Chapter 724

Yunling knew about his heart knot and sighed without saying anything.

He couldn't judge whether Jane Chenran's choice was right or wrong, but he couldn't say those comforting words.

"Yunling, I want to leave." Jane said hoarsely in the morning.

Yunling eyebrows light pick, smell speech shook his head and said: "even if you hurry now, it's too late."

"I know, I just..." Jane Chenran's eyes flushed and her clenched fist trembled slightly. "Even if I can't help, I want to go."

Yunling shrugged and said: "I don't agree with you leaving at this time, but if you have to go, I can't stop you. But think about it. In addition, even if you have to go, you should also solve your personal problems, such as the Lin family, Lin Xiaodou and children. For example, how do you go and what to do when there is danger on the road? I can't take out people to escort you."

"I understand," said Jane Chenran with a laugh, "I have no face to ask you to send someone to see me off."

Yunling glanced at him and said: "In fact, you don't have to rush over for the sake of your guilt. Everyone around Haixi is better than you, and she doesn't need your help. Now you rush over in a hurry and make the Lin family and Lin Xiaodou dissatisfied. It may add a burden to Haixi. I don't care about you and the Lin family. I'm just worried that you will help Haixi and attract more people to her The danger of. "

After a speech, Yunling went on: "I may not sound very nice, but I'm honest. When we make a choice, each of us makes a good choice at the same time. Instead of trying to make up for our brother and sister's feelings at the last opportunity, we'd better let go of you and Haixi. In this way, we don't have to pretend to be close to each other for this unfamiliar relationship. You can also live with your wife and children, Haixi Xi can also have her own life. It's a good thing not to disturb each other. "

After hearing Yunling's words, Jane Chenran didn't speak for a long time.

Yunling didn't want to say any more and turned to leave.

Just as he turned around, he heard Jane Chenran's hoarse voice: "I understand what you mean, and I'm not going to make trouble for Haixi. I just want to see her and the children well. I'll go alone and won't disturb her. Don't tell anyone. If Haixi is all right, I'll come back. No one knows I've been there. It's good for everyone."

Yunling lipped slightly, didn't say anything, raised his feet and walked away.

Jane Chenran looked at Yunling's back and felt a lot of regret and pain.

In order to protect the Lin family and Lin Xiaodou's mother and son, he chose to stay here, but he also lost Jian Haixi, the love of Jian Yi and Jian Rui, and the sincere care of Yunling's friends.

Although we will protect him and take care of him, it is difficult to talk to each other after all.

Jane Chenran took a deep breath and turned upstairs to find Lin Xiaodou.

After he went upstairs, Fu zuoan sighed and said to Yunling, "in fact, it's not easy for the child in the morning. There's no need to ask too much of him."

Yunling took his lower lip and said, "Uncle Fu, you're too worried. No one has ever asked him anything. Look at Haixi, the children and the Qiao family. Who has contacted him? Not to mention asking him to help do anything. Everyone knows his choice and respects his choice. If you choose, it's too hypocritical to ask others to take their hearts and lungs, isn't it?"

"Alas..." Ning Fubang sighed deeply and waved his hand: "don't say these, let him go."

JOJO looked at Yunling and asked tentatively, "can I go to Xiangcheng?"

"No!"

"Absolutely not!"

Yunling and Qin Lao spoke in the same voice.

JOJO puffed at the corners of her mouth, looked at them and wanted to explain, "I'll help..."

"I don't need your help. You stay at home." old Qin knocked on his back with a crutch and said, "if I know you dare to sneak away, I won't take medicine or see a doctor. Do you believe me if I go on hunger strike again?"

He has lost a granddaughter and let his grandson Qin Zhixu go to Xiangcheng. How can he stand if the only JOJO left in the Qin family also goes to Xiangcheng?

Yunling said with a smile, "JOJO, you'd better stay at home. If you really want to help, I can't be busy here. You can help me share some, so that I can go to Hunan city."

"Well, just say what you need me to do." JOJO hurried.

Upstairs room.

Lin Xiaodou just coaxed the child to sleep. He was thinking of going out to find Jane Chenran, but he saw that he had come in.

"I just wanted to go downstairs to find you." Lin Xiaodou came forward and smiled.

Jane looked at her in the morning, but she couldn't laugh. She sat down beside the crib in silence.

"What's the matter?" with a stiff smile on Lin Xiaodou's face, he went to Jane Chenran and sat down, stretched out his hand to cover the back of his hand and said, "Chenran, are you worried about Haixi? Don't worry, Haixi will be fine..."

"How do you know?" Jane Chen Ran interrupted her.

"I......" Lin Xiaodou choked and didn't know what to say.

Of course she didn't know. That was just a word of comfort.

She just didn't expect Jane Chenran to suddenly ask her so seriously.

Lin Xiaodou was stunned, slightly bit his lips and whispered, "Chen Ran, you still regret it, don't you?"

She always knew that Jane Chenran had stayed with her, but he always remembered Jane Haixi and her two children.

Many times, Lin Xiaodou saw Jane Chenran secretly looking through the children's photo albums.

She also told Jane Chenran that if he wanted to find Jane Haixi, just go. She and her children would stay at home and wait for him.

But every time she said that, Jane Chenran always smiled and shook her head.

Lin Xiaodou is a little wronged, "Chenran, I've never forced you to do anything. When you're with me, you always smile. I know you're worried about Haixi. It's hard for me to be happy if you're not happy to keep you around. I said you can go to Haixi and I'll wait for you. You chose to stay. What are you doing now? Please don't vent your emotions on me and my child How about you? I didn't want you to stay, but you chose to stay. You can go if you want to go now. "

"Maybe you're right." Jane said in a tired way: "Xiaodou, I was willing to stay in the past, because in my heart, Haixi is very important to me, and you and children are equally important to me. My ability can't help Shanghai Xi. At least I can protect your mother and children and your parents. I never regret my choice, but every time I watch Haixi suffer, I always blame myself. My mother died early and my father died too No. my brother is the only real family member of Shanghai Creek in the world, but when she is in the most difficult time and her friends are living and dying for her, only my brother hides behind. Xiaodou, I never regret staying with you, but if Haixi dies, I will live in pain all my life. "

Lin Xiaodou froze, and then tears came down from the corners of his eyes. "I see. Go if you want. I still say that, I'll wait for you at home with my children."

"Thank you." Jane Chenran didn't dare to look up. He reached out to touch the sleeping baby, but he retracted his hand in the middle of the way.

"I am not a good brother, nor a good husband, nor a good father." Jane Chenran was ashamed.

His character has always been a gentle and kind person. Since childhood, he was not as decisive as Jian Haixi.

He wants to take care of all the people around him as much as possible, but everything in the world is never perfect. In the end, he usually doesn't do any good.

Just like when Bai Jing's mother and daughter lived with them before, he also hoped to deal with his father's family and take good care of Haixi.

But later, he found that his retreat would only aggravate Bai Jing's mother's and daughter's ambition. If he had been as quick as Jian Haixi, perhaps this would not be the case for the Jane family now.

Knowing the entanglement and sadness in his heart, Lin Xiaodou shook her head and hugged him "Chenran, maybe for many people, your character is too indecisive, but your kindness and tenderness are what I like and love. Please don't think you are good for nothing. You don't know how much I love your tenderness and consideration. I think Haixi won't blame you. On the contrary, it's your self blame that makes Haixi worried. If you want to go to Haixi, I won't stop you, and I won't miss you I won't say anything to my parents. You can do what you want. Don't leave any regrets this time. When you and Haixi are safe, call me and I'll wait for you at home. "

"Xiaodou..." Jane Chenran hugged Lin Xiaodou and said, "thank you."

"We are husband and wife. Why should we say thank you?" Lin Xiaodou reached out and stroked his cheek and said, "go. I'll just say it to my parents, so as not to delay your time and go late."

Jane Chenran bowed her head, kissed her on the corner of her lips, nodded and said, "OK."

"Chenran..."

Lin Xiaodou grabbed his sleeve and said, "you and Haixi should be safe, you know?"

"Don't worry, I'm just going to have a look. Maybe everything will be over when I go." Jane Chenran smiled.

After talking with Lin Xiaodou, Jane Chenran went downstairs with a simple backpack.

Seeing that he really persuaded Lin Xiaodou to leave, Yunling frowned and said, "have you decided?"

"Well." Jane nodded, "help me find a car. Don't prepare anything else. Just tell me the nearest location of Haixi, and don't tell me the specific location. If I'm found, there may be a risk of exposure."

Yunling nodded and said, "OK."

"Thank you very much." Jane Chenran thanked, hesitated before leaving, and said to Yunling, "Xiaodou and children, please."

At this time, Yunling didn't say anything more, nodded and said, "don't worry, and... Take care."

Jane smiled, nodded and said, "I'm just going to have a look. There won't be any danger."