I don't know how I got back to my room. All day long I've just been in bed and haven't eaten or even taken a sip of water.
My stomach growled many times, but I didn't feel any hunger in my heart. I suddenly let out a cold laugh as I looked at the curtains that were being blown by the wind. It's full of ridicule, especially if I'm just a plaything.
Isn't it? Especially when I heard that Master Chen actually has a fiancée, my heart started to ache violently. I started to imagine, what kind of appearance does that woman have, and what kind of status would she have? Was her personality gentle or coquettish? Just what was so good about her that she could stay by Master Chen's side …
Very quickly, I came up with an answer. There's no need to compare this Luo Xue with me, right now there's only the most superficial thing in front of me. Luo Xue is a lady from a famous sect, but what about me? She was a lady who slept with him. As for her position, she had probably been promoted to a little mistress by now, right?
Haha! So what? At the end of the day, the identity of this mistress was still not a big deal. Thinking of this, my heart hurt even more. I couldn't help but press down on the position of my heart, thinking that this would be able to ease my pain.
At this moment, the heart aching Master Chen suddenly returned. He walked over with a smile and pulled away my blanket. When he saw my eyes filled with tears, he was stunned for a moment before pulling me into his arms. My little darling? It's only been a day and you think I'm going to cry? "
I know that Master Chen is purposely saying these words to make me happy, but when I think about how he and the other women also laughed like that, and how he even held other women in his arms, especially that fiancée of his called Snowfall, according to the words of the servants, Master Chen must have liked her a lot!
As I thought of this, I pushed Grandpa Chen away. "Don't touch me!"
At first, Master Chen was startled by my actions, but he quickly recovered with a smile on his face. "Alright, I'll come back early next time, okay?" I heard from the servant that you haven't come downstairs today, so you definitely haven't eaten either. Wash up first, I'll take you downstairs to get something to eat, okay? "
As I listened to his gentle words, I felt my heart break. I could not help but feel sour at the thought that he had said such tender words to another woman.
At this moment, Master Chen reached out his hand to pull me up. I didn't know what to think, so I reflexively opened his hand.
Master Chen and I subconsciously maintained our silence. This time, only the two of us were left in the room breathing, "Fu Tingting, are you saying that you are acting like a spoiled child? It's only been one night, and you're so impudent? "
Master Chen's words were like sharp stones. Every time he said those words, a stone would smash onto my body. Even though I couldn't pinpoint where it was, my entire body hurt.
I couldn't stand my own anger and resentment any longer. I kept thinking about what the servants were discussing today. I directly looked at Master Chen and asked, "What about you?" You already have a fiancee, but you still came out to find a lady like me? Don't you feel ashamed? "
When Master Chen heard my words, his face immediately darkened. Seeing his change, I uneasily shrunk my neck, but thinking that I had already said it out loud, it didn't matter how much I tried to escape.
Thinking about this, I straightforwardly expressed all of my dissatisfaction. It was only when I told him that Grandpa Chen had forced me to take the pill that my tone slowly faded.
Master Chen lowered his eyes. When I finally calmed down, he raised his head and looked at me with disdain, "You said all these just now just to get more love from me. It's just that Fu Tingting, we only slept once, and you already took a step forward? Do you think you're the first woman I've ever played with? Do you think I haven't done enough to break my body? "I'm just giving you some face for your good manners."
After saying that, he paused for a moment before continuing with a cold smile, "But I didn't expect that just because I gave you face that you would act so brazenly. Who do you think you are? Not to mention whether I have a fiancee, which of the things I need to report to you? "
"You!" I was angered by Master Chen's words to the point that my face turned pale. However, after some thought, I felt that Master Chen's words were absolutely correct. I am just a young lady. What I need to do is please the guests. He's actually clamoring with my benefactor and asking him why he's still looking for me even though he clearly has a fiancée.
Master Chen gave me one last look. Ignoring my defeated expression, he walked out of the room without leaving any trace behind.
Once again, the entire room fell into a dark silence. I pulled on my hair tiredly. I pressed on my chest, which still ached faintly. I couldn't help but beat my chest. This is great! He must have been humiliated again! How right was Master Chen! I'm a lady! A whore! "Even a bitch!"
After saying those three words, I suddenly swept the items on the bedside table furiously onto the floor. Even the table lamp fell to the ground from my rough sweep, creating a crisp sound. I looked at the glass fragments on the floor and felt a sense of familiarity towards them.
It was as if I could see myself in the near future, like a lamp in the hands of Grandpa Chen, and was ruthlessly smashed into glass.
It's been a long time since Master Chen left, but he still hasn't come back. My stomach has finally started to empty out, and I started to clamor non-stop. I tightly clenched my fists, and after thinking for a long time, I still powerlessly lay on my bed …
I looked at the door and quickly gave up any thoughts of running away. It was too dangerous outside and I was afraid of meeting them again.
I was indeed a natural disaster, and the lucky things would never fall on me. I wished I hadn't heard the servants' discussion, so that I could deceive myself into thinking that Master Chen was gentle because he was attracted to me. Dr. Qin was a useless person.