After buying all the required items, Guan Muyun and I went straight to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Along the way, Guan Muyun held my hand tightly, his face was filled with happiness and worry.
I sat down next to him, and when I saw him like this, I couldn't bear it, so I took his hand and tried to warm it a little.
As if he had felt my concerned gaze, Guan Muyun's slightly furrowed brows quietly spread open. He turned his head to look at me, and his eyes were still as warm as the sun's smile.
"Tingting, thank you. Guan Muyun's voice was magnetic and pleasant to hear.
"Shouldn't I be the one to say thanks?" I looked at Guan Muyun and smiled faintly.
The tense atmosphere in the car was instantly dissolved by our few jokes and jokes. Unknowingly, we had arrived at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
"We're here." Guan Muyun pulled on my hand even more tightly, afraid that I would disappear in the blink of an eye, so his tone became somewhat hurried.
"Okay, let's get out of the car." I took his hand, indicating that he didn't need to worry about anything. I didn't like him, but I didn't want to hurt him.
"Please show me your ID cards." The witness's cold, mechanized voice rang in my ear.
I lifted my head and looked around me indifferently. I gripped the ID card I had prepared and slowly placed it on the counter.
Guan Muyun had already placed his ID on the counter.
After a period of waiting.
The registrar placed two red books in front of me, "This is your marriage certificate. Please accept it."
I looked at the red book in shock, then looked at Guan Muyun who was standing at the side. From now on, this man was my husband.
The wedding was at St. Field's Cathedral. It was the dream of so many women to have such a splendid wedding, but I didn't feel happy at all.
Guan Muyun brought me to the wedding church in advance.
The church was wide and bright, with crystal chandeliers that reflected an enchanting light at the top. The exquisite style was my favorite.
"Do you like it here? If there's anything I don't like, I'll make them change the night before, and I'll give you a perfect wedding. " Guan Muyun held my hand, and asked carefully.
After listening to him, a sudden wetness welled up in my eyes. This man said he loved me and wanted to give me the best, but what could I give him?
"Everything is fine here, I am really satisfied, I …" Never in his wildest dreams would he have thought that I would be able to marry in such a place … "Thank you." Crystal tears gushed out of my eyes. I was so sorry that I didn't dare to look into Guan Muyun's eyes.
When Guan Muyun saw me crying, he immediately panicked and panicked. He immediately raised his hand and used his finger to gently wipe the tears at the corner of my eyes, then looked at me with a pained expression and said: "Little fool, don't cry anymore. It's because the bride is you, so I feel that everything is worth it.
I nodded. My eyes, which were filled with tears, became clearer and brighter. Under the light, my eyes sparkled.
The night before the wedding, I was sitting at my desk reading a book, looking at the black words on the white paper as if they were alive, and they were dancing in front of my eyes, and I was so upset that I couldn't think of a single word to say.
Suddenly there was a rapid knock on the door, and I could guess who it was.
With some hesitation, I went to open the door.
When the door opened, Guan Muyun's handsome face entered my sight, but the him today seemed to be different than before.
Seeing me open the door, Guan Muyun didn't say a word and hugged me tightly, then arrogantly kissed my lips.
Caught off guard, I opened my eyes wide and let him kiss me, but I didn't move. No response.
Guan Muyun's kiss was extremely heavy, as if he was releasing all the emotions from the bottom of his heart.
But it doesn't seem to be enough. When he lets go of my lips, before I can adjust my breathing, beyond my imagination, Guan Muyun picked me up by the waist and walked towards his bedroom.
I realized what Guan Muyun was going to do and knew that I shouldn't reject him. They are already husband and wife now, so isn't that what they ought to do?
Although Guan Muyun was anxious, he had not lost his reason yet. He slowly placed me on the bed and lightly licked my ears as he tried to take off the clothes on my body.
I lay on the bed without moving like a dead fish, this was also a matter of course. Since Guan Muyun wanted to do it, then all I could do was to give myself up without reservation.
The excitement in my earlobes made me groan, and Guan Muyun's kiss landed on my smooth neck.
My hands grip the sheet tightly, why is my heart so uncomfortable, I don't want to! I don't want it at all! Every single part of my body is resisting Guan Muyun's contact!
"Go away! Go away! Go away! " I started to try my best to push Guan Muyun away from me, but I realised that compared to him, my strength was too small.
Guan Muyun acted as if he didn't hear my words, ignoring my resistance and recklessly kissing my body.
I can't stand this feeling, but I'm also unable to stop Guan Muyun, so the grievance in my heart is about to spill out.
Transparent tears slid down the corners of my eyes, and a soft sob escaped from my lips.
"Please... "Stop..."
As if someone had pressed down on a certain switch, Guan Muyun's movements instantly stopped.
He looked up at me, his eyes filled with pain. "Tingting, are you crying?"
However, I only replied with a slight sob.
Guan Muyun reached out his hand to stroke my tear-stained face, and his hands instantly became slippery and moist, "Are you crying … But why are you crying? Is it really that difficult to do it with me? "
I didn't say anything, just kept on crying. He was right, is it really that hard to do things with him? The answer should be no, it was just that she wasn't ready yet.
"Tingting... But you. My wife. " Guan Muyun looked at me, whose face was covered in tears, and said those words with a pained expression, as if his mouth was filled with broken glass.
I am your wife, but I do not love you. I do not love you, I watched as Guan Muyun dressed himself and left dejectedly. From the beginning to the end, I did not say a single word.