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I changed into the white bathrobe that Grandpa Chen had given me and stood in the room with a dull look in my eyes, as if I was waiting for his judgment.

"Don't you have eyes? What are you doing at the bow of the ship? " Master Chen told me through clenched teeth.

"I-I just wanted to go and feed the seagulls. I took the bread." I was still crying, feeling wronged.

"Hey, seagull, you almost fed the fish, did you know that?" Master Chen's eyes were red as he approached me. I started to feel uneasy.

"I'm sorry, but I will be careful in the future." I almost burst into tears. I was too frightened to speak.

"Sorry? Simply sorry? You think I can forgive you? " Master Chen forced me into a corner. I curled up, my arms shaking, my hands shaking in front of my chest.

"No, Grandpa Chen, I'm sorry." I really didn't do it on purpose. " I felt a tear come hot from my eye socket.

"If you die, what should I do? Fu Tingting? I'm asking you, if you kill me, what should I do? " A hoarse cry from his throat. I didn't know how to answer him. Hadn't we already made everything clear, hadn't we broken up already? Why is he so angry that I might fall from their ship and die, and implicate them?

"Wouldn't it be better if I died? You don't need to see me anymore. " When I thought that Grandpa Chen might be angry because he was afraid of being held responsible, I retorted to him.

"No need to see you? What Fu Tingting? Do you have any heart now? " Master Chen suddenly looked like a wounded lion. He actually asked me if I had a heart.

"Why don't I have a heart? My heart is here! " In a fit of rage, I tore open my white bathrobe, revealing my pure white chest.

Where do you think my heart is? Look at this broken heart that has been broken by you. Look. Didn't you want to know if I had a heart? Why don't you dig it out and see if my heart is still the same as before? " I cried at the top of my lungs.

"Fu Tingting, you?" Master Chen was stunned by my actions. He did not expect that my character had become so strong, and I am no longer the Fu Tingting that was easily bullied by him and Luo Xue. Obviously unable to adapt to my changes, he kept shaking his head.

"Tingting, why are you like this now? You've always been soft. Weak as the wind is, I still feel sorry for you. How did you become like this? How long have you been moving out? " Master Chen asked me, as if he didn't believe me. He was surprised at my transformation.

"This is all because of you! The grass under the stone also has the right to enjoy life, so it is not afraid of heavy pressure, growth, not to mention I am a person. Master Chen, think about what you did to me before. What right do you have to blame me now? If I die, I die. You can rest assured that it has nothing to do with you. Today, the heavens have mercifully spared my life. If I were to die one day, I wouldn't turn into a ghost to find you. Therefore, you can rest assured. You do not need to be afraid of being held responsible. " My face was as cold as ice, and the temperature of the room felt like it had entered the Ice Age because of my words.

"Tingting, why are you saying such a thing? It makes me sad. You know I'm not blaming you because I'm afraid to take responsibility. " Master Chen explained with a pitiful expression.

"My words make you sad? My words actually made you sad? "Hahaha." I smirked and put my bathrobe back on, covering my chest.

"Tingting, can't you see what I have done for you recently? Can't we get back together? " Master Chen grabbed my hands. A pair of eyes looked at me longingly. I avoided his eyes and looked at the large, sky-blue bed. But my eyes were not focused. It was just a hazy sky of blue.

"Tingting, do it. I'll help you wipe your hair." Master Chen tried to get me to sit on the sofa next to him. I just wouldn't listen to him. Master Chen saw that my stubbornness had lost his previous anger. Helplessly, he grabbed a white towel to help me wipe my hair. His actions were as gentle as if he was dealing with a frightened rabbit. I was so wronged that I couldn't control my emotions and started crying. I hit the sofa with both hands, and then I hit the old man who was wiping my hair.

The twenty years of muddleheaded living, or what should be called survival. Other people call life, and I call survival. It was as if he didn't need this kind of strength that allowed him to live in a difficult and stubborn life. I just want to find a place to vent my anger, to vent the injustice that fate has done to me.

Why do some people cry out the birth of a golden spoon, and some people from the day of birth to be doomed to a life of misery. I don't believe in fate, but I have to submit to it. For now, at least, my life has not changed. It was still the same gray and dirty life. Originally, when I met Guan Muyun, I felt that my life had turned around and I wished to be in contact with such a high quality person like Guan Muyun and walk closer to them. I hope such a person can influence me, guide me, I can have a colorful life.

But who would have thought that on this ship, I would meet someone I would never want to see again in my life? He may have been reluctant to part with me, but when I was bullied and misunderstood, he chose not to trust me. And help the evil and snow together bully me. This isn't something that I can forget when Master Chen comes every day to atone for his sins.

"Tingting, let me blow on you with the hair dryer, okay? Otherwise it will catch cold. We'll go back right away and take you to the doctor. Did you drink a lot of seawater, and do you feel uncomfortable somewhere? " Master Chen changed his personality and kept asking me questions. His questions were indeed from the internal organs, sincere and without any pretense or concern for concealment.

"No need, I don't feel uncomfortable anywhere. I'm sorry, I was too agitated just now. " I stopped crying and adjusted my hair. He politely thanked Master Chen for saving his life.

"I still have to say thank you. Grandpa Chen. After all, you just saved me with no regards to your own life. " I bit my lip and thought about how I was going to die. Death was just inches away from me, and I couldn't help but feel a pang in my heart. Two bean-sized tears once again rolled down his face.

"Tingting, you." She threw her arms around my shoulders and rested her chin on the top of my head. I felt the force of her strength. It was a heartache that I could not forgive myself for.

I don't answer him, but I know what he's going to say to you later.