expression on his face. Since he didn't like it, she didn't want him to see it. "In the hospital, of course," she said.
She had imagined countless times that they would meet again, but she had never imagined that reality would be like this.
Only now did Feng Yulun notice the diagnosis certificate in Shen Qingsi's hands. He slightly frowned, and after a moment, said: "What did you say to Shan Shan just now?"
Xue Shanshan, who was sitting on the long chair, fiercely raised his eyebrows.
"Chat." Shen Qingsi replied.
Feng Yulun looked at her, as if asking for confirmation. Xue Shanshan nodded after thinking for a while.
Feng Yulun looked at her as his cold voice gradually warmed up, "Shan Shan, let's go back." With that, Feng Yulun pulled her up.
Xue Shanshan did not expect that Feng Yulun's reaction would be so cold when he saw Shen Qingsi again. Since Feng Yulun had already let her go, then there was even less reason for her to waste time with Shen Qingsi here.
Seeing the background that he had left, Shen Qingsi almost blurted out, "A Yu, is this how you reacted when you saw me?"
Hearing her voice, Feng Yulun slowly turned around, and her cold gaze landed on Shen Qingsi: "What kind of reaction do you think I should have?"
How many times had she lied to him? Should he go up to hug her and ask her if she was okay?
He had sent her abroad because he did not want to see her again.
Shen Qingsi choked on Feng Yulun's words, she lowered her head, bit her lips, and hesitated for a long time before finally saying: "During this time … "I really miss you …"
The light in Feng Yulun's eyes flickered slightly. "What does it have to do with me?"
When Shen Qingsi raised his head again, tears were already streaming down his cheeks, "I want you to know … "I want to let you know …"
They had finally met by chance. She wanted to let him know that she had always been thinking about her …
She thought about him almost every day, about the good old days between them, about the scenes of their meeting. When she saw Xue Shanshan, she had predicted that Feng Yulun might be here, and the facts proved that she was right. But when Feng Yulun looked at him, that cold gaze made her heart feel as if it was submerged in ice water. She had been able to suppress her emotions at first, but when she saw that he was about to leave, the pain of losing him overwhelmed her.
Perhaps this time she would never see her again.
Feng Yulun frowned slightly as his fingertips trembled.
Xue Shanshan's gaze was always on Wind and Rain Road, and she saw his abnormality with her keen senses. She then looked at Shen Qingsi. This kind of delicate and touching woman was crying in front of her.
"Have you cried enough?" Feng Yulun's voice sounded, and it was ice-cold as usual.
Shen Qingsi's eyes were already filled with tears. She was originally thin and petite, and in this period of time, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight. She was standing in the empty corridor, and there was a heart-wrenching magic to her.
"A Yu... Forgive me... Everything that happened before was my fault, I already know that I was wrong … I've already paid the price... "Can you forgive me …" Shen Qingsi choked up.
Feng Yulun looked at her and snorted, saying coldly, "Shan Shan, let's go. Let her act here alone. " After he finished speaking, he turned around and pulled Xue Shanshan away with large strides.
Feng Yulun's cold and heartless treatment of Shen Qingsi had far surpassed her imagination. After they left the hospital, they took a taxi back. The air pressure in the entire carriage was extremely low, and even the driver was trembling from the pressure. Xue Shanshan sneaked a glance at the cold Feng Yulun.
He had just met Shen Qingsi, so his emotions were inevitably affected. He used to care about Shen Qingsi, but he was also tricked by him into making a fool out of himself.
Xue Shanshan secretly sighed, why would they meet Shen Qingsi on the journey?
"What are you looking at?" Feng Yulun detected Xue Shanshan's gaze and asked. He didn't seem to have recovered yet, and there was a hint of coldness in his voice.
"I can't tell you the truth about that." Xue Shanshan replied truthfully.
She couldn't exactly tell Feng Yulun that she was worried that he was coming back to disrupt their lives, worried that he was still thinking about Shen Qingsi.
On the other hand, Feng Yulun's expression softened as she spoke honestly, "Don't worry, the thing you're worried about will not happen."
Xue Shanshan nodded his head, but he was still a little worried. She thought for a bit, then gave Feng Yulun a probing look: "Shen Qingsi doesn't seem to be doing very well lately."
Feng Yulun raised his eyebrows, and looked at her with an extremely penetrating gaze, as if he was trying to see through her little thoughts. "Shan Shan, you're actually testing me."
Xue Shanshan, whose face had been seen through, quietly shifted his gaze to the window. Looking at the bustling night scene in Paris, he said, "The night here is so beautiful."
Feng Yulun reached out his hand, pulled Xue Shanshan's chin over and made Xue Shanshan look at him: "Shan Shan, you should believe in me. If I still care about Shen Qingsi, I won't travel with you. "
She looked at Feng Yulun, hesitating for a moment, before nodding her head.
It was after nine o'clock when the two of them returned from the hospital. The closing sign was already hung at the entrance of the coffee shop. There was still a dim light shining in the entire coffee shop.
When Xue Shanshan just opened the door and saw a living person in front of her, she was so shocked that she almost cried out.
"It's already so late, why haven't you gotten off work yet?" Xue Shanshan asked.
Lin Yue lowered his head and softly explained: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to burn you …"
The corner of Xue Shanshan's eyes twitched: "You waited so late just to tell me this?"
Lin Yue raised his head and looked at her with his innocent eyes, then heavily nodded.
At that time, only when her mind was wandering did she accidentally hurt Xue Shanshan. Although she didn't say anything at that time, Xue Shanshan was her boss after all, so she felt that it was necessary for her to apologize.
Xue Shanshan's eyes were already twitching powerlessly, did he really need to be so stubborn? She could apologize to her whenever she wanted to when she went to work tomorrow. Furthermore, she didn't blame him back then. There was no need for her to be so serious …
"I know you didn't mean to, and it's getting late. You can go back to school first. " Xue Shanshan said.
Lin Yue had personally heard Xue Shanshan say that he did not blame her, so she heaved a sigh of relief and took a taxi back to school.
She watched as Lin Yue left and sighed. How could this girl be so foolish …
Just as Xue Shanshan was about to go upstairs, she faintly felt a chilly gaze from behind her. She followed his gaze and indeed, she saw Feng Yulun looking at her with dissatisfaction.
"What's wrong? "I remember that you were fine when you rented it, why are you so angry now?" Xue Shanshan asked doubtfully. In such a short period of time, she didn't seem to have done anything to make him angry …
Feng Yulun's voice was obviously pinched, "She hurt your hand, and you're going to forgive her that much?"
He knew that his thinking was childish, but he just didn't like it.
What else could she do? To scold Lin Yue? Or take the hot coffee and burn it back?