After saying that, Master Chen left without a shred of reluctance. The petite girl standing beside him had a look of schadenfreude on her face. She even turned around and gave me a disdainful look as she gave me her middle finger.
The bag in my hand fell to the ground. I kept repeating in my mind the words of Master Chen. He said I was dirty and he didn't want them anymore?
My head began to spin, and I wished I could pass out now, so that my mind wouldn't have to work, so that I wouldn't have to remember the contemptuous words of Master Chen, and the look on his face as if he were trash.
I never thought that the man I wanted to run away from so much would want to go back now, and when I saw the woman who stayed with me, I couldn't help but feel an uncontrollable pain in my chest.
When I saw Master Chen and Xiao Ling acting together, I already knew how I felt. It was because I liked Master Chen that I would bother about him being entangled with other women, just like now. Looking at this woman, my heart was filled with uncontrollable jealousy.
I knew that Master Chen wouldn't lack women, but I thought he would come out to find me when he saw I was gone. Wasn't that the same as last time I ran away?
But then I remembered what Grandpa Chen had said to me so many times. He said that he would come out and find me for the last time, and that if I ran away again, he wouldn't want me anymore. It turned out that everything he had said was true, and I was the only one who foolishly expected him to come and save me.
It started to rain, and soon my hair got wet from the rain. However, I was still standing there, staring blankly at the direction that Master Chen had left in. A passerby quickly ran by me, and when I brushed past him, I could clearly hear him say, 'This guy isn't a lunatic, is he?'
I smiled emotionlessly. Was he not good at being a lunatic? He didn't need to think about anything, nor did he need to think about anything. All he needed to do was to live in his own world.
I don't want to live such a miserable and unfree life like this.
I picked up the bag on the floor, got into a taxi, and reported Dr. Qin's address to him.
I had thought about escaping just a moment ago, but looking at the black sky and the torrential rain, then looking at the more than 100 crumpled pieces in my hands, I helplessly raised my mouth. This kind of money is simply not enough for me to live for a day, if I don't go to Dr. Qin's place, I would only be able to sleep on the streets tonight.
I sorrowfully thought that Dr. Qin was the only person I could go to now. Even though I knew that this was a wolf cave, I could only walk step by step into the trap that was clearly visible to the outside.
After I went back, I took another shower, but soon my head began to grow heavy. I didn't expect my body to be so weak.
I vaguely heard the sound of someone opening the door, and the motion of touching my forehead. Then my mouth was opened again, filled with bitter pills, and he drank some warm water.
When I arrived, my head was still a little dizzy, but it no longer felt as heavy as yesterday. Dr. Qin had already gone out to work, and I saw that Dr. Qin was sitting on the bedside table with a glass holding onto a slip of paper, on which was written: Let me be at ease, if he finds out that I snuck out today, I'm dead for sure.
I quickly kneaded the slip of paper in my hand into a ball and threw it on the ground as if I was venting my anger. I thought about my nightmares these past few days and wasn't willing to live under Dr. Qin's nightmares forever.
In my mind, I had always believed that Master Chen wouldn't be so cold-hearted. He really didn't care about me.
My eyes suddenly swept across the table, where there were a hundred change coins left over from my purchase of the day before. I hurried over to grab the money, but my eyes suddenly flashed with determination. I decided to make a last gamble.
I hastily changed my clothes and walked out without any rest. I waved to a taxi and gave the address I had given yesterday. I didn't know if I would meet Master Chen again, but this was my last chance so I wasn't willing to resign myself to my fate.
I don't know if it's because the heavens pity me, so they decided to help me. The moment I got off the taxi, I saw a familiar figure, but he had already slowly got on the car. I really did catch up with the car when it started. I clutched at the window's edge without a care, begging for help as I looked inside the car at Master Chen.
The driver jumped up and stepped on the brakes. When he was about to get off the car to teach me a lesson, Master Chen waved his hand. Master Chen didn't get off the car either, but rolled down the window and stared at me coldly, "I told you not to show up in front of me again."
"Master Chen, I just want to talk to you. I beg you, please help me. Take me away, okay?" I tried my best to shed tears, making myself look even more pitiful. Grandpa Chen looked at me with interest as I squeezed his tears. "I remember what I said yesterday. I won't touch anything dirty, much less someone dirty."
Master Chen's words were like a sharp sword stabbing into my heart. I took a deep breath to ease my heartache, then looked at Master Chen and said, "I'm not dirty. Master Chen, I should hurry. If you don't believe me, you can check for yourself."
I held my breath as I waited for Master Chen's reply. I had already said such shameless words. As long as Master Chen was still interested in me, he wouldn't coldly reject me.
But I was wrong. Grandpa Chen was simply a heartless person. When he heard my words to prove my innocence, he only pursed his lips in disdain. "Clean? "It seems like you've misunderstood me. What I mean is dirty, it was touched by another man before. Do you dare to pat your chest and say that you haven't been touched by another man before?"
Seeing my reaction, he immediately understood what was going on. He sneered again and then looked at me, "Since you've already made a move on me, then scram. I hate disgusting women like you the most."
As soon as he finished speaking, he shut the car window, completely ignoring me, who had a deathly pale expression on my face.