Chapter 724

Yunling about know his heart knot, sighed and said nothing.

He can't judge whether Jian Chenran's choice is right or wrong, but he can't say those comforting words.

"Yunling, I want to leave." Jane Chen Ran said in a dumb voice.

Cloud Ling eyebrow light pick, smell speech to shake head a way: "you even if now rush, also already too late."

"I know, I just..." Jane Chen Ran's eyes were red, her clenched fist trembled slightly, "even if I can't help, I want to go."

Yunling shrugged and said, "I don't agree with you to leave at this time, but if you have to go, I can't stop you. But if you think about it, you should solve your personal problems, such as the Lin family, Lin Xiaodou and the children. For example, how do you go? What do you do if there is danger on the road? I can't take out people to escort you

"I understand." Jane Chen Ran laughed at herself and said, "I have no face for you to send someone to see me off."

Yunling took a look at him and said, "in fact, you don't have to rush over for the guilt in your heart. Everyone around Haixi is more capable than you, and she doesn't need your help. Now Xiaodou Lin will not be in a hurry to add burden to your family. I don't care about you and the Lin family. I'm only worried that you will help Haixi, but bring more danger to her. "

After a pause, Yunling continued: "I may not be very nice, but I'm honest. When each of us makes a choice, we make a good choice at the same time. It's better to let go of yourself and Haixi than to take advantage of the last opportunity to save the relationship between brother and sister. In this way, we don't have to pretend to be close to each other for the sake of this unfamiliar relationship. You can also live with your wife and children. Haixi can also have her own life. It's not a bad thing to disturb each other. "

After hearing Yunling's words, Jane Chen Ran didn't speak for a long time.

Cloud Ling also don't want to say more, turn round to prepare to leave.

Just as he turned around, he heard Jian Chenran's hoarse voice: "I know what you mean, and I'm not going to give Haixi any trouble. I just want to see her and the kids get well. I'll go alone. I won't disturb her. Don't tell anyone. If Haixi is OK, I'll come back. No one knows I've been there. It's good for everyone. "

Yunling lips slightly pursed, did not say anything, raised his feet and walked away.

Jian Chenran looks at Yunling's back, with a lot of regret and pain in her heart.

He chose to stay here in order to protect the Lin family and Lin Xiaodou's mother and son, but he also lost Jian Haixi, the love of Jian Yi and Jian Rui's two children, and the sincere care of Yunling's friends.

Although we will protect him and take care of him, it is difficult to make friends after all.

Jane takes a deep breath and turns to go upstairs to find Lin Xiaodou.

After waiting for him to go upstairs, Fu zuoan sighed and said to Yunling, "in fact, it's not easy for Chen Ran to ask him too much."

"Uncle Fu, you are worried too much. No one has ever asked for anything from him. Look at Haixi, the children and Qiao's family. Who has contacted him? Let alone ask him to help. We all know and respect his choice. It's just that if you choose to ask others to dig your heart and lungs, it's too hypocritical, isn't it? "

"Alas..." Ning Fubang sighed deeply, waved his hand and said, "don't talk about this, let him go."

JOJO looked at Yunling and asked tentatively, "can I go to Xiangcheng?"

"No!"

"Absolutely not!"

Yunling and Qinlao are in the same voice.

JOJO drew his mouth, looked at them and wanted to explain, "I'll help..."

"I don't need your help. Just stay at home." Qin Laoyi's crutch knocked on his back and said, "if I know you dare to sneak away, I won't take medicine or see a doctor. I Do you believe that if I fast again? "

He has lost a granddaughter and let his grandson Qin Zhixu go to Xiangcheng. If the only remaining JOJO of the Qin family also goes to Xiangcheng, how can he stand it?

Yunling said with a smile, "JOJO, you'd better stay at home. If you really want to help, I'm too busy here. You help me to share some, so that I can go to the other side of Xiangcheng. "

"Well, just say what you need me to do." JOJO is busy.

Upstairs room.

Lin Xiaodou just coax the child to sleep, is thinking of going out to find Jane Chenran, but he has come in.

"I was just thinking of going down to you." Lin Xiaodou came forward and said with a smile.

Jane Chen Ran looked at her, but she couldn't smile. She sat down beside the crib in silence.

"What's the matter?" With a stiff smile on his face, Lin Xiaodou sat down beside Jian Chenran, put his hand on the back of his hand and said, "Chenran, are you worried about Haixi? Don't worry, Haixi will be ok... "

"How do you know?" Jane Chen Ran interrupted her and asked.

"I..." Lin Xiaodou choked and didn't know what to say.Of course, she didn't know. That was just a consolation.

It's just that she didn't expect that Jane Chenran would suddenly ask her so seriously.

Lin Xiaodou Leng next, micro bite lip low voice way: "morning ran, you still regret it?"

She always knew that at the beginning, jianchenran stayed with her, but he always remembered jianhaixi and her two children in his heart.

Many times, Lin Xiaodou saw Jian Chenran secretly looking through the children's photo album.

She also told Jane Chenran that if he wanted to go to jianhaixi, just go, she and her children would stay at home and wait for him.

But every time she said that, Jane would always smile and shake her head.

Lin Xiaodou was wronged, "Chen Ran, I have never forced you to do anything. When you are with me, you always try to smile. I know you are worried about Haixi. If you are not happy, I will not be happy. I said you could go to Haixi. I'll wait for you. You chose to stay. What are you doing now? Please don't vent your emotions on me and the children, OK? I don't want you to stay, but you choose to stay. If you want to go now, you can go. "

"Maybe you're right." Jane Chenran was a little tired and said, "Xiaodou, I'm willing to stay in the past, because in my heart, Haixi is very important to me, and you and your children are also important to me. My ability can't help shanghaixi. At least I can protect your mother, your son and your parents. I have never regretted my choice, but every time I watch Haixi suffer, I always blame myself. My mother died early and my father died. In this world, the only real family in Shanghai Creek is my brother. But when she is in the most difficult time, when her friends are fighting for her, my brother is the only one hiding behind. Xiaodou, I never regret staying with you, but if Haixi dies, I will live in pain all my life. "

Lin Xiaodou froze, then tears came down from the corner of his eyes, "I understand. You can go if you want. I'll wait for you at home with my child

"Thank you." Jane Chenran didn't dare to look up. He reached out to touch the sleeping baby, but retracted his hand in the middle of the way.

"I'm not a good brother, I'm not a good husband, I'm not a good father." Jane Chen Ran was full of shame.

His character has always been a gentle and kind person, since childhood he was not as decisive as Jian Haixi.

He wants to take care of all the people around him as much as possible, but the world is never perfect. In the end, he usually doesn't do well in any of them.

It's like when Bai Jing's mother and daughter lived with them before, he also hoped to take good care of Haixi as well as his father's family.

But later it was discovered that his retrogression would only aggravate the ambition of Bai Jing's mother and daughter. If he had entered jianhaixi as soon as possible, maybe the Jians would not be like this now.

Knowing the tangle and sadness in his heart, Lin Xiaodou shook her head, hugged him and said, "Chen Ran, maybe for many people, your character is too indecisive, but your kindness and gentleness are exactly what I like and love. Please don't think you are nothing, OK? You don't know how much I love your tenderness and thoughtfulness. I don't think Haixi will blame you, but it's your self blame that makes Haixi worried. If you want to go to Haixi, I won't stop you, and I won't say anything to my parents. You can do what you want with ease. This time, don't leave any regrets. When you and Haixi are safe, give me a call. I'll wait for you at home. "

"Xiaodou..." Jane Chen Ran hugged Lin Xiaodou and said, "thank you."

"We are husband and wife. Why thank you?" Lin Xiaodou reached out and stroked his cheek and said, "you go. I'll just talk to your parents, so you won't have to be late."

Jane Chen Ran bowed her head, gave her a kiss on the corner of the lip, nodded and said, "OK."

"Chen Ran..."

"Do you want to be safe with him

"Don't worry. I'm just going to have a look. Maybe it's all over when I go." Jane said with a smile.

After talking with Lin Xiaodou, Jane Chenran went downstairs with a simple backpack.

Cloud Ling see he really convinced Lin Xiaodou to leave, can't help eyebrow micro Cu way: "decided?"

"Well." Jane Chen Ran nodded and said, "help me find a car. I don't need to prepare anything else. And just tell me the nearest location of Haixi, and don't tell me the specific location. If I'm found, I may be exposed. "

Yun Ling nodded and said, "OK."

"Thank you very much." Jianchenran thanks, hesitated before leaving, and said to Yunling, "Xiaodou and the child, please."

At this time, Yunling said nothing more, nodded and said, "don't worry, and Take care

Jane Chen Ran smiles and nods. "I'm just going to have a look. There won't be any danger."