"Well, nothing more." Li Xiuming replied.
"Where are you now, I'll come to you." Amanda said.
"In my house." Li Xiuming replied, "don't come here."
"You are my patient. You came out of the hospital. Of course, I have to check your condition. It's my duty. It has nothing to do with anything else." Amanda is right.
Before long, Amanda appeared at Li Xiuming's home. After helping Li Xiuming clean up the mess, they sat on the sofa to have a rest.
"Did you get any stimulation yesterday?" Amanda starts.
Li Xiuming shakes his glass and shakes his head.
"Did you go to Ling Yixue?" Amanda asked.
Li Xiuming did not answer.
"Shawn, you're married." Amanda warned.
"It's my business." Li Xiuming replied impatiently.
"I don't understand." Amanda said, "if you really marry Ling Yixue, I'll go back to China immediately and never show up in front of you again, but you marry someone else and bring her to me."
"I took her to you just because I didn't trust her." Li Xiuming slowly drank a mouthful of red wine and said, "I didn't marry Ling Yixue because the time didn't come."
Amanda didn't answer, staring at the glass in her hand in a daze. After a long time, she said slowly, "just because I'm a foreigner?"
Li Xiuming looks at Amanda and has an unspeakable emotion in his eyes. "I'm sorry."
"Would you rather marry someone else than choose me?" Amanda said sadly, "if you marry someone you haven't known for a long time, won't you try with me?"
Li Xiuming looks at Amanda with guilt, "sorry, I,"
"Shawn!" Amanda had tears in her eyes. "Benjamin's dead. That's not why you turned me down!"
"Amanda, I," Li Xiuming opened his mouth, "I know why Benjamin would go swimming in the sea, I know how much he likes you, I know he is willing to die for you, he is my best friend, even if he died, I can't"
Amanda's tears flow down, "Shawn, would you like to let Ben's favorite person alone for a lifetime?"
"I'm sorry, I can take care of you, I can help you, I will try my best to satisfy you whatever you want, but I can't do it." Li Xiuming looks into Amanda's eyes and says firmly.
"Before Ben's accident, it was a secret that only the two of us knew. I was attracted to you. Who would not be attracted to you? You were so perfect at that time." Li Xiuming recalled.
"One day Ben said to me," Hey, I fell in love with a girl who has beautiful red hair. She's gorgeous. " From that moment on, all my heart to you stopped Li Xiuming said with guilt, "I'm sorry, I chose Ben. If he gave up on you or didn't die for you, maybe"
Amanda was already in tears.
"Shawn" for a long time, Amanda whispered Li Xiuming's name, "let's go to see him next time on his birthday?"
Li Xiuming nodded and did not speak.
Amanda cried and then laughed. The laughter was sad and helpless.
Li Xiuming looked at the glass in his hand. The transparent glass was dark red wine. It was crystal clear in the sun. He could not help recalling the past.
At that time, he just went to university in Melbourne. Benjamin was his roommate, a local, and took good care of him. Soon, the two boys who had just admitted became good brothers in a pair of pants.
The university life in a foreign country is very rich. A club activity made two people know Amanda. At that time, Amanda was not as gentle as she is now, but more youthful.
Amanda, as a cheerleader, also has some reputation in school. There are many boys who love her. By chance, three of them become good friends.
Li Xiuming's mathematical ability and science learning ability make him often make up lessons for two people, and three people are almost always together.
Until one night, Benjamin told Li Xiuming about his feelings for Amanda after drinking, and the three became estranged.
In order to avoid suspicion, Li Xiuming will take the initiative to leave more space for them to be alone. At this time, Amanda seems to be aware of something and will take the initiative to contact Li Xiuming.
At the same time, in order to keep Li Xiuming, Ling Yixue also came to Australia for treatment, and appeared in Li Xiuming's school every week.