"Si Tong, what happened? Why is the door so noisy? "
Gu Chuxiu, who was sleeping, slowly opened his eyes after hearing the quarrel at the door. He turned to the door.
"Chu Xiu, it's nothing. It's just an insignificant person. I'll drive her away immediately. If you're tired, you can continue to rest."
Chen Sitong quickly blocks in front of Jianxi and doesn't want Gu Chuxiu to see her.
Because Jianxi was behind Chen Sitong, Gu Chuxiu didn't see him, his amber eyes were dark. Just as he turned away to have a rest, a familiar voice came out, "Chuxiu, it's me!"
Familiar sounds come into the ear. Gu Chuxiu's body immediately froze. He slowly turned around and looked at the source of the sound. When he saw Jianxi's figure, his emotion was uncontrollable.
"Xiao Xi Xiaoxi, you are here at last. "
Gu Chuxiu forced himself to sit up. Because he didn't eat or drink for a few days, he was so weak that he lost a lot of weight. He was thin, and now he looked even weaker.
Looking at his pale face and decadent spirit, Jianxi's eyes turned red instantly. She only felt that her heart was like a knife inserted into it, bleeding with pain. She didn't expect that Gu Chuxiu would torture herself like this because of her refusal.
"Chu Xiu..."
Jianxi reaches out her hand and touches Gu Chuxiu's face. Looking at him like this because of himself, Jianxi feels unspeakable guilt. How she hopes Gu Chuxiu can forget her.
"Chuxiu, how are you? I've heard that you haven't been eating or drinking these days. How can you be so stupid? You still have injuries. If... "
Then Jane Xi didn't go on, but the overflowing heartache in her beautiful eyes was not pretended.
Feeling his concern, Gu Chuxiu touched his hand on his face and raised a smile on his pale face. "If I don't do this, how can you appear in front of me? Xiao Xi, do you know how much I've been suffering these days? I really miss you... "
Gu Chuxiu holds Jianxi's hand tightly. This time, he doesn't want to let go.
At the beginning, he was gambling on hunger strike. He was gambling on Jianxi, and he cared about him in his heart. He will certainly appear in front of him, now he succeeded, he finally achieved his wish to see Jianxi.
At that time, he was thinking that if he won the bet, he would meet Jianxi as he wished. If he lost the bet, he would die like this. If he really lost Jianxi, it would be more painful than letting him die.
"Chu Xiu, it's not worth your tormenting yourself for me. I'm not worth your loving me at all."
Jianxi looks at Gu Chuxiu with a distressed face and sees that he has become like this because of himself. Her heart is full of heartache and guilt, she put Gu Chuxiu also become like this.
"No! You deserve it! You are the most worthy of my love in the world! Xiaoxi, I can't walk into other people except you in my heart any more. Don't leave me any more. Will you stay with me and let me make up for the vacancy between us for ten years? "
Gu Chuxiu holds Jianxi's hand tightly, and his amber eyes are filled with a look of prayer.
Chen Sitong stood at the door, looking at Gu Chuxiu in the face of Jianxi, that pair of affectionate eyes, her heart is full of jealousy. Gu Chuxiu looks like a gentle man. In fact, he is colder than anyone. He is very gentle to her, but there is never any emotion in his eyes.
But when he faced Jianxi, he seemed to be a different person. All his tenderness was given to Jianxi. In his heart, no one could go in except Jianxi.
She really didn't know what she was holding on to. She has been in love with him for ten years. Even if she is an iceberg, it should melt. What should she do to make him look at her more!
Looking at Gu Chuxiu's begging eyes, Jianxi's nose is sour. She really doesn't want to refuse him, but it's already impossible between them.
Jianxi took back her hand. She looked away in a panic and didn't dare to look into his eyes. "Chuxiu, let's not discuss this now, OK? You haven't eaten or drunk for days and nights. I'm really worried. You have something to eat first. "
Jianxi brings her porridge. She puts it in front of Gu Chuxiu and helps him with porridge.
She didn't dare to say no to him at this time. She only hoped that he would do well. Don't be sad for her any more.
Without getting Jianxi's response, Gu Chuxiu's loss in his eyes flashes away. He thinks that Jianxi has figured out how to be with him this time.
But it doesn't matter, since she came to him. It proved that she had him in her heart. As long as he continued to work hard, he believed that Jianxi would come back to him.
Think of here, Gu Chuxiu face again raised a smile, he looked at Jianxi brought porridge, "this porridge is you cook?"
"Yes, I got up early this morning to cook this porridge specially for you. You must drink all of it in a moment. You are not allowed to have any left. Do you hear me?"Jianxi looked at Gu Chuxiu and said half jokingly.
"Good! I'll drink all you do. " Hear is Jianxi cooked porridge, Gu Chuxiu face with a happy smile, this is Jianxi specially cooked porridge for him.
Gu Chuxiu sat up with some difficulty. He didn't eat for a few days. He didn't have any energy in his whole body. Even he had some difficulties in doing it himself.
"I'll help you up." Jianxi goes to Gu Chuxiu and slowly lifts him up. In order to make him comfortable, she also put a cushion behind her.
"Xiao Xi, do you think I'm useless? I want you to help me with this. "
Seeing that he had to be taken care of, Gu Chuxiu laughed at himself and looked down upon himself.
"No! You are just a little weak now. Don't think about yourself like that, Chu Xiu. You are always the best in my heart
In his heart. Gu Chuxiu is always the best. How can she feel that he is useless.
"But I..."
"Chu Xiu, you don't want to think, you are always the best in my heart! People" don't want to let Gu Chu Xiu think, Jianxi mouth interrupted him.
"Let's have some porridge first. How can you have strength if you don't eat? I'm sorry for you like this."
Jianxi hands the porridge to Gu Chuxiu and smiles.
Gu Chuxiu smiles. He reaches out his hand and takes it. If it's food that someone else gives him, he won't eat it. But now the person who gives him food is Jianxi, and she makes it herself, which makes Gu Chuxiu refuse.
And Xiao Xi's psychology is to care about him, he how willing to die like this.