Listen to talilina cold very words, not only yarn weaving, even hamu and others are slightly frown.
This is too cruel for a girl of a few years old.
Even they will have such a feeling, not to mention hearing these words with their own ears?
Shazhi's hand holding the mobile phone trembled violently. The dream she had been weaving seemed to have been pierced by talilina's merciless words.
Outside the cave, it is a dark reality.
Mojue's words ring in Shazhi's ears. She has the right to decide what to do and which way to choose.
Yarn weaving originally did not hesitate to choose talilina.
But now
She almost begged and said pitifully, "Mom, I'm your daughter. Don't you think I'll be afraid after such a thing?"
Talilina frowned and said impatiently, "what's to be afraid of? I told you Jiao Wu would protect you? You just have to be obedient. I'll go back in a minute. I'll talk about what I have to do. "
After that, without waiting for Shazhi to say anything more, talilina had already hung up.
Listening to the end of the phone hang up sound, yarn weaving heart cool.
Jiao Wu looked at the yarn weaving with her head down and without saying a word. She couldn't help sympathizing and pitying: "Miss, don't be afraid. The elder sister must be busy dealing with things. She doesn't care about you. She just wants to deal with things as soon as possible and then come back to accompany you."
In the last sentence, even Jiao Wu felt guilty. In fact, these old people who have been following talilina for so many years all know something about it.
For talilina, yarn weaving is just a tool man.
Talilina's good to her is only based on her "usefulness". Without this function, yarn weaving would not even be qualified to be talilina's daughter.
Jiao Wuwei sighs. These people have been watching Shazhi grow up. They know that the child's mind is as pure as Puyu, and her heart is full of talilina.
Even at the beginning, they were just like talilina. They just used yarn weaving, nothing else.
But after a long time, for this little girl, Jiao Wu and others can't help but have some pity.
When talilina didn't give orders, they didn't have a bad time weaving the yarn.
When their lives were in danger, they did not want to put down the yarn and run away alone.
It's definitely talina's military order, but who can say it's not true?
After all, human hearts are made of flesh.
"Miss, would you like to change your place?" Jiao Wu asked softly, "if you are afraid, I'll ask someone to make room for you. And it also needs to be cleaned here.... "
"No more." The fabric sink.
How could she be afraid?
There are traces left by Jian Yi, grasshopper and wreath he gave her.
Although it's not worth a lot of money, maybe it's not as good as a skirt talilina bought for her, but for Shazhi, it's the best gift she's received since she was young.
Jiao five see yarn weaving silent appearance, in the heart can't help flashing a touch of worry, and helpless.
On the other side, there was hamu who also flashed with such emotion.
He was a little bolder in front of talina. Seeing talina hang up like this, he couldn't help saying, "elder sister, don't you talk to miss Shazhi any more? She must be scared. She misses you so much that she wants to hear your voice at this moment... "
, "are you free?" Tully Lina suddenly interrupted him and asked him, "do you think I'm free?" When I have time to talk on the phone with a little kid? "
"But..." Hamu wants to say that Shazhi is not a child of other people's family. It's no business to say a few words about yourself to his daughter.
But looking at talilina's indifferent eyes, he did not dare to say these words again.
On the other side, ah Zhuo is still immersed in the pain of losing Jian Yi, and has no time to take care of other people's pain.
After making hamu and ARJO step down, talilina leans back on the couch with her eyes closed and covers her eyelids with her hand.
If you look closely, you will see that her white fingers are still shaking slightly at the moment, as if trying to restrain something.
"Mom, I'm afraid..." Yarn weaving low voice as if set a single cycle, in her ear has been wandering replay, let her both irritable, and the heart can not be calm.
She didn't want to take Shazhi as her daughter, because she knew the risks.
In order to avoid this risk, she even sent a Jian Yi, just to set up more soft ribs and handles for yarn weaving. However, she never thought that the handle was so useless that it disappeared in just a few days.
Another thing she didn't think of was her reaction to yarn weaving.After learning that Shazhi was almost robbed in an accident and the back living room was blown up, talilina almost wanted to take people back immediately.
The worry and anxiety she had never experienced before.
It is because of her inner shock that talilina just turned a blind eye to yarn weaving on the phone.
It's not that she doesn't want to ask, it's that she doesn't want to think about it.
That is clearly just a tool for her. How can she have a real mother daughter relationship with that tool?
Talilina bit her lip and took a few deep breaths before calming down. She said to herself, "calm down. Don't care. It's just a tool. I'm afraid she's just worried that she doesn't have anyone to use. Yes, that's it. That's all
Like self hypnosis, she said these words to herself several times in silence. Then she really calmed down and recovered the indifferent and heartless woman again.
She's always been like this, growing up.
From the first family affection to the later friendship Every time she was betrayed, heartbroken, and lying in the soil with a broken body, she told herself that.
I hypnotized myself again and again, and then cut off those things that would kill her, tied them up and buried them in the grave deep in my heart, never let them see the light again.
Her life has never been a smooth road, and this life has been snatched back from death again and again.
In the muddy road, she fought alone for so long, absolutely not allowed to have any accident, become her stumbling block.
Mo Jue can't do it, nor can yarn weaving.
While talilina was thinking this way, she never thought of what she would lose.
When I saw the man who should have been her love in the future, I hugged other women in my arms. When she was supposed to be her daughter's child, but nestled beside others, she suddenly realized that everything in the world can be cut off, only love can't.
Whether it's family or love, when you want to cut it off, it's just putting it down on the surface, but in its heart, there's always a thread winding.
I don't know when the silk thread will pull out the huge pain, which makes people feel worse than death.
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at this time, one end of the silk thread is quietly changing.
After listening to talilina's phone call, Shazhi only said that she wanted to be quiet, so Jiao Wu retreated first and went straight back to her bedroom.
After the bedroom door was locked, Shazhi came to the balcony.
The wreath and grasshopper that Jian Yi gave her are hanging there. A green curtain is the only color in this lifeless room.
Like a little girl in a fairy tale, as long as you lift the curtain, you can enter a magical and colorful fairyland by mistake.
"Outside Are you really that happy? " For the first time, yarn weaving is full of real yearning for the outside.
She began to imagine whether there were many people like Jian Yi in the outside world?
She has checked. Jian Yi also has a younger sister, the girl named Jianrui.
There are many people she has checked. Many of them are forgotten after she has checked the information. Even Jian Yi, she remembers him because of his computer talent and genius.
But there is a person who remembers those eyes at the first sight of the picture, and she has not forgotten them yet.
That's Jianrui.
When she first saw Jianrui's picture, she felt shocked as if she knew that Adong was Jianyi.
Because Jianrui's eyes are so beautiful.
The big eyes are full of innocence and childishness, but the big black eyes are full of cunning and cleverness. A smile, eyes bent into a crescent arc, as if with a spotlight.
But the spotlight can only attract a few eyes around, but her eyes attract the stars in the night sky, bright and dazzling.
That kind of smile and purity was something that Shazhi had never seen before. At that time, she thought, Jianrui must have met something very funny and funny to laugh so happily.
Yarn weaving small heart, that moment is some envy and envy, envy Jianrui can have that kind of happiness.
Now, Jian Yi tells her that she also hopes to go to that world, see a lot of people and things, and have a normal childhood.
Shazhi took a deep breath, with tears in her eyes. It was the tears that came from talina's words.
She stood on the balcony for a long time, gazing at the wreath and grasshopper.
It's like the soul drifts away from the body and finally returns to the body after a long time.
"Hoo ~" Shazhi took a deep breath several times. Her small hands became fists tightly. She seemed to have made a decision at last. She turned around and walked out slowly.
But at least she can't decide what to do now.
Jian Yi said that talilina was not her mother and she believed it, but he said that talilina was her enemy and she didn't believe it very much.How can someone kill the other's family and adopt the child?
Since Jian Yi said that he had left something in the computer, she would go to have a look first and then make a decision.