Han Li can't refuse, such a state makes her whole body nervous and sleepless, so she can only lean back on his arms quietly. The pleasant smell comes to her nose, which really makes her warm.
All of a sudden, a deep and attractive voice echoed in Han Li's ear like the clear spring flowing in the mountain stream, stimulating her eardrum to tremble.
"Lili, you promised me!" With a hint of supplication.
Han Li can't help shivering. Her enlarged eyes can't hide her uneasiness and confusion. She seems to guess something.
"Lili, what you said will accompany me to have a good life and give us a child."
"Child" two words are all stimulating Han Li's heart, a stabbing pain.
Before she tried every means to delay, Mingming married for such a long time, until now they have no relationship, Lu Xicheng has not forced her.
She did promise him to give him a child and live with him. But now how can she accept Lu Xicheng? She loves another man from the bottom of her heart, but now she sleeps with her husband whom she doesn't love.
Morality and the heart of the share of uncontrollable love torture her about to collapse.
Han Li has been silent, did not respond to Lu Xicheng's words, at the moment she only felt a huge stone in her heart, let her gasp.
Lu Xicheng is in his state now. She knows very well that he wants her.
Looking at Han Li's silence, Lu Xicheng didn't continue to say anything. His calm look seemed to be waiting for his answer.
Suddenly quiet space, seems to be able to hear each other's heart beating sound, and Han Li's heartbeat may be because of tension become rapid.
And now every second is torturing Han Li, hands constantly tightening, completely do not know what to do next?
But I don't know how long later, a low and desolate voice came from my head, "Lili, are you thinking about how to refuse me again?"
The tone of speech is still so mild, with a faint smile, but it seems to be satirizing something.
Words fall, Han Li can't help shivering, heart constantly tightening, heart really hard, very depressed, tired, just feel that he is about to gasp.
She didn't know how to respond to him. Only Lu Xicheng said with a sneer, "Lili, do you feel uneasy when you are with me? Now I can't even touch my wife. I think my husband has failed. What can't satisfy you? Now tell me, I can change it
Until you are satisfied. "
Such a low voice, but let Han Li feel pressure and guilt, where is wrong with him.
After a long time, Han Li said slowly, "sorry, Xicheng! You are very good, you are really good, but now I suddenly feel that I... Don't deserve you
Finally, the voice became very weak, but even so, the man on one side still heard clearly.
Han Li didn't dare to look up at him. She didn't know what his expression was at the moment.
"Now Lili, you still say that to me. That's why you refuse me?"
At this moment, Han Li really felt that her nerve was about to be crushed. "I'm sorry for Xicheng..." besides I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what else can she say.
Every time I want to refuse him, and he put all the things showdown, but at this time, full of guilt and uneasiness, let her say nothing.
Mingming is married to another woman, but she still thinks about her ex husband. Sometimes she feels disgusted and disgusting. She doesn't deserve Lu Xicheng's kindness.
No matter he really regarded her as another person, she still had no reason to blame him.
Now her mind and body have been completely derailed.
Such a strange and quiet atmosphere made her feel uncomfortable and depressed. She didn't know how long this situation could last.
"Xicheng, I'm really suffering now!"
When the words fell, Lu Xicheng opened his mouth directly and said, "because of Mu yejiu!" There was a faint tone of anger.
This name is stinging Han Li's heart, and the nerve cells all over her body seem to be shaking.
She didn't answer, because she didn't know how to answer. It was impossible to deny, let alone to be sure.
Originally thought that Lu Xicheng would continue to question her, but at last only heard a sarcastic sneer, so desolate.
"Lili, why is it so difficult to enter your heart? Should I really reflect on whether I really have any problems? "
This kind of answer is even more tormenting to her. If she questions herself angrily and insults herself, she can accept it completely. Even at this stage, she really has a showdown.
But now he's blaming himself, which makes Han Li depressed.
Slowly side head, lift eyes looking at Lu Xicheng, that gentle and enchanting handsome beauty face, that pair of good-looking Phoenix eyes in the flow of a sad color, such a look mercilessly stab Han Li, let her heart feel guilty.
She didn't want to. She didn't really want to hurt him like that.
"I'm sorry, Xicheng, you're really good, I didn't..." just as Han Li continued to say something, Lu Xicheng suddenly reached out and put his index finger between her lips to stop her from saying it.
"Needless to say, I know it's very late. Rest early and good night."
With that, Lu Xicheng directly released Han Li, lying on the other side of the bed, quietly closed his eyes, and the distance between them was tens of centimeters.
And the sudden disappearance of the temperature, let Han Li for a long time did not slow down, Zheng Zheng looked at the quiet face.
Just as he closed his eyes, he felt as if he had fallen asleep.
At the moment, she still kept the initial movement, looking at him sideways. This cold distance should have made her feel safe, but now her heart is only depressed and painful, and the pain is severe.
Slowly closed his eyes, two drops of crystal tears hanging in the corner of the eye, but do not know what she left because of the tears.
This night, sleepless all night, but she always lay quietly, dare not move.
The next day.
When Han Li woke up, the big bed was empty.
But she didn't think much about it. She lifted the quilt and got up slowly. She put it on and washed her teeth. Looking at the haggard face in the mirror, she had black bags under her eyes and obvious circles under her eyes. Now she is really decadent, as if she has no interest in doing anything. She just wants to be in a trance quietly, and when she empties everything, she doesn't have to think about anything any more. Her head is blank. At that time, she feels calm and calm.