Chapter 185

That is a kind of eyes that can only be owned after experiencing irreparable heartbreak, complete disappointment and despair.

During the period when Feng Zeyang just left, she once suffered from extremely serious depression. Her life was very difficult, especially in a helpless foreign country.

At the thought of those days, Zhang Mulin's heart could not help shaking. When she wanted to end her life for many nights, where was the man in front of her, the man who said to listen to his explanation?

"You know, at that time, my family stopped all my cards directly, and we didn't have the money to continue to live abroad."

Hearing this, Zhang Mulin couldn't help humming coldly. The smile pulled from the corners of her mouth was full of disappointment with Feng Zeyang.

"However, the night before I left, my brother called me. He told me that as long as I was willing to return home, he would persuade my parents to agree with us. After I repeatedly asked him to promise, I decided to go back alone. However, I absolutely didn't mean to leave you alone!"

Feng Zeyang's eyes are very sincere. What he said is true. Over the years, he has never regretted. If he didn't believe his brother's words and stayed abroad, would the result be different.

However, after listening to these words, Zhang Mulin did not give Feng Zeyang's imaginary response. She was not angry or sad because of the two people's missing.

On the contrary, her eyes were cold and terrible, as if standing in front of her was a stranger she had never seen, and a stranger she hated.

"Are you finished?"

She opened her mouth lightly and naturally opened the distance between the two people in her tone.

Feng Zeyang nodded slightly, and Zhang Mulin continued.

"Then I'll go first."

"Wait a minute!"

Feng Zeyang once again reached out and stopped her. "Don't you have anything to say? I've never forgotten you for so many years, Linlin."

With that, Feng Zeyang suddenly grabbed Zhang Mulin's hand and looked at her emotionally.

"This time I came to you to solve the misunderstanding between us. We should have been together. We are destined to be together. I still love you. I have loved you for so many years!"

Feng Zeyang is very excited. Maybe his feelings have been suppressed for too long. After returning to Zhangjia, he has been living a puppet life dominated by others. Even his wife is not the person he wants.

"Really?"

His love words seemed to have no effect on Zhang Mulin, but it seemed to annoy her. Zhang Mulin, who had planned to go directly to the room, suddenly changed her mind. She turned around, shook off Feng Zeyang's hand and said.

"If you have really loved me for so many years, why have you never come back to see me?"

Zhang Mulin's words were like a pair of powerful hands, which immediately pinched Feng Zeyang's throat.

"You blame your brother and your family. What about you? When you find that all this is a fraud, why don't you come back to me!"

Zhang Mulin's hands trembled with excitement. She had been waiting and looked forward to seeing the man return to her side when she opened her eyes in the morning.

However, after so many years, when she opened her eyes, she saw only disappointment and endless despair.

"Admit it, Feng Zeyang, you're afraid. You've been afraid since the day we chose to elope together. You can't stand the days without money, you can't stand the days without parents covering you, and you can't stand the days without that family controlling you!"

Her words pierced into Feng Zeyang's heart like nails, but what surprised him most was that he couldn't find anything to oppose.

"But it doesn't matter."

Zhang Mulin's tone was a little calm. "I've married someone else. Our children have reached the age of marriage. It's impossible between us."

When he heard the last four words, Feng Zeyang's heart was completely shattered, as if someone was holding a ten ton sledgehammer and hit the most vulnerable position on his heart.

He couldn't believe that he had struggled for so many years and struggled for so many years. When he finally summoned up the courage to take this step, he got such a result.

The mobile phone in her pocket suddenly vibrated wildly. Zhang Mulin glanced coldly, sneered and said.

"It's estimated that you also have your own family. Let's stop disturbing each other. Feng Zeyang, don't do anything to make the people who love you sad this time."

Feng Zeyang did not answer, nor did he pay attention to the shaking mobile phone in his pocket, but stood in place with his head down.

Zhang Mulin didn't say anything more. She has always been strong and determined. This time is no exception.

However, at the moment of turning around, a tear slipped from the corner of her eyes and fell to pieces on the red carpet.

As if, this was the last tear she shed for herself who had been waiting so hard.

Feng Zeyang, you had so many opportunities to turn back, but you kept me waiting until now.

Finally, when I decided to bury my brave life in the past, you appeared again and said those words. I kept comforting myself in the middle of the night.

Maybe it was the wrong time for us to fall in love, maybe we chose the wrong way, maybe we were not brave at that time.

However, in any case, now I have put down everything and finally moved towards maturity. Even if you stand in front of me again, I can flow all my tears into my heart and say goodbye to you with a smile.

Sitting alone at the empty table, Huo Xinfei kept pressing the number on her mobile phone, but she didn't get a response.

The delicious breakfast on the table became insipid. She took two perfunctory bites with chopsticks, and she put down the dishes and chopsticks impatiently.

Listening to the beep in the microphone, Huo Xinfei couldn't help adding a trace of sadness to her eyebrows. Feng Zeyang, you finally went to find her, right.

This morning, Feng Zeyang didn't know how long he had been standing at Zhang Mulin's door. He only remembered that the mobile phone in his pocket had been annoying and kept shaking.

Later, I don't know when the noisy mobile phone suddenly quieted down, but Feng Zeyang didn't feel relieved. Instead, he didn't adapt to the sudden silence.

Stepping on the soft carpet, he walked to the elevator again. For him, the elevator connected his past and present.

However, this time, he may never have a chance to go back to the past.