V5.Chapter 60

Shen Shuyan carefully said: "you say!"

She knew that a batch today was inevitable.

But Wei Changying didn't immediately sink down to scold her, but calmly said, "your father doesn't like you for some reasons..."

Shen Shuyan suddenly changed her face. She said stiffly, "Auntie, can we not talk about this?"

"You see, I've dismissed all the people now. You can't bear to mention it to you in a friendly way. What would you do if someone had a bad heart and told you this intentionally? " Wei Chang Ying shook his head and said.

"There are three uncles and three aunts. Who dare to mention them?" Shen Shuyan laughed at herself.

Wei Chang Ying shook his head and said: "at my mother's house, of course, we won't let you suffer any more grievances. But if you leave the cabinet later, in case of sister-in-law or Auntie and elder parents in law What would you do if they mentioned it? "

Shen Shuyan looks bored and says, "I don't want to marry."

"Children's words." Wei Changying sighed, "how can there be a girl whose parents are too old to marry?"

"Why not?" Shen Shuyan is familiar with poems and books, so he needs to give examples immediately.

But Wei Changying stopped her and said: "well, let's not go that far, just say at this moment - don't tell me what poetry is not poetic, which verse of your poem is not sad and angry these days? What else do you need to find in the garden? And you're going to step on the snow and recite poems. What can you do not let anyone follow you? If the gardener hadn't seen it from afar, I didn't know you were so untimely! "

Shen Shuyan has always been sensitive, so when Wei Changying talks to her, she pays attention to the wording. She never talks about the reprimanding words to a certain extent.

Now to say she is not measured is to scold her.

Shen Shuyan knew that she was wrong. She was red and white and could not speak. She was silent.

Wei Changying said again: "your mother and sisters are gone. We all know how hard you are treated by a father. But have you ever thought about what's the good of you tossing yourself like this? "

Shen Shuyan pursed her lips and said, "I I just want to see the lake in the morning. "

"I can't tell you why you think you can't afford to lie down. You're really dying. You have only one breath left. Do you think your father will regret and come back to Xiliang to visit you immediately? " Wei Changying looks at her, with pity and sigh in her eyes, but the words are like knives, which makes Shen Shuyan suddenly unable to cover up, and immediately tears fall!

Wei Changying looked at her tears, but he didn't stop. He said coldly: "do you think he will regret? Will you let the army go? Will you pity your only daughter? Will you regret what you did to you? Will you wake up and you're his only child now? "

"Wrong!" Wei Changying sighed deeply. "If you don't talk about the current situation, your father won't be able to come back in a short time. That he can come back He It may not come back! "

"If he really cared about you as the only daughter, he would never leave you alone these days!"

Shen Shuyan looked at her, and suddenly there was a cry!

"Now you are so troubled In my eyes, we are the only ones, your aunts and uncles, as well as your big sister who has been married to the Central Plains. I was worried about you before I left... " Wei Changying stoops down to hold up her cheek. Shen Shuyan's tears flow to her fingers and drip into her wrists. At first, they are hot, then warm, then cold It's like Shen Shuyan's heart, which is deeply buried and hopes to return to love her.

From the initial unwillingness, to the later disappointment, to the present near despair, but still can't let go

"Who can live happily in the world?" Wei Changying wipes her face slowly with a veil, her voice is light and light. "I know that even if all of us, aunts and uncles, treat you as their own daughter, your father's indifference to you can't be made up for after all. But think of Xi'er. She has no father or mother. She can only grow up with your aunt At least your father is still there, isn't he? "

But I would rather he was gone, but still that memory will hold me, will smile at my father!

Shen Shuyan couldn't help but shed tears in her eyes. It seemed that she felt her thoughts. Wei Changying stopped to wipe her tears and said one word: "you know that Xi'er has been trying to save her private house because she heard a sentence:" money can make the devil push the mill ". She is thinking of buying back her father, mother and brother's life one day If she was asked to choose, would she not like to have a father who would beat her and scold her, but at least was still alive? "

"I don't mean to provoke your father daughter relationship either. I just want you to think about it. Is it interesting that you treat yourself so badly?" Wei Changying puts the veil on her, shrinks his hand, and recovers his calm voice. "Although your mother was very strict with you, how she liked you I'm afraid it's only when you're a mother. Don't think that she was good to your brother before, and that she really liked your brother better than you. "

Seeing Shen Shuyan's mouth turned away, he didn't seem to agree with him. Wei Changying said: "I didn't want to tell you this. But I can only tell you what you look like now - do you know why your father hates you so much? "Shen Shuyan said in a low voice, "my father regrets that Shen Shuyi is dead but I am still alive..."

"You were far away in Xiliang when Yi'er died. What's the matter with you?" Wei Changying took a breath and calmed herself down. She hesitated for a few minutes before telling the truth difficultly in her niece's puzzled eyes. "The reason why your father disliked you so much is that your father wanted to break through with Yi'er when the capital of the Empire was occupied. And your mother She hopes that rouer can be brought! The problem was that the situation was very critical at that time. Your father was not sure to take away two children! "

Shen Shuyan immediately changed his face: "is mother her...?"

"Your mother killed Yier in front of your father!" Wei Changying reaches out to hold her hand and feels that her niece's little hand is as cold as ice. She says in a low voice, "do you know how much your mother hurts you? If you were in the capital at that time, she would surely try to make you live Do you think it's better for her to be with Yi'er than for you? Are you sad and she's not bitter? But this world is like this - you girls, can't do without the support of a brother! Do you understand? It's all life! If you or rouer is a son, it's a question whether there is Yier or not. Even if there is still him, your mother is willing to support him by herself! "

…… This is the biggest tragedy of Duanmu Yanyu's life. It's not that she is not virtuous enough or that she doesn't have a city. In the final analysis, she doesn't have a son! But married a husband who attached great importance to heirs!

Shen Shuyan, who is famous for her talent when she was three years old, is a son of Shen family. She doesn't know how happy she will be!

But she's a girl.

The Shen family doesn't care about talented women.

At that time, Shen Shuyan was the youngest granddaughter and the reason why she was adorable was even greater. As for her talent In fact, the Shen family is proud of themselves, but they don't care much.

How can a talented woman add luster to the family of Shen in Xiliang?

Shen Shuyan can become a poem at the age of three, far less than Shen Shuguang at the age of eight, who can plan to kill his brother even when Shen Zanfeng is on the road, which can make the Shen family pay attention to

It's not rare to have a talented daughter If he could choose, he would rather exchange this talented daughter for a mediocre or even less ambitious son!

In fact, this is not Shen Shuyan's sorrow? This world despises women. If she is just an ordinary lady like her sister, she will be more gentle and virtuous if she is outstanding. Then she can live a better life.

But she didn't like it. She thought she was no worse than men, or even better than most men In terms of talent, Wei Changying also admits that many men, including her studious and intelligent eldest son Shen Shuguang, are not as talented as her cousin in literary matters.

But she's a girl.

She comes from the world-famous family of Xiliang Shen.

It is destined that in her life, Miss Shen Si's identity is even before the prodigy and the talented girl.

Big big tears dripping from Shen Shuyan's face, she asked foolishly, "what about my second sister? When she broke through incorrect! I've heard in the capital that the second sister was collected with her grandmother -- father, he?! "

"No!" Wei Changying is sad. He calms down for a moment and then goes on, "it's your second sister who can't stand such a thing Crazy! After she went mad, several people who were making a lot of noise couldn't hold her back. They couldn't take her away any more, so your grandmother suffered Let her die with her! Your mother didn't even think of herself before she died. What she was thinking about was that she hoped her two biological daughters would survive You How can you... "

Shen Shuyan sat there in a daze, letting Wei Changying hold her hand, the whole person could not help shivering

After a long time, she broke away from Wei Changying, slowly and stiffly took the veil out of her arms, and wiped her face slowly.

She wipes very slowly and carefully.

After a while, she stopped and said, "I know!"

"We had agreed not to tell you about it, but you can't beat yourself now!" Wei Changying went to take care of her dress and said in a low voice, "last time Ji Shenyi said that if you don't cherish yourself, it's likely that you will hear about Yu Lan's fate That girl, I can't bear to tell her now - she can't be a mother any more! You're still young you don't know what that means! "

"My father's health was not good in his early years. My mother had me only ten years ago. You don't know how she came here in those ten years. Just before I came out of the cabinet, her aunt and mammy could not help but cry when they mentioned those days!" Wei Changying put his hand on her shoulder and sobbed, "you know my mother is my grandmother's niece, and my father has a good temper. No one in the sister-in-law dares to be angry with her, but the hope of her son almost overwhelmed her! You feel sad in your heart. It doesn't matter what you practice, even if it's boudoir reputation There are many people in the world who are famous but have a good life! Otherwise, how can so many people be shameless? Only those who are not in good health, who say hello to thousands of people, and who are lying on the couch all day long, are really not as good as death! "

Shen Shuyan's eyes glistened with a little crystal, and a little cold awn. Her voice was very light: "my aunt took me as her own daughter, so she was so painstaking for me I know! ""Since you know how to cherish yourself, I'm relieved." Wei Changying wiped his face, took a slow breath, sat back in place, and said, "but I still want to say to you: don't hate your father!"

But Shen Shuyan lowered her eyes and kept silent.

"He has been looking forward to his son for a long time." When Wei Changying said this, he didn't know how to say the following words. After a moment's silence, he said, "and he thought that his offspring had been cut off, there would be no other offspring. In desperation, I will be so angry with you. "

"The father killed the mother, didn't he?" Shen Shuyan suddenly abruptly said.

Wei Changying's heart sank - she had tried to avoid the problem - looking at Shen Shuyan's quiet eyes. Wei Changying calmed down and said, "your mother is martyred!"

"Ha!" Shen Shuyan seemed to smile, looked down and said, "martyrdom? I see. Thank you, Auntie I want to go back and think about it, OK? "

It seems that for fear that Wei Changying won won't let people go, she added, "please don't worry about my aunt, I won't treat myself badly any more Even a little bit! "

“…… Love the chrysanthemum Wei Changying bit his lips and reflected on telling Shen Shuyan today whether it was right or wrong. But now it's all said She called in the ambassador's daughter, "go back with Yan'er and be careful on the way."

I only hope that this intelligent and stubborn niece will not be able to bear the stimulation like the gentle Shen Shurou

…… Seeing Lianju leave with Shen Shuyan, Wei Changying sighs heavily and takes a sip of tea: "ask the kitchen to make a tranquil soup quickly, and send it to Yan'er later!"