Fang Sheng glanced at her and nodded: "Yes, the more ignorant people usually carry great malice that even they don't know. That time, because I refused to play games, the strongest children in the class threw me into the deep grass at night. They ran fast and took away the only light source. It was cloudy and there was no moon. It was dark around me. I couldn't tell the direction and could reach out my hand Only cold grass can be touched. "
It seems that the feeling at that time came back by himself. Fang Sheng suddenly fell into panic. He even drank two mouthfuls of coffee and slowly breathed out his breath before he continued: "during the day, the green grass is very pleasant. At night, it becomes much scary. They are always whining and shouting. The cold leaves are next to me and rub me, making me feel that I will be swallowed by them all the time."
After he slowed down, he relaxed a lot and calmed down, but Jian Haixi still felt the great fear Fang Sheng experienced when he was a child.
Jane Haixi couldn't help holding her arm and asked, "what happened later?"
Fang Sheng smiled and the heavy haze in his eyes gradually retreated: "later, I was found by adults at dawn. At that time, I had a high fever and didn't get better until I lay in the hospital for half a month. Later, I found that I was very afraid of plants, which I couldn't control myself. I went to see a psychologist and did psychological counseling for a long time before I could live a normal life."
Jian Haixi didn't know Fang Sheng had such a past. As soon as she was about to comfort, she saw the potted plant on the side of the door of the tea room.
"Then... Those in the company..."
After arriving at Ru, Jian Haixi will add some green plants to the company from time to time. There are many in the corner of the room and the corner of the corridor.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered that when she first came to the company, she accidentally found that Fang Sheng would quietly avoid when passing through the plants in the company. Even her eyes tried to avoid those places with green plants. She had some doubts and wanted to ask clearly. As a result, she forgot for a moment because she was busy.
"Those are all right. I'm much better now. As long as I'm not too close, I can stand it." Fang Sheng smiled, but the sadness in his smile hasn't had time to retreat was just looked at by Jian Haixi.
"By the way, I've never told anyone about this secret." Fang Sheng looked at the corner of her lips and said, "bother director Jane to keep it secret for me."
Jian Haixi smiled and said, "of course."
After this brief episode at that time, Jian Haixi ordered him not to put any plants around his work.
But now, there is a pot of meat on Fang Sheng's desk.
Jian Haixi looked at the pot of meat and didn't come back for a long time.
A person's life will continue to grow and forget, but some shadows can not be overcome so easily.
In particular, some childhood experiences and wounds, those scars on the heart, can not be cured only over the years.
Of course, Jian Haixi doesn't underestimate Fang Sheng. She appreciates Fang Sheng's working ability and personality, but if Fang Sheng suddenly has a lot of feelings in his stable life in the past two years, so he finally crossed that barrier, Jian Haixi doesn't believe it.
Even the breakthrough on the growth path also needs the opportunity provided by the surrounding environment, and it is difficult for a comfortable and rich life to provide such an opportunity.
Moreover, the changes of Fang Sheng perceived by Jian Haixi are recent, just like this pot of green plants, which appear very suddenly.
Fang Sheng also said that he was able to get to his current state only after receiving psychological treatment for a long time. It is impossible for him to suddenly release everything in a few days.
A few days
Jian Haixi frowned and recalled that if there was any difference in these days, there was no other major event except that Fang Sheng said last time that he had a favorite girl.
Is it just love that can make Fang Sheng change so much?
Jian Haixi's thoughts kept on, and she subconsciously moved in her hand. She gently raised her hand and touched the fleshy leaves. The cool touch reached her nerve endings, making her fingertips tremble and retract.
I don't know if it's the function of connecting fingers to heart. For a moment, this pot of meat made her cool.
"What is the director doing?"
The sudden sound blew in Jian Haixi's ear, and the air brought out by Fang Sheng's breathing brushed slightly in her ears and back neck.
Jian Haixi suddenly became stiff.
If the meat just made her feel cold, then at the moment, her hair stood up all over her body.
Jian Haixi looked back and saw Fang Sheng who appeared behind her at an unknown time. He subconsciously swallowed his saliva and asked, "when did you... Come back?"
"Just now, when director you coveted my meat." Fang Sheng pointed to the pot of meat on the table, hooked his lips, took another step forward with Gaoding leather shoes under his feet, stared at Jian Haixi's face and said, "director, you haven't answered me. What were you doing here just now?"
"I..."
Jian Haixi felt that he had experienced great storms and waves, and even crossed the line of life and death several times. It can be regarded as being able to keep his happiness and anger from turning into color.
But at this moment, Fang Sheng was forced to retreat by a small step.
Behind her was Fang Sheng's desk. As soon as she retreated, her waist immediately touched the edge of the desk.
Jian Haixi immediately stretched out his hand and pushed back to get up, but before he could stand up straight, Fang Sheng in front of her took another half step towards her, supported the edge of the table with one hand, and trapped her between the desk and him.
This distance has exceeded the comfortable distance between normal interpersonal communication. Jian Haixi was stunned, and her discomfort and disgust immediately rose sharply.
"What are you?" Fang Sheng said, his eyes falling on Jian Haixi's face without moving away for half a minute.
Because they were very close, Fang Sheng's words were almost just air sounds. When they fell into the air, they suddenly took on some lingering and ethereal feelings.
He also put some affection in his eyes when he looked at Jian Haixi. If someone else, I'm afraid he will be moved by his affectionate eyes today.
But now Jane Haixi just wants to pour the cup of uncooled coffee pocket on him.
After a pause, Jane Haixi restrained her idea of getting a coffee cup. As soon as she opened her mouth, she was very cold and said, "I'll bring you coffee."
At the same time, she stretched out her hand to push Fang Sheng away, stood straight and said, "didn't you say you liked this brand of coffee?"
Fang Sheng stepped back and stood still. Smelling the speech, he turned his head and looked at the can of coffee on the table. His eyes narrowed slightly, covered the dark light flashing from the bottom of his eyes, hooked his lips and said with a smile: "thank you, director."
Jian Haixi stopped looking at him and said, "no need to thank you. I'll leave for a few days from tomorrow, and the company will give it to you temporarily."
"Don't worry, director." Fang Sheng still smiled and added, "I'll help you look at the company."
Because of the sudden "accident" just now, Jian Haixi didn't care about asking about meat. He explained in a few words what he needed to pay special attention to these days, and then turned and left.
Looking at Jian Haixi's back disappearing into sight, Fang Sheng smiled, put one hand on the back of the chair, turned it hard, faced the chair to himself, and fell back into the work chair.
After a pause, he raised his hand and gently put it on the table. His fingertips slid slowly along the edge of the table, and the smile on his lips deepened.
When his finger slipped in front of the pot of coffee, his fingertip turned and his index finger hooked. In a flash, the coffee pot fell into his palm. He stared at the pot in his hand for a long time and turned his mouth. It didn't look very attractive, but he didn't know how it tasted.
Fang Sheng blinked. If Jian Haixi liked it, it should taste good.
Thinking of Jian Haixi, his eyes drooped slightly, and the bottom of his eyes was a deep meaning that no one could understand.
The room was quiet for a moment, and Fang Sheng's eyes turned to the only pot of green plants on the table.
He took the meat on the table with one hand and gently brushed the leaves with the other hand like Jian Haixi. His attitude was very like treating his close lover. However, the voice of the export was like the cold ice of the winter and December Moon: "Fang Sheng, Fang Sheng, I didn't expect that you didn't explain your secrets, which almost exposed me..."