He hoped his Yi Yi could be strong enough to accompany him to face anything. He was her safest harbor, but her boat also had to have enough ability to withstand the wind and rain.
"Who is it?"
Joey trembled. After Lu Jingyun said it hard, he finally spoke hoarsely for a long time.
"Lu min."
Lu Jingyun did not hide it.
"Where's handsome pan?"
"He was seen by my people."
"I want to go home."
Joey finally chose to look up. Although his eyes were still red and swollen, he seemed to have calmed down.
Looking at Lu Jingyun's eyes, still with grievances, but not like the fear just now.
Lu Jingyun nodded. He didn't know what he felt. He only felt that his heart was both lost and heavy.
Joey dressed and left the hotel. After getting on the bus, Joey was quiet all the time. He didn't show Lu Jingyun the anger that he was scared and didn't feel guilty about not knowing people. He just became more and more stable and quiet.
All the way home, she first step into the house, regardless of Lu Jingyun at the moment has removed the cruel eyes, and added heartache and guilt.
"Let me calm down first. Don't deal with those people. Let me think about it."
After explaining this to Lu Jingyun, Joey went upstairs.
And Lu Jingyun clenched his fist and tightened it. He felt regret for a moment in his eyes.
It's those hateful people who don't know how to die. Let his Yi face the darkness and cruelty, and make him have to treat him cruelly. Those people are the most damned.
After the disaster, Joey was not frightened by those who had bad intentions, but was shocked by Lu Jingyun. Not only was it really frightened, but also the idea that had never been planted in my heart.
I have to say, she is really well protected by Lu Jingyun. In the face of Mr. Lu's difficulties, it's just a pediatrics, even difficult to count. In her world, in addition to the injuries she encountered at that time in Jiangcheng, she had never encountered things that would be hurt because of her identity.
In this way, even if everything is good, just because she is Lu Jingyun's wife, it will lead to the most innocent attacks and injuries.
Joey really realized that, as Lu Jingyun said, it was still the most stupid pan Shuai who did it. The Lu family didn't find a high-tech method. If he changed to someone else, Joey's fear would be swept back at this moment.
That's true. Joey couldn't imagine the worst consequences. She even felt that the means of those people might eventually kill her.
In my heart, Lu Jingyun's bluffing is not without complaint, but compared with those possible or even serious consequences that can kill him, joy's heart is more angry and hate. The hatred of Lu Min and those who, if possible, are as hostile to themselves as Lu min.
And when she got home and calmed down completely, Joey's heart began to sink. Stripped of the softest part, stripped of the so-called kindness and innocence, Joey also has his own ruthless cold side.
If people don't attack me, I won't, but dogs will jump off the wall when they are in a hurry. Not to mention Joey who's been pushed to this point.
After more than 20 years of life, she learned to find her own place in a humble place. When she was in the welfare home, she knew that she was not beautiful and smart, and would not be selected by those who wanted to adopt and return the children. Therefore, she kept her own duty and did what she should do. Since she could not do the best, she would be the most ordinary. At least most of them could not live the best life. She could eat and drink in the welfare home It's half a home. Later, she was taken away by the Qiao family, and the beginning of flattery did not get more attention and love. After that, she was very smart to know how to survive in this family. Low key and not publicity, like being forgotten, but knowing her existence, in this way, will not be loved at the same time, but will not be abused.
This is Joey's philosophy of survival for more than 20 years. She has always been used to being an indifferent and low-key person. She also enjoys such a state and thinks that such a state is what she should be like in her whole life.
Even when he became Mrs. Lu one day, the habit that Joey planted in his bones continued. In fact, under Lu Jingyun's protection and his habitual low-key, there are no substantial changes. In the final analysis, joy's heart is still the little Lu Yi who can get the life he wants and live a stable life as long as he is clever and not obnoxious.
However, today, the little Lu Yi, who has persisted for a long time, suddenly finds out that it is not as long as he does not offend others, or as long as he is clever, he can be stable. It turned out that even if I didn't, everyone would have a bad heart to deal with her.
This insistence was broken at this moment, and her philosophy of life for more than 20 years was suddenly broken. While she could not accept it, she had to accept it, and she had to learn to guard against people without such a concept.And Joey has to admit that she is not really innocent and kind to the point of the virgin, she also has her inner darkness.
And the darkness and evil in her heart were really released without defense, because she also wanted to let those who had to let themselves be forced to accept the reality know that this was the result of their persecution.
When she got home, Joey shut herself up in the room. After digesting all her fears, her ruthlessness and coldness were released without restraint.
However, before that, she needs time to calm down her exhaustion caused by the fright in her heart. As for those people, including Lu Jingyun, the longer it takes, the more likely they will feel the shock they have suffered.
I have to say, Joey and Lu Jingyun are really a family. When dealing with people, they are not tortured at the same time, but choose the most torturous method, that is, waiting.
However, the most difficult thing is to wait. But after waiting for the means, can't compare with this kind of pain in the heart.
And indeed, it's not just the damned people who suffer, but also Lu Jingyun.
In that way, let Joey grow up in the most cruel way, and let Joey realize the reality with his never before fierce words. Actually, Lu Jingyun's pain in his heart is not even less than that of Joey. In fact, he is the most afraid person, he is the most distressed person.
However, after teaching Joey, after his fear and heartache, it was a little bit of regret.
Damn it, what the hell is this way, he should be so cruel and cruel to Yi Yi? He was really out of his head to do it? He really wanted to slap himself in the face when he thought of his heartless words to her.
Why in the worst way? He could be more patient and gentle enough to tell her the seriousness of the matter. Well, she realized it. But, would Yi be angry with him?
Anger and resentment must be indispensable. Lu Jingyun knows that he has to face the pitiful situation inevitably. It's useless for him to regret now. He just asks Joey's anger this time not to last too long.
Lu Jingyun, who has been suffering at the same time, is waiting for Joey's decision.
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