The day Yang Zi went to Korea, I cried. I cried like I didn't care about my image. The person who loved me so much, the person I loved so much, what happened at the end? It was also because of me that he distanced himself from me.
After Yang Zi left, it was a long time before I could walk out of that shadow. Afterwards, I slowly walked out of the shadow with the help of the therapist that was introduced to me by Brother Chen.
However, that matter made my feelings for Yang Zi even more intense. I remembered his somewhat ignorant and gentle attitude, as he looked at me with that kind of coquettish expression.
But now, this feeling has changed a bit in some unknown place, and it also makes it harder and harder for me to clearly see Brother Chen.
Ever since that incident, Yang Zi had been sent to the police station, followed by the Chief Officer of Korea.
A string of things happened too fast.
The sun was bright this morning. I sat on the bus and enjoyed the scenery outside the window. I felt a little bit better about my recent stress.
I went to the company that works, and coincidentally met Li Jiajia. I chatted with her for a bit without disturbing my work, and the two of us made an appointment to go eat dinner after work.
"Sister Tingting, let's go to the hotpot restaurant from last time." After work, Li Jiajia was waiting at my office. When she saw me come down, she intimately took my left arm.
"Sure, let's go to that hotpot restaurant. I think it's pretty good too." I have some impression of that hotpot restaurant. It's just that once, I went there with Yang Zi and Li Jiajia.
When I think of Yang Zi, I recall that ever since he left, he would always call me from time to time. Every time, he would use his magnetic voice to communicate through the phone, telling me how much he missed me.
"Sister Tingting, Sister Tingting!" Maybe I was distracted for too long, after ordering the dishes, Li Jiajia kept asking me to come back to my senses, and in the end, she just waved her hand to wake me up from my trance.
"Jiajia, I'm fine." Looking at Li Jiajia's worried expression, I didn't know how to tell her. Her worried look reminded me of Yang Zi.
I feel so chaotic right now. I love Yang Zi, but I can't relax my Brother Chen, so what should I do? Forget it, the road to the bridge was naturally straight, just let it be as it was.
"Ding Ding Ding", the phone rang. Who would call me? Yang Zi! The Yang Zi that I miss in my heart!
"Jiajia, I'll go answer the phone. You eat first." When I left Li Jiajia's side in a hurry, my longing for her turned into a fatal poison.
"Did you know, Tingting? The book said that you stole my shadow, no matter where you are, I will always think of you, and Tingting, you stole my heart, how can I bear to leave you?" Yang Zi's magnetic voice carried his longing for me, as well as such a deep and loving tone.
"Yang Zi, I've missed you too." Actually, I miss him a lot as well. Every time he says he misses me, my longing for him increases. That deep emotion is brewing and I don't know when it will burst out. This is an unknown certainty.
"Tingting, you can rest assured that I will be fine outside. You can stay in the country and wait for me to come find you, okay?" When Yang Zi told me that he would return and told me to wait for him to return, I admitted that I was tempted.
But now, I looked out of the window. The sunny morning had long since passed, and it was drizzling with drizzling rain, but there weren't any cloudy clouds, so I could only see a hazy mist outside, just like what would happen with Yang Zi and me.
The love between Yang Zi and I was like a fog, how could I spend his youth to accompany me? That was not too selfish, so I didn't comment on his suggestion and didn't give a clear answer.
Maybe Yang Zi did not expect my answer on the other end. He was silent for a long time, neither of us spoke easily, afraid that we would lose something subtle if we were not careful.
From start to finish, I still felt that Yang Zi thought too simply of my love for him, or perhaps he didn't quite understand what I meant.
In the end, without saying anything, I told him, "Yang Zi, let's talk next time. Goodbye." Without waiting for Yang Zi's reply, I immediately hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, I regretted it. I was a little apprehensive. What if Yang Zi was angry?
"Jiajia, I don't want to eat anymore. Eat it yourself." After hanging up the phone, I didn't have much appetite for it. Seeing that Li Jiajia was eating happily, I felt embarrassed to disappoint her.
"Sister Tingting, just now … Uh... Was that Yang Zi's phone call? " Li Jiajia revealed everything with one sentence, she had actually discovered it. It seems that Yang Zi was so important in my heart that I was unable to part with them, and I could see through every one of them.
"Yeah, I'm a bit tired today. I'll go home and sleep first. Goodbye." Habit evades, does not want to face up to, to hide to hide my emotions, I like a turtle in the shell to protect myself.
I slammed the door shut, threw myself on the couch, and burst into tears again.
Love? Yang Zi? What am I crying for? The end is much more painful than the beginning. My heart is as painful as a needle.
After crying for a while to vent, I continued to lie quietly on the sofa. Yang Zi, who's more important is Brother Chen? What is love?
Thinking about these questions, I pulled my cell phone out of my bag with a bad expression. Just as I was about to put it down, I felt like I had forgotten something.
Once again, I picked up the phone and looked at it. Suddenly, I remembered something and quickly flipped to my contact list. When I saw Brother Chen's name in the pile of calls, I felt a sense of worry.
I originally didn't plan to do anything, but in the end, the woman's sixth sense beat my so-called indifference. She paid attention to her words, wrote and deleted, wrote and deleted, and after struggling for a long time, she finally sent a message to Brother Chen.
"Brother Chen, are you alright?" Sending …
It was all over...
After I sent the message, a bad premonition started to surround me, hoping that nothing would happen to Brother Chen.
I waited for a long time in silence. The TV was on, the living room light was on, and all the light was coming in. I turned my head to look at the light outside the window.
I waited from nine until two in the morning. The bustling city had long since changed from a myriad of lights to three or two, like the stars in the sky.
I helplessly picked up my phone, put it down in distress, but still didn't reply. This meant that he didn't pay attention to me, so what should I do?
Forget it, if you don't want to return, then don't want to. I got up from the sofa and walked slowly to the bathroom door. I turned on the light in the bathroom, put the water on, took off my clothes, and soaked myself in the bathtub for a good bath.
After taking a bath, I picked up my phone again. Looking at the information on the screen, there wasn't any change, and sure enough, Brother Chen still didn't pay attention to me.
Finally I went to bed and lay there. I was alone in the big double bed. Why didn't Brother Chen reply to me? I hoped that he wouldn't be alright.