Chapter 186

"But Xuejie, he certainly won't agree..."

She was dejected, with endless loneliness on her little face.

"If you don't tell him, how do you know he doesn't agree? It's related to your life. Even if he doesn't agree, you have to fight for it, don't you?"

Shu can is angry at her retreat.

Qiuye suddenly raised her head. Her bright eyes were full of strong determination. Shu can said something in her heart, which is related to her whole life!

Yeah! Her whole life! To her, he is just a passer-by who stays for a short time, just like a bird high above and a fish low in the dust. After all, he is a person of two worlds. One day, he will be like a stranger.

Now everything is just a mirage.

So, for herself, for her future, no matter what, she should strive for, shouldn't she? When did she become so indecisive and unprincipled?

When thinking like this, she couldn't help but seriously say to Shu can,

"Sister, I know what to do!"

Shu can didn't say anything more, just gave her a cheering look. As an outsider, she saw it most thoroughly. She knew that the little woman in front of her had long been occupied, and she knew that she and he would not have a future, so she didn't want the girl she loved to lose her heart and future.

After returning in the evening, she took out those materials and looked at them carefully. When she looked at them, she began to fantasize about what life would be like if she went to study in virtual country.

Then there was a deeper sigh. She looked at the time. It was more than ten o'clock. He hasn't come yet. Is he not coming today? He now spends the night with her almost every day. Apart from the contract, they are more like cohabiting couples.

Waiting for him every day has become her habit, but she always strictly abides by her duty as a mistress. She never calls and asks him if he wants to come. She goes to bed before she can wait for him.

But today, it seems a little different. If he doesn't come today, she is bound to wait until tomorrow night. She doesn't have so much time. Her mentor only gave her a week.

After taking the cell phone, she hesitated to dial his phone. His voice was very noisy. He seemed to be attending some cocktail party. He seemed surprised to hear her voice.

She hesitated and asked,

"Are you... Coming back tonight?"

"There's something else on my side. It won't be over if it's over late!"

He said faintly, his voice as clear as being soaked in water.

"Oh..."

She was a little disappointed.

"What's up?"

He noticed something wrong with her. She seldom called him to ask about his whereabouts.

"Well... Nothing wrong? Wait until you have time!"

She gave a random answer and decided to hang up.

He seems to be reluctant,

"Can't you say it now?"

"I'd better wait until you come!"

She thought for a moment or said. How can this matter be said on the phone? It needs to be discussed calmly.

He hung up without saying anything. She watched TV again and planned to wash and sleep. As soon as she got up, she heard a noise outside the door. Her heart jumped suddenly, and then looked back nervously at the information on the tea table.

Then I saw him enter the door. He was wearing a tailored dark gray suit, exquisite workmanship, exquisite fabrics, and neat short hair. It seemed that he had just come from the banquet.

She suddenly felt a little guilty. If he knew that he came in a hurry to listen to her about it, would he be angry enough to vomit blood.

He looked at her while changing his shoes,

"Going to sleep?"

"Well..."

She bowed her head and answered. Then she went to take his coat and hung it in the wardrobe.

When he came out, he had sat down on the sofa and was reading the information in his hand. She heard her heart beating wildly. She took a deep breath and walked slowly over.

As soon as I sat down opposite him, I heard a "pop",

"What is this?"

He threw the information on the tea table and asked coldly. There was already displeasure in his voice,

She trembled, lowered her eyes, dared not look at him, and began to speak with difficulty,

"The school... There are places to study in virtual country this semester. The teacher recommends... I go..."

In the last two words, her voice was too low. She could feel that his terrible sight was tightly entangled with herself, wrapped around her neck like thick seaweed, making her suffocate.

She bowed her head. He was silent. There are repressive molecules flowing in the air.

He spoke slowly after half a ring, but his tone was very cold,

"Lin Qiuye, are you too naive? I spent 100 million on you for four years, and you will go abroad for another year?"

She suddenly raised her head, her little face full of pleading and pain,

"Sorry, I know I'm asking too much, but Zhuang, this is a precious opportunity. I don't want to miss it!"

"A valuable opportunity?"

He snorted coldly,

"It's not easy to study in virtual country. I can arrange you to study in virtual country at any time after graduation!"

"After graduation? No..."

Autumn leaves murmured, then looked at him in horror and shook his head.

She deeply knows that if he arranges himself to study in virtual country again after graduation, she can't have no communication with him. She doesn't want to entangle with him outside these four years. Why does he say such words? Does he want to imprison her all her life?

"No?"

He leaned on the sofa with his slender legs overlapping. His eyes were dark and stained with a thin anger. In a trance, she saw his curved thin lips slightly open,

"In that case, I don't agree unless

He suddenly leaned close to her. She felt the cold coming on her face. It was so cold that she shivered. His cold voice sounded in her ears,

"Unless... The contract is extended for another year!"

She suddenly lost her voice, as if she couldn't react to the meaning of his words. She sat there staring at him, her eyes full of confusion.

Half a ring, her expression became very painful,

"No --!"

She suddenly gave a shrill cry, and then her little body slipped from the sofa and fell powerlessly to the ground.

No! No! She would rather not go to the virtual country this time than allow the deadline to be extended for another year!

He was so angry at her rejection that he waved angrily and pinched her chin, as if to crush her bones,

"Lin Qiuye, is it so painful to be with me? Is it so unbearable to extend it for another year?"

Tears slipped down her pale face and fell between his fingers. She shook her head carelessly, but released every word.

No! Zhuang Shili, you are wrong! Wrong!

Why don't I want to be with you? I even want to be with you all my life! I want to be with you every minute! But this is just what I want!

So Zhuang Shili, if I have to separate from you sooner or later, it's better to have a long pain than a short pain. Why don't you make my pain lighter and let me get rid of it earlier and start healing earlier.

She cried silently, and the despair and sadness in her heart were about to devour her.

She knew that she had fallen too deep. Unlike his other women, she could play casually, or give her a lot of material wealth after breaking up.

Who said, if you love, please love deeply, one person all your life!

And she is the woman mentioned in this sentence. If she loves, she will live a lifetime. She can't put it down and forget it. The deeper she loves, the deeper the pain.

Entangled with him for another year, she didn't know whether she had the courage to bear it again. She just wanted to leave naturally when she wasn't weak enough, and then find an unknown corner to lick the wound alone.

Maybe she will meet someone in the future, marry him and have children, and then grow old all her life, love and kindness, but the person at the bottom of her heart is always him, only him.

He looked down at her and burst into tears, suddenly smiled gently, and then stretched out his thick fingers to wipe the tears from her cheeks,

"My autumn leaf, give up your naive idea!"

Then he got up and walked away without looking back, leaving a heartbreaking smell in the room. Qiuye sat on the ground and lay on the sofa, sobbing silently, but he couldn't shed a tear any more.

Sorrow is greater than death of heart. It's just what she is like now. If there is no hope, it means despair.

The next day, she decided to go to school and return the materials to the teacher. Anyway, there was no hope. Putting it next to her every day made her more sad.

But my heart is always like a crack. It hurts anyway.

The counselor looked at her regretfully,

"Autumn leaf, it's not the deadline yet..."

"Teacher, I'd better leave the opportunity to other students!"

She abruptly interrupted the counselor and hurried out with her mouth covered.

I always thought I didn't care much. It turned out that she thought she was too strong.

Since the unhappy separation that night, he never came to her again, not even a phone call and text message, for three days.